Chapter 36 Illusion (8)
After thinking about it for a long time, but I didn't think of anything, so I had to give up. Instead, I turned over and closed my eyes and tried to sleep well for a night. However, the weather was not good, so I could only get up impatiently and sit cross-legged on the bed. In the past few years when I stayed in the temple, I would occasionally have a few days of insomnia and unable to sleep. When I was making trouble, I would shout loudly until I tossed Namo too, and I would stop; unless I touched my glass of water grains.
When he occasionally did his kindness, he would not bother him. He would only look at Namo with malicious intentions, and then sit cross-legged casually and chant things like "Confessions" and "Buddha Mantra" in a low voice. However, this was not for himself, but for Brother Shu and others. Although they did not say it, they must have done a lot of killing karma in the past, otherwise there would be no need to recite the scriptures day and night, just to calm down the blood and energy of the body.
Of course, even if I can't sleep tonight, I can't disturb Xiao Yuge like harassing Namo as I did... Thinking of this, I suddenly stood there in a daze - this is really unusual! Logically speaking, I already know that all this is false, but I still have feelings for them in an uncontrollable way. Is this the reason why "Chen Mo" cannot be broken? Even if I know that this is a dream, if I don't have the support of the immortal power, I will continue to fall into it and lose myself.
Thinking of this, I finally couldn't help but hit the wall with a punch: I had the power of immortality before, not as vast as the sea, but it was barely enough to support me to break some formations, and even the ancient formation I could try, but now reality slapped me hard. If I could go back, I would rather put away my pride and practice honestly, otherwise it would be like this now... humiliation!
Old Man Xihua clearly has so many ways to kill me. If he really has no idea, even if he cut it down with one knife, the head would fall to the ground. He chose this method. He knew that this was "Shen Mo", and he could not do anything about it. This was obviously the lower three ways that he would not take seriously in the past.
The force of that punch was a bit too strong. I didn't know it when the anger came. After I woke up, I realized the pain. So I could only touch the back of my hand and sneered out of the corner of my mouth: I am the mountain! No matter what kind of illusion, it is still false. In reality, it is obviously exactly the same. Why should I immerse myself in my desires and even be unable to break free? "Aware of all dharmas, it is like a dream." When talking about Buddhist scriptures, I have read them dozens of times. Although I cannot understand them thoroughly, I can still barely understand one or two of them.
While I was concentrating on my mind and planning to recite the "Clean Heart Mantra" several times, I suddenly felt the movement on my side. I suddenly opened my eyes and realized that Yu Ge woke up. I turned my head and glanced at Xiao Yu Ge, then closed my eyes calmly, and began to recite the "Clean Heart Mantra" without moving.
However, Yu Ge's tender voice kept coming from his ears: "Brother, are you meditating?"
"Brother, when did you learn to meditate? Are you as powerful as the saint in the script?"
"Brother, why do you ignore me?"
"Brother, are you uncomfortable? Why don't you talk? Can I go to see you with my mother?"
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As I listened, I could not even recite the "Clean Mantra" in my heart. As if to strengthen my persuasion, I suddenly recited it out loud, intending to overwhelm the voice of Yu Ge on the other side. However, the next moment I made the sound, I knew that my heart was...chaotic.
I still want to stay in this dream I weave, because everything is not born yet here: my father still has a bad temper and will pull my ears every day; my mother always comes to save the scene at this time, and sometimes when I see my ears being pulled red, I will turn around and scold him angrily; Yu Ge often hides behind me timidly, and whenever I go out to play, I will grab the corner of my clothes and prevent me from leaving; at this time, I have met Brother Shu and the others, and maybe it will be dawn tomorrow, and I can still find them in the name of picking vegetables...
Instead of being like in reality - my parents are missing, Xiao Ge is unknown, Brother Shu and others... If Brother Shu knew that I was so cowardly, for some false desires, he would have killed his life with his own hands, and he would probably be disappointed in me!
I opened my eyes, looked at Yu Ge's back when he opened the door, and slowly closed my eyes: "All methods are the key to enlighten the mind; all practices are the key to purify the mind. The key to enlighten the mind is nothing like chanting the Buddha's name. Remembering the Buddha's name and chanting the Buddha's name, when I remember the Buddha's name, you will definitely see the Buddha, without any convenience, and you will be able to open your mind. The key to purifying the mind is nothing like chanting the Buddha's name. One thought corresponds to one thought, and chanting the Buddha's name is thrown into a chaotic mind, and the chaotic mind has to be Buddha."
After saying that, I looked up again and looked around, and then lowered my head, with no nostalgia in my eyes: "It's just that the green mountains cannot be covered, after all, it flows eastward! This game... I see through." As soon as the ending sound fell, I felt that the illusion around me was slowly collapsing and dissipating. I just exhaled a sensation in my heart. I suddenly heard a voice from the outside world - that was the old man Xihua: "Not bad! You can get rid of the 'Chen Mo' without the support of the immortal power, which shows that you are firm in your heart, but when you come out, have you ever thought about your brother... Yu Ge?"
I was stunned for a moment and thought to myself: What does this "Chenmo" have to do with Yu Ge? No matter whether the Demon Lord Wanqi Tang saved Yu Ge? But when I heard the old man's tone, it seemed that if I had made this illusion array, Yu Ge would be in trouble. What is the reason for this? It's simply unseen and unseen.
I didn't say anything, so the old man didn't expect me to take care of his words, but continued on his own: "Boy, you can rest assured for the time being. Wanqitang took advantage of my attention to the battlefield here and did rescue the little baby Yu Ge, but whether he is alive or dead depends on luck."
My heart was chilled and I asked, "What does it mean?"
The old man Xihua smiled, and the laughter seemed to explode in my ears, full of provocation and pleasure: "Don't worry, Yu Ge was just trapped by me with an illusion, and now he is still in a coma, so he can't wake up. Through the "Chen Mo" you can find his spiritual sense and awaken him, otherwise he will not wake up even if you wake up."
Looking at the illusion that was about to fall apart, I could vaguely hear the gentle comfort of my mother outside the house, and the care that could not be hidden in my father's cursing voice. I could think of Yu Ge's well-behaved smile, and constantly think about the credibility of the old man Xihua's words in my mind, while asking suspiciously: "Then what is the purpose of doing all this?"
The old man Xihua still laughed. This time, unlike in the past, there seemed to be a hint of sadness in his laughter: "You have ruined everything. If you want to become a god, you can only wait for the next opportunity. Now I will help you, just treat it as a play."
(End of this chapter)
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Chapter completed!