He thought that as long as he said this and explained this matter clearly, Xu Qingjia would let go of his knot.

Mo Guixian touched Xu Qingjia's hair. He didn't want to confess to her the dark side of his heart. But when she rejected him like this, he could only explain to her over and over again, "I really have nothing to do with her. Maybe I have been together before and have a good impression of her, but many years ago I had no relationship with her again. Even if she returned to China, I never fell in love with her, and I had no physical contact with her. If you care about this, you don't have to."

Mo Guixian looked at her with some doting pleasure and kissed her nose, "Why do you always care about the past?

If I don’t explain it to you clearly, you will never forgive me.”

Xu Qingjia just looked at him like this, and for a moment, there was only some doubt in his eyes.

She really doesn't understand what the meaning of Mo Guiming saying these words is?

Did he really think that she could forgive him if he said this?

He now thinks that it is just because of Qi Miao that she is unwilling to be with him again?

Looking at Xu Qingjia's confused eyes, Mo Guiming felt that this was not the reaction he wanted, and frowned, "Don't you believe it?"

Xu Qingjia pursed her lips, "I don't believe that you had such a good relationship at that time, and you were in pairs every day, and..." She seemed to be unwilling to recall, and her voice suddenly became a little trembling, "Because she, you want me to divorce, let's forget it..." She suddenly smiled bitterly, "It's not just forcing me to divorce, you also want me to abort two children."

Xu Qingjia raised his head and looked at the man in front of him with a choking sob. "As long as I think about the faces of my brother and sister, I can't forgive you. I may be able to let go of the things you did to me, but I will never forgive you."

Her words seemed to pour a basin of cold water on Mo Guizhen's head, making him awake a lot. He could only look at the woman below, and clenched his fists by the hand beside her, and a few blue veins appeared on the back of his hand, which slowly loosened after a while.

Xu Qingjia looked at his sudden stiff expression, and knew that he had remembered it, so he slowly sat up.

Mo Guiming also let go of her as if she had been forced back and sat on the sofa.

His suit was scattered, his buttons were pulled apart at random, and there was a little lipstick mark on his chin. It was touched by him when he forced Xu Qingjia to kiss him, but it seemed very ironic at this moment.

Xu Qingjia smiled at him, but tears flashed in his eyes, "You forgot, have you?

At that time, I almost died and ran away everywhere. I ran to this hospital and was found by you. I finally ran to the north city. Dr. Tang was willing to help me, but I was found by you. I was threatened by you. If I don’t go back, you will have to attack Dr. Tang..."                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

She was obedient to them, but you still had to force me to give the child..." She couldn't speak any more, her voice became more and more choked, and she pinched her palm hard to make her cry. She sniffed and looked at the man in front of her with red eyes, "At that time you didn't like me, so you could insult me, torture me, and trample on me at will for Qi Miao. I had nothing to say, because I liked you at that time, and I couldn't help but make trouble for you."

"But it's different now. I have no feelings for you. I just want to stay away from you."

Xu Qingjia still couldn't help but shed tears, but immediately held it back, blinked her eyes, desperately trying to endure the tears back, "If you succeed this time, will you not pester me again in the future?"

The man looked at her tears that kept falling but still tried his best to endure it. He clenched his fists and could almost hear the sound of the bones.

He took a deep breath, "Xu Qingjia, I can't defend the past, but it's all over..."                                                  

Xu Qingjia shook his head and interrupted him, his voice very gentle, but firm, "It has never been here for me. It's you who have passed, I can't."

She suddenly touched her belly, lifted her clothes, and let him see the ugly scar on it, "I almost died of giving birth, and it was also the days when I was hiding and hid, I originally..." She sniffed and smiled self-deprecatingly, "No, I shouldn't have said these words. If it weren't for you, if it weren't for you, I might not have lived better than I am now."

As she said that, she became confused again and blinked at the ceiling, "Do I thank you or hate you?"

If it weren't for you, my destiny would not have changed, but you also added those pain to me. I can't figure it out, and I don't want to continue thinking about it anymore."

Xu Qingjia became more and more excited. He suddenly held his face and couldn't help crying, "I really don't know what to do. My mind is so messy. Don't Guiming, I beg you to let me go. Will we be like this in the future?

I really don’t want to struggle in this hopeless mood anymore. I want to have my own life.”

Mo Guiming looked at her, and the Adam's apple rolled up and down, and the ends of his eyes were a little red. It took him a long time to rub her head and said in a low voice: "Maybe it's a little late to say these things now, but I still want to tell you that I never thought about hurting you. I looked for you everywhere at that time, not to catch you and get rid of the child, but just worried about the danger you would have outside."

Xu Qingjia's tears kept dripping through his fingers, and when he heard his words, his body suddenly froze for a moment, "I don't believe it."

She choked and said, "It's useless for you to lie to me now. If you really don't want me to be hurt outside, why do you have to say such cruel and ruthless words to force me away?"

"You are the one who said I want to have abortion, you are the one who said I want to get divorced, and you are the one who said I don't go back with you, you are the one who will deal with Dr. Tang. Now I tell me that you are just afraid that I will be hurt... but you are the one who hurts me."

Her words left Mo Guixian speechless. It was the first time he felt this powerless emotion, and it was the first time he regretted what he had done before.

He was almost speechless, but just grabbed Xu Qingjia's shoulder and hugged her into his arms bit by bit, "Sorry, I don't know that the harm to you was so great at that time."

He even had a joking attitude at that time. Seeing Xu Qingjia running away in his palm, he did not have any intention of hurting her, nor did he think about forcing her to have an abortion.

...Why did he say those words?

Mo Guixian's heart became tighter and tighter, as if he had been caught, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't stand it.

Because he did not realize that he had already moved to her at that time, he said those hurtful words because he was used to it. His personality was like that, because Xu Qingjia made him feel out of control.

In their hasty marriage, the child that Xu Qingjia suddenly became pregnant and his soft-heartedness towards her from time to time, he couldn't help but kiss her on the forehead when he saw her sleep, and even occasionally remembered her when he was working... Why did he decide to divorce?

Mo Guixian closed his eyes and recalled that day. Even though that day was the day when Qi Miao returned to China, it was definitely not because of this reason that divorced her.

He remembered a small thing that made him extremely clear. He was distracted during the meeting that day.

The reason for being distracted is nothing more than Xu Qingjia.

He thought of her sleepy eyes when she woke up in the morning, and then he became distracted. He did not hear the key points of the employees' reports. When he came to his senses, he realized how much influence she had on him.

Mo Guiming was unwilling to admit this. He only thought it was the impact of habits on him, so he wanted to divorce her and prove that no one could shake his emotions, but he found out that Xu Qingjia was pregnant.

Mo Guixian, who has always held everything in his hand, felt panicked for the first time.

So he asked her to abort the child without hesitation. He tried all the hurt words to drive out Xu Qingjia, a variable that broke into his life, but when he really found out that she ran away, he began to panic and panic again.

At that time, he didn't even realize where the unhappy mood came from. He only thought it was a disgust for something out of control, but never thought that maybe it was because he was moved.

Without calculating and measuring, he had a true love for a woman who had nothing.

This was an extremely dangerous signal for him, so he instinctively set up his own defense line, but he did not expect that it would hurt Xu Qingjia so deeply.

"What else do you want to know?"

He heard his voice sounding in vain, and looked down at the woman who was crying in his arms, "I will explain all the harm you can't let go of that time."

Xu Qingjia shook his head, and Mo Guiying felt a stinging pain in her heart. She could only slow down her voice and kiss her side face, "I don't ask you to forgive me, I just want you to feel better, okay?"

…… "not good."

Tang Chulu very simply rejected Lu Hanshi's request to go upstairs with her, "It's too late now, you will disturb Tang Tiantian's rest."

Lu Hanshi closed his eyes and leaned on the seat behind him, and was silent for a moment.

I still recalled what Tang Chulu said just now: "Does I want to be with others before you can let go?"

How did he answer just now?

He said firmly: "As long as I'm here, you won't have the chance to have feelings for anyone, including the doctor named Lu Nanfang."

Tang Chulu didn't like his arrogant and arrogant accent, "Why do you limit my friendships?"

"I'm not restricting your friendships, and I won't interfere with who you meet."

After Lu Hanshi finished speaking, he paused and looked at Tang Chulu and said sincerely: "As long as you can tolerate someone I have always been by my side when you meet someone, as long as you can tolerate a third person being there when you date someone else.

If you can still spark sparks like this, I will accept it.”
Chapter completed!