Chapter 39
After that, I went around in my dreams. Some time periods were before I arrived at the temple, and some were after I arrived at the temple. If the former was just a glance at the jade spear, I could tell the truth and the false. If the latter was not too much, I would just leave and go to the next illusion. Some even just drank and ate meat in a tavern - this is also considered desire? I was confused about this, and I could only sigh: the mind was born with various dharmas, and the mind was destroyed. As long as I had the mind, the desire was not stopped.
I don’t know how many illusions I have passed, but what I know is that my life is almost exhausted. Is it that the old man Xihua is not as open-minded as I thought, but a villain who is lip service? Could it be that he has read it wrong? But this is impossible... In the temple for three years, there are always times when he goes down the mountain to buy things. He does not pay attention to these gold and silver things in the temple, but he still has to follow the rules at the foot of the mountain appropriately - it is natural to trade money for goods!
So in order to buy wine and drink at the foot of the mountain, I can only spare no effort to find a way to make money. Since I won’t be too long at the foot of the mountain, I can only choose a business that makes money quickly and more, and I don’t want to do some tricks and erratic activities (of course, Namo didn’t mind at all. Even if I told him that you would get karma like this, he still looked indifferent. In the end, I refused sternly, otherwise, with his fearless attitude, I would probably have to get karma for half of it). In short, in order to make money, I chose fortune telling.
Simply put, it is a half-war scammer, who specializes in picking up rich suckers and is also a person who has some trouble in the short term. As for those who are in danger of their lives or have major disasters at home, we generally don’t care about it. This is not our cold-bloodedness, but rather the cause of such a cause and the result of such a mind.
It means that everything has a cycle of cause and effect. If it is forcibly broken, it will be against the will of heaven and change your destiny. How many destiny you change, how many karma will fall on you when you become a god in the future. Although there are few people who have become gods in recent years, it can be said that they are almost extinct, but everyone with a certain level of cultivation will have a desire to become a god. As for those with uncertain cultivation and poor willpower, they probably just want to just live by and will never reach that level.
After facing another illusion of my own, I finally learned to "no matter how winds in the east, west, south and north, I will remain unmoved." I kept silently reciting the "Meditative Mantra" in my heart, and on the surface, I quietly warned everything in front of me.
The vision gradually became misty, and the eyes were gradually rendered by black. As usual, the consciousness began to be slow, and after a long time, it became clear again.
I can no longer tell whether this feeling is good or bad. At first, I wanted to look for Yu Ge and believe the old man Xihua. Later, I had to force it over and over again, and I had no choice but to take one step at a time and look at it.
However, I wanted to deal with it by chance, but since the beginning of "get off", it has always been a constantly changing environment, boring and boring, and it has almost wiped out my initial patience.
What surprised me a little was that when I woke up this time, it was dark again. I carefully fumbled for a few times, and there was nothingness. It was rare for me to encounter such a strange thing, and I finally frowned inevitably.
But I wanted to avoid it, but instead met it. Since I came, I would be at ease.' I was in a panic and could not help me solve anything. I sighed, and did not act rashly, but stayed in place and listened carefully to the sounds around me. At first, there was only the whistling wind. It passed the mountain, climbed down slowly, and then blew further away through me. Soon, I heard the sound of friction between leaves; then I heard the stream flowing and hit the coast;
After staying in the mountains for more than ten years, with my ears, I can only roughly guess that this should be in the mountains. In addition, everything was silent and the whole mountain was so quiet that it was unreasonable. What surprised me was that I had no sense of my body at all, and I felt that I did not exist... Had my spiritual power finally been exhausted, and now I was in the underworld. After all, people have never had accurate records about the underworld, and even Brother Shu and the others did not want to mention this to me. As soon as I asked this question, they would stagger the topic, as if they had touched some taboos.
The passing years are like water, and in the blink of an eye, I don’t know how long it took, but suddenly a thunderous sound broke through the sky. At that moment, the world was in full swing, as if it was alive.
The first sun and the first moon appeared in the sky, and the day followed by changes, and the evening went and the morning came, and time seemed to be given meaning at this moment.
I can see flowers, plants and trees, hear the sound of lakes moving slightly, hear the breeze blowing through branches, hear the sound of drizzling drizzling on the ground, hear the sound of thunder; I can also see snowflakes falling, covering the entire forest, the scene is very magnificent and graceful. But I can't touch them, I walk through the snow and flow through rivers, but none of these can leave me any marks in this world.
The world has changed, the wind and clouds have changed, and time seems to be still again. Anyway, there is no meaning between left and right and left and right. The mountains and forests in front of me have gradually turned into the sea, so I sat on the shore and watched the sunrise and sunset. It was so boring that I recited the "Clean Mantra".
Until one day, a lightning struck a stone, leaving a deep mark on the stone. Someone picked it up. The man was dressed in rags and could not see his appearance. Every time I approached him, I was trapped by a ball of white mist. Over time, I stopped obsessed with it. Instead, I followed him silently - this was the first person I saw in this world. I vaguely felt that following him might get the answer.
He doesn't eat anything and doesn't have to escape the cold and heat, just like me, but he treats the stone differently. He always holds it tightly in his hands. When it is cold, he will set up a fire to keep it warm, and he will dispensable himself. When it is red, he will pick lotus leaves and decorate it in and cool it down. Instead, he will not take a look at the way, whether it is under the shade of trees or the scorching sun, he will go all the way.
I don't even know where his destination is?
Year after year, day after day, I never know where this is? It is the underworld? That is not very similar. Is it still in an illusion? But if it is my desire, why am I depressed until now? Suddenly, a flash of inspiration in my mind: Is this an illusion belonging to Yu Ge?
The old man never said what kind of illusion was for Yu Ge. It might be a specific environment or it was created by his heart. Then this illusion... I looked at the man in front of me in a slight sense. According to my understanding of Yu Ge three years ago and three years later, this man should not be Yu Ge. First of all, the temperament alone is not very consistent. Yu Ge is a child who is a little lazy and doesn't like walking. He should have done herbicide in the fields as he was ten years old, so he dragged it until he was twelve years old; let alone walking for a few years like he is now.
So where is he now? I was a little confused and could only guess secretly: From the time I came to this world, three things caught my attention, one was the sound of thunder, the other was the stone, and then the man in front of me.
(End of this chapter)
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