"If only my family were like yours, maybe we wouldn't have to face so many problems.

When I was very young, I knew that other people's children could get a compliment from their parents and a kiss on the cheek by acting like a spoiled child.

But this has never been the case for me.

All I know is that if I can’t finish memorizing the Three-Character Sutra, I will have to sit alone on a small bench, facing the wall and thinking about my mistakes.

If I can't finish learning all those etiquettes, I will be the same.

After so many years, I thought I was numb, but meeting you is like rain.

I feel like my whole being has come alive. Can life be so colorful?"

Song Nan did not describe his life in an exaggerated way. His father and mother had strict requirements on him.

Not only because he is the only son in the family, but also because he is the Song family, their only heir.

He knew that his parents provided him with many conditions that others could only hope to achieve.

Without them, I would never have been able to live such a comfortable life.

But occasionally he would think, is it really worth it?

Is this really what he wants?

Did they give him a chance to choose the life he wanted?

No.

What he heard most from his parents was neither praise nor pride.

"You have to know how to cherish it. There are a lot of people out there who want to be the heirs of the Song family.

But you became our son because of your luck.

If you don’t know how to cherish, how can you be worthy of your parents’ training over so many years?”

Gao Xue's pets left him because they were old, but he always remembered that a little puppy that he picked up when he was a child was thrown to death in front of him while it was still alive.

"You know what?

He was still alive when he fell, and he kept squealing. I don't know why he suddenly felt so painful after drinking milk just now."

"Stop talking, stop talking!"

After so many years, Song Nan no longer sheds tears when she mentions her original experience again.

The tears he didn't shed, Gao Xue cried for him.

She pulled Song Nan into her arms, hugged him tightly and cried loudly, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain and tears for him over the years.

"Why? Why!"

Why, as parents, do they decide everything Song Nan should bear?

Song Nan never had the chance to choose to be their child.

The most painful thing was to cut such a bloody knife into his young heart.

"Why? Why!"

Before today, Gao Xue had never thought that there could be such cruel parents in the world.

In their eyes, it seems that there has never been their son Song Nan, only their heir Song Nan.

It hurt so much that Gao Xue felt as if his heart had been sprinkled with broken glass.

Amidst her crying, Song Nan finally shed tears from the corners of her eyes.

The two people hugged each other tightly.

In the end, it was Song Nan who pulled Gao Xue out of her arms first and wiped away her tears.

Tell her again that it's all over.

"Have you been here this way for all these years?"

Gao Xue held his face and asked with a crying tone.

"It's not always this hard, every time I make progress, they will praise me.

For me, that has become the biggest motivation for me to sit in the study every day and night."

Looking back now, Song Nan didn't know why she worked so hard just for a compliment from them.

At least for him now, this is completely unnecessary.

"Fortunately, I grew up relatively quickly and took over the reins of the company very early."

It was only from the moment he took over those powers that he realized that after he had the power, no one would dare to treat him like before.

Even his parents are no exception.

"So I believe that when I climb high enough, they will never dare to touch you."

Both of them have the same problem. Song Nan feels that the so-called relatives in his family still dare to reach out to Gao Xue just because he himself is not strong enough.

Not strong enough to scare them.

Once he actually reached that position, no one would dare to comment on any of his decisions.

Gao Xue simply felt that it was because she was not good enough.

The two of them are always thinking about and considering each other.

I hope it can make the other party less stressed and less burdened, but I have never thought about myself.

And now is the time to truly be honest with each other.

The two of them chatted together for a long time that day, from dusk to dawn.

I also drank bottle after bottle of red wine.

The two of them hugged each other drunkenly, but Gao Xue felt that their hearts had never been quieter than at this moment.

How could such a family exist in the world?

In the eyes of others, Song Nan is definitely from a good family background and is excellent. He is simply the pride of heaven!

But who knows what kind of life the proud man of heaven leads?

No one knows whether the favored man of heaven chose it voluntarily before he became the favored man of heaven.

Maybe he just wants to be an ordinary person?

Some people will also say that they are just being nice and getting the advantage.

But if someone else has gone through the same thing, they may not have the same aura they have now.

On the other side, after Shen Yan and Fang Yin returned to their room, Fang Yin once again mentioned that she wanted to take the baby and Beibei back to meet her grandma and grandpa.

Fang Yin knew that Shen Yan would definitely be unwilling, so he held Shen Yan tightly in his arms before he spoke.

"...You're here again. Didn't we say we would discuss this issue after a while?"

Shen Yan struggled hard, trying to escape from Fang Yin's arms.

"Baby, do you want to think about time? It's been a while now.

If you think about it again, should you wait until they are one year old before taking them back to see your parents?"

Fang Yin sincerely felt that long-term pain was better than short-term pain. Only by taking the baby and Beibei back when they were not too old could she win the sympathy of her parents.

If they take the child back when they really grow up to that big, they will only feel even more angry!

I feel like I was kept in the dark by my own daughter.

Shen Yan is also fighting between heaven and man, so why doesn't she know this truth?

But actually doing it is another matter.

Thinking of this, Shen Yan simply turned around, buried her head on Fang Yin's collarbone, and took a hard bite.

"ah!

Why should I think about such a question?

Why should I go through such a choice? Why?"

Fang Yin's big hands stroked Shen Yan's back very gently and rhythmically, trying to calm her down through external force.

"Take your time and don't get out of breath.

Now that I’m in a hurry, I won’t be able to sleep well at night again.”

Of course he knew the reason for this for Shen Yan, but no matter what, those were not his biological parents.

The pressure he faced must be different from what Shen Yan faced.

He could only make a suggestion. It was Shen Yan's own choice whether he was willing to take the child back during this time.

He could only say that he would stand with Shen Yan when she was criticized, but he could not do anything else.

In the end, Shen Yan was the only one who was suffering from blame and conscience. No matter how reluctant he was, he could never deny this fact.
To be continued...