Chapter 803, be selfish
Qin Ya nodded gently, and got her consent, Su Zhan supported her with one hand, stretched out one hand to stroke her cheek, her eyes, her nose, and her lips, and depicted her current appearance under her fingertips, wanting to remember her appearance firmly in her heart and never forget it.
His lips slowly pressed on him, and Qin Ya slowly closed her eyes.
Su Zhan kissed her softly, and was not in a hurry to do anything. He knew that Qin Ya was fragile and needed care. He leaned in her ear and whispered, "Xiao Ya, tell me if you have any thoughts or unhappy things in the future, don't hide them in your heart."
In fact, he was envious of the smile she smiled when facing others.
I don't know when she saw her smile less and less, and became more and more fake. She concealed her heart and refused to open it to him.
Qin Ya opened her eyes in surprise.
Su Zhan kissed her eyes. His lips were very soft. Qin Ya felt itchy when she touched her eyelids, so she closed her eyes again.
He kissed her gently for a long time, and Qin Ya was almost accustomed to this intimate behavior.
When Su Zhan unbuttoned her clothes, she did not have the rejection she imagined and faced him calmly.
Soon a lot of clothes scattered on the ground, including Su Zhan and Qin Ya.
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She walked out and saw Su Zhan in the kitchen with an apron around her waist. Qin Ya leaned against the door and looked at his back. He was wearing casual clothes at home, with thin waist and long legs, and looked thin, but she was not weak, but she looked weak, just like his appearance.
Shen Peichuan gives people the feeling of being tough, but he is handsome. His skin is white and thin, his facial features are clear, he is a little unruly when he smiles inappropriately, and his eyes are bright when he is serious.
He looked very young. When he looked in his early thirties, he looked like he was in his early twenties. He was not wearing a suit and tie and putting on a serious expression, it was like a word "little dog" that netizens are good at using now.
Qin Ya was very comfortable during the days she moved out, and she smiled more and more. She took a step and walked over gently, hugged Su Zhan's waist from behind, stretched her head to look into the pot, "What delicious food is it?"
“Prawns with tomato sauce.”
There were two shrimps as big as fingers in the pan, arching their tails, and their bodies were red. They looked cooked and could smell a strong sour smell.
Qin Ya pursed her lips and said frankly to Su Zhan, "I spent a while ago very cautiously, anxiously, and scared every day."
Su Zhan turned around and wanted to touch her cheeks. He noticed that his hands were not clean, so he kissed her forehead with his lips and said softly, "I know."
He saw it all.
But she was unable to comfort her.
Because her fear and anxiety were brought to her by him.
"We won't do it after the surrogacy matter."
Su Zhan's expression was very serious.
Qin Ya touched his eyebrows, "I like your smile."
Su Zhan couldn't laugh.
Qin Ya pondered for a moment and said, "Try again, if you don't succeed, give up, there is a beginning and an end."
Su Zhan hugged her and said, "Okay, just try it for the last time. I don't regret it if I fail..." He paused, "We won't go back to live, grandma, I'll deal with it."
Qin Ya said yes, she would be more comfortable outside than to face the old lady.
"Then I'll just be more private and leave everything to you. I'll hide behind you," Qin Ya rarely laughed in front of him.
Su Zhan likes her like this, likes her to smile, likes her to be honest with herself.
At the end of the month, Qin Ya did it for the second time. She was still nervous and had some worries that would never change. For example, she could bear the pain and suffering, and most feared that the doctor would say that it would fail in the end.
After the egg was removed, Qin Ya was taken back to her residence by Su Zhan. The hospital was filled with the smell of disinfectant. Qin Ya was afraid of it. Every second she passed by the hospital was depressed and her breathing was not smooth.
Fortunately, I can come back to recuperate.
Su Zhan has always been by her side.
Qin Ya almost didn't ask about the old lady's affairs, and Su Zhan was dealing with it. She forced herself not to think about it.
At the end of the month, Shen Peichuan was back.
Sang Yu used the excuse that he had too much time to come back on the day and wanted to move to the school, so Sang Yu left the night after Shen Peichuan came back.
Shen Peichuan pretended to be honest, really thinking that Sang Yu was busy with school. Zong Jinghao knew that he was back and asked him to go home for dinner. Shen Peichuan went there at noon.
Seeing that he was the only one, Lin Xinyan asked, "Why didn't Sangyu come with you?
You can't come back on a business trip."
The two are newly married again, so they should like to be together, so why did he come alone?
Lin Xinyan also went out to City C. She was trying hard to persuade Zong Jinghao to allow her to take her little one to City C. Her career is there. Now that she has a child and has passed the confinement period, she doesn't want to give up the career she loves.
Zong Jinghao disagreed. Just make money by one person, and they are not short of money. Her trip to City C is equivalent to a family dividing the two places.
Lin Xinyan also knew this, so he didn't insist on leaving, and waited for Zong Jinghao to let go.
She held her youngest son in her arms. Now she grew up and was no longer wrinkled. She looked like a jade-carved jade, and she was very cute. He could vaguely see that she looked like Lin Xinyan. Zong Yanchen was now becoming more and more like Zong Jinghao, but this youngest son looked like her.
Shen Peichuan said, "She is busy with school and goes to the dormitory to live."
Chapter completed!