Because Ye Shouxuan knew best that what he was saying was the truth.

Who would take out his sincerity and act as a shield?

He must make it clear to Chen Xueli!

but……

If he made this clear now, wouldn’t it be like confessing to Chen Xueli?

He planned to take his time and give Chen Xueli the experience... and it was gone.

Besides, Chen Xueli understood his behavior as a "shield", which shows that this is the most acceptable understanding she can understand at present.

He would rather not correct it first, so as not to put too much pressure on Chen Xueli.

Therefore, in Chen Xueli's view, Ye Shouxuan's guess was undeniable.

He did not deny that she was a shield.

Although she did not ignore Ye Shouxuan's efforts over the past two days because of this and completely denied his feelings for her, she remembered this account.

After Ye Shouxuan confessed his feelings to her, she would settle for him.

"Some drink." Chen Xueli changed the topic, "It's almost time to go to Team Ji's house after drinking."

Ye Shouxuan ordered a glass of ice American style, and Chen Xueli said, "I want the same thing, too."

"Wait." Ye Shouxuan called the waiter, "She wants to be warm."

The waiter looked at Chen Xueli, pursed his lips and smiled, "Okay sir."

Chen Xueli was very depressed, "Why did the waiter listen to you but not mine?"

Ye Shouxuan closed the menu and raised a smile on the corner of her lips: "Maybe the waiter can see that it's better for you to drink warmth."

"..." Chen Xueli couldn't refute.

Two cups of coffee came up soon, Ye Shouxuan took a sip and said, "Let's talk about the main business."

Chen Xueli looked up at Ye Shouxuan and nodded.

"Tomorrow afternoon, I'll go to your house to pick you up. You pack up your things and go to the hospital with me." Ye Shouxuan said, "Your medical records have been transferred from the military hospital. You just need to go to the hospital and follow the doctor's arrangements for the next thing."

"Medical record..." Chen Xueli asked, "Have you seen it?"

Ye Shouxuan was silent for a moment before saying, "I've seen it."

Major bleeding, fracture, rupture... words like "how painful" were seen, once again, and Ye Shouxuan's mind.

The moment he saw the medical record, the injuries Chen Xueli suffered were presented to him without missing a single omission. Ye Shouxuan could not imagine how Chen Xueli could bear the pain.

How can a person suffer so much and so much pain just by relying on her flesh and blood?

How did Chen Xueli survive that time?

Chen Xueli guessed that she knew what Ye Shouxuan was thinking and said, "There are painkillers. At that time, the doctors in the military hospital thought of all the ways they could think of to relieve my pain."

"But you still hurt a lot, right?" Ye Shouxuan looked at Chen Xueli and said slowly, "Sherley, at this time, you can tell me how painful you were at that time, instead of trying to find a way to make me feel that you were not so painful at that time."

Chen Xueli's heart trembled when she found that Ye Shouxuan had the point.

Yes, why did she make Ye Shouxuan feel that she was not so painful at that time?

When she was sent to the hospital, she was almost dead.

When it hurt the most, she clearly thought about it and let it die.

When she learned that some sequelae will accompany her for the rest of her life, she obviously had the idea of ​​not wanting to live.

She was actually hiding the pain at that time to herself.

However, it is better to face it than to escape that memory. Only in this way can she correctly view the pain at that time.

"It's very painful, very painful." Chen Xueli said, "That's the biggest pain I have suffered in my life. Every pain is solid and physiological. It's not an exaggeration to say that I can't bear the pain. I still have hallucinations and pains occasionally."

"Fortunately, you got through it." Ye Shouxuan's eyes were filled with appreciation.

"The doctors were all surprised." Chen Xueli was a little proud, "I may have created a medical miracle."

"But, the people around you don't want to see you create such a miracle. Shirley, can you..."

Ye Shouxuan wanted to ask, can Chen Xueli stop taking on such a dangerous task in the future?

Chen Xueli shook her head in time and signaled Ye Shouxuan not to say anything more.

This is a cafe. According to regulations, they cannot discuss her troops, let alone her mission.

Ye Shouxuan nodded, "I understand."

"You may not believe it." Chen Xueli became optimistic again, "These pains have helped me a favor."

"Can the pain help you?" Ye Shouxuan didn't believe it, "Are you sure you weren't helping you?"

"This kind of physical pain has helped me forget a lot of psychological pain."

During the most painful period, Chen Xueli almost never thought of Ye Shouxuan, so she was relieved of psychological pain.

Perhaps because it hurts so much that she only thinks about life and death, love, and so on.

However, if she said this, would Ye Shouxuan be angry?

Ye Shouxuan has indeed set his sights on Chen Xueli and asked: "What is the source of your psychological pain?"

“…”

Chen Xueli hurriedly avoided Ye Shouxuan's gaze.

She didn't expect that it was this action that revealed her guilt.

Ye Shouxuan then asked: "Is it me?"

"Cough!" Chen Xueli still didn't dare to look at Ye Shouxuan, "It can be said that you have your share." After a pause, she added, "You have a lot of weight."

Ye Shouxuan laughed in anger and put down her coffee. Her tone was full of heartache and helplessness: "Chen Xueli, don't be smart anymore. At that time, you were already suffering from huge physiological pain, why did you still have to bear psychological pain? You should contact us to let us know what happened to you, instead of using poison to fight poison and using physiological torture to make yourself forget about psychological pain."

"At that time, I thought I could not stand it." Chen Xueli rubbed her hands, "If I really sacrificed, my identity and name would all be erased. Maybe it would take many years to wait for my existence and what I did to be made public."

"So you hide it from us and don't let us know about your injuries?" Ye Shouxuan began to get angry, "Have you ever thought about it..."

"I was sure at that time that you couldn't find me." Chen Xueli said, "If you can't find me, you will think I'm still alive. If I don't go back, you will slowly forget me. I think this is better for you."

"Because you think we don't need to endure any pain in this way, and time will dilute everything?" Ye Shouxuan complained fiercely, "Naughty!"

“…”

Chen Xueli doesn't want to admit this "accusation".

From the bottom of her heart, she felt that her idea was very good and thoughtful.

"If we don't treat you as a friend, your idea is indeed right." Ye Shouxuan's tone gradually eased, "But we all sincerely treat you as a friend. If you don't have news for a day, we won't give up for a day. This will only make us fall into endless speculation and finally fall into endless pain..."

Chen Xueli already knew that she was very important to Jiang Lili and the others, so she completely believed what Ye Shouxuan said.

She nodded guiltily, "I already know I was wrong, why are you still complaining about me? I'm just telling you about my situation at that time, and not explaining to you why I made such a choice."

Ye Shouxuan then remembered that it was him who asked Chen Xueli to speak her pain generously.

It is meaningless to argue whether Chen Xueli's choice is right or wrong, because Chen Xueli has realized that she has made a wrong decision.

He thought about it and still reminded him: "You will..."

"I will never be so stupid in the future." Chen Xueli paused and corrected, "No, I will never put myself in such a dangerous situation in the future."

Ye Shouxuan showed a satisfied expression, "That's right."

Chen Xueli was worried that if she continued to drink, she would be criticized again, so she said, "Do we go?"

It was already past three o'clock, and it was a bit early now, but this seemed to be more sincere.

Ye Shouxuan stood up and said, "Let's go."

Chen Xueli sent a message to Jiang Lili on the way: "Sister Lili, let's go there now, it's about twenty minutes."

"Okay." Jiang Lili replied immediately, "Wait for you."

Chen Xueli threw her phone back into her bag, and the corners of her lips were unconsciously raised.

It was a little hot today, not as comfortable as the previous few days, but she was no less happy than the previous few days.

She was looking forward to seeing Jiang Lili and the others.

Jiang Lili and the others also look forward to seeing Chen Xueli.

Even Ye Jiayan and Song Zichen arrived an hour in advance.

Jiang Lili and his friends prepared everything before three o'clock.

Now, the house is neatly tidy and flowers are placed everywhere.

The layout of the yard took the most effort.

Flowers, balloons, strings of lights hanging on trees, white tablecloths, carefully decorated chairs, exquisite tableware and drinks with great looks... Everything is exquisite, but there are no deliberate ingredients, and it looks very comfortable.

As soon as Jiang Lili received the news from Chen Xueli, she couldn't wait to tell everyone: "They are here and will arrive in twenty minutes!"
To be continued...