Sitting by the floor-to-ceiling window, the young man and woman seemed to ignore each other's existence, each pondering some issue.

I don’t know how long it took, but a woman in her late thirties came over. She was dressed like an evening gown and looked very well done. She introduced herself as a singer and asked the guests what type of music they wanted to listen to. She recommended jazz.

Yang Jingxing was indeed a low-class person, and he actually asked for something soft and lyrical. Tao Meng did not express his opinion, and did not even show basic courtesy to the singer.

The singer turned around and left, and Yang Jingxing remembered something that made people happy: "Remember that boy named Cao Qixun? He performed "Wind and Rain Together" with her girlfriend."

Tao Meng thought about it for a moment, then nodded calmly to Yang Jingxing: "Oh, I'm impressed."

Yang Jingxing said: "During the summer vacation, they participated in some instrumental music grand prix held by Puhai TV Station. Unfortunately, it didn't get much attention and there was no recording or broadcast."

Tao Meng looked at Yang Jingxing.

Yang Jingxing continued: "There was a cooperative vote-seeking session in the finals, so they performed "Welcome to the Wind and Rain" together. I heard that this was how they won the silver medal."

Tao Meng moved the corners of his mouth, moving from left to right.

Yang Jingxing said: "Actually, I didn't like them performing this song everywhere at first, but I can't veto it with one vote. This song is half as good as Tao Meng's. I know you won't be so stingy."

Tao Meng hesitated for a moment and shook her head.

Yang Jingxing nodded: "I guessed it right... Actually, hearing it is just a memory. There are not many people who dare to play the piano in our North Building No. 402. You are one of them."

Tao Meng was indifferent.

Yang Jingxing would also be a little sentimental: "I prefer the flute among folk music. It turned out that I wanted to write a flute and piano ensemble to make the piano more difficult for you to practice...but then I didn't even practice the flute myself."

Tao Meng asked a little bit: "Why don't you practice?"

Yang Jingxing took it for granted: "I have no chance to play with you, I have no motivation."

Tao Meng did not comment.

Yang Jingxing was a little anxious: "There will be regrets, big and small, in life, and it is everyone's normal reaction to want to make up for regrets. I may still buy a Ferrari or a Ferrari if I have the opportunity in the future, but this is a small regret, which is good.

I’m not in a hurry to make amends… My biggest regret is not being able to give you a perfect memory.”

Tao Meng is willing to look at her ex-boyfriend.

Yang Jingxing said: "When we said goodbye, when I came out of your house, apart from being sad and irrationally angry, I immediately thought about how I could make up for it. I thought about many possibilities... Later I figured it out.

"The biggest obstacle is not time, distance, or your father, but myself."

Tao Meng looked a little bit willing to hear the details.

Yang Jingxing said: "When we met in March, I told you that to some extent I should thank your father for letting us separate before you were still disappointed with me, so that I could leave Tao Meng a child.

Not a bad memory. Later facts fully proved that I was not a qualified boyfriend. I was with Qi Qingnuo after being separated from you for such a short time, and now Qi Qingnuo also separated from me. "

Tao Meng said: "You can say this about yourself, or Qi Qingnuo, but not me."

Yang Jingxing nodded in understanding.

Tao Meng explained: "What I mean is..."

Yang Jingxing said: "I know that Tao Meng is confident and determined... but I don't want to see you use your confidence and determination on me. I don't deserve it."

Tao Meng's expression may indicate that Yang Jingxing is unreasonable again.

Yang Jingxing was quite gloomy: "Qi Qingnuo was hurt by me again and again... Of course, I can regret it and correct it, but I can't change it. Or as other people say, cheating for a lifetime can become love, but I don't want to lie to you.

"

Tao Meng watched.

"Tao Meng, if you still want to give me another chance..." Yang Jingxing seemed to be willing to give it all and shook his head: "No, it's not worth it. It's enough to let you down this time. I don't want to have a next time."

Tao Meng said nothing.

Yang Jingxing seemed a bit fierce: "I don't know how much Yu Xinting has told you, but she is the person I feel most sorry for, and she is also disappointed in me. She wanted to sever our relationship before returning home, but I tried to keep her, but she refused.

... now I’m very happy for her!”

Tao Meng felt a little down again.

Yang Jingxing continued: "If Yu Xinting agreed to my request to stay that day, I would still come to see you today, regardless of whether she agrees or not. I will still maintain a working relationship with Qi Qingnuo, although I know she will definitely be unhappy."

Looking at her ex-boyfriend who had reached a new level of shamelessness in her life, Tao Meng was at a loss as to what to do. There seemed to be a variety of emotions on her face including disappointment, sadness, and shock.

Yang Jingxing lost his temper: "This is the real me... Qi Qingnuo has seen through me, and Yu Xinting has also seen through me."

Tao Meng lowered her head, quickly put her hands on her forehead, and covered most of her face downwards so that no one would see her.

After a while, Yang Jingxing still wanted to come: "Tao Meng..."

Tao Meng raised a palm to refuse: "Stop talking, let me calm down for a while!" His breath fluctuated seriously.

Yang Jingxing stopped talking, but he was too lazy to listen to the pretentious singer and the matching piano accompaniment.

It took at least two or three minutes before Tao Meng put down her hands. There was no obvious abnormality on her face, and her eyes were basically calm when she looked at Yang Jingxing: "Yu Xinting didn't tell me much... I don't know what happened between you two."

Yang Jingxing didn't seem to know where to start and was embarrassed.

Tao Meng's concerned look was forced: "Did you break up with Qi Qingnuo because of her?"

Yang Jingxing was still embarrassed, but nodded: "Part of it...Qi Qingnuo's main reason is that he has seen through me and has had enough, not because of anything specific."

Tao Meng asked again: "When we met in March, did Qi Qingnuo object?"

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "No, that was a normal meeting...I usually do a lot of excessive things, joking around with other girls."

Tao Meng nodded, thought for a while, and then looked at Yang Jingxing: "You mean, even if we get back together, you won't change... If Qi Qingnuo wants to meet you, you won't care about my feelings.

?”

Yang Jingxing said: "I will not give myself the chance to disappoint you again."

Tao Meng nodded and understood: "So I'm not special." When did he learn to laugh at himself?

Yang Jingxing was silent.

Tao Meng moved her neck and smoothed her hair, as if they were chatting together: "When did you start... to let go of our... memories?"

Yang Jingxing reached a new high: "I have never let go...you asked me if I like Qi Qingnuo. Of course I do. You do the same, and so do Yu Xinting. I like them all...so this kind of love is cheap and low-level."

Tao Meng seemed to smile: "I understand, it is indeed low-level... I was wrong, I shouldn't be disappointed, because you are not worthy of my disappointment or my hope."

Yang Jingxing nodded in agreement.

When Tao Meng was drinking, he didn't even invite Yang Jingxing. He drank heavily, and then his friends asked him, "What are your plans for the future?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I have no plans, I am very busy at work, just take it one step at a time."

Tao Meng said: "I hope everything goes well for you."

Yang Jingxing nodded: "You too."

Tao Meng put down the cup, looking like she had nothing to say. She moved her body slightly, raised her hands again, and covered the upper half of her face. This time she shook her head more frequently, shaking her head from time to time.

But this time it only lasted less than a minute, and Tao Meng put down his hand again: "Actually, when I came back this time, I originally wanted to discuss something with you, but it's not necessary now."

Yang Jingxing still asked: "What's the matter?"

Tao Meng said a little funny: "I originally planned to return to China after finishing my undergraduate degree. I wanted to ask your opinion and discuss it with my family."

People said it was unnecessary, but Yang Jingxing even said: "I feel that master's degree is the real talent and application of what you have learned."

Tao Meng said: "You can also study at Fudan University...forget it, let's not talk about it."

Yang Jingxing shut up.

Tao Meng added: "You are right, maybe I just want to make up for a regret, but it is not necessary."

Yang Jingxing stopped talking.

Tao Meng had some insights: "And there are so many regrets in life, which cannot be made up by wishful thinking. Otherwise, my parents would not have divorced when I was in the fourth grade, and they would never be able to make up for it... But when I let go of this knot, it's no longer strange."

They are gone."

Yang Jingxing nodded.

Tao Meng was slightly curious: "Let me ask you, when we were talking about friends, did you have someone else in mind?"

"No." Yang Jingxing shook his head and said happily: "It all happened later."

Tao Meng nodded: "That's right... after such a long time, a lot of things will happen, especially for people who don't persist and are sincere. It's not surprising at all."

Yang Jingxing did not resist.

Tao Meng looked like she was discussing again: "But I also have a little regret, could you...because there was a time when I thought about hearing you sing that song, but the video was very unclear."

Yang Jingxing hesitated for a moment and nodded: "Okay."

Tao Meng added: "Don't worry, let's drink first."

Yang Jingxing looked reluctant to part with it: "Appropriate amount, one cup is almost enough."

Tao Meng didn't rush to talk, so she thought about it and said, "So you went to New York to see Yu Xinting?"

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "Not entirely."

Tao Meng was funny again: "I regard her as a friend."

Yang Jingxing hurriedly explained: "She will not lie to you, she will not lie to others... I am sorry to her because I have never expressed or promised anything, but what I have done is beyond ordinary friends, and she does not exist for you.
To be continued...