Chapter 899 You are my sunshine (1)(1/2)
Su Xueluo did not go to the cafeteria immediately.
She stood there and watched Jiang Lili and Lin Zhanyan leave.
For some reason, her eyes suddenly became hot and tears almost rolled down from the corners of her eyes.
Some people deceived her again and again, but some people were sincerely and kind to her without asking for anything in return.
This world is worth it.
Su Xueluo brought the food box into the staff restaurant and found that everyone was basically here and the New Year’s Eve dinner was already delivered.
The things in her hand were edible at first glance, and they should be delicious.
"Doctor Su," someone asked, "has someone fed you again?"
In the past, Ji Shenzhi often delivered food to Su Xueluo. As soon as Su Xueluo opened the lunch box, the stomachs of people on the entire floor could roar.
Gone are the days like that.
"Sent from a friend." Su Xueluo opened it and said, "There are a lot of them, let's eat together."
This is what everyone is waiting for. His eyes shine and he stares at Su Xueluo's food box.
As soon as the lid was opened, the staff canteen sounded "Wow" in one go.
There are all kinds of soup, meat dishes and vegetarian dishes, and there are many delicacies made of expensive ingredients. Even if the fragrance is skewed together, it still makes people salivate.
"Damn!" said a doctor, "What family's New Year's Eve dinner is this?"
Lin Zhanyan is a completely novice in cooking skills, and this New Year’s Eve dinner is more likely to be prepared by Jiang Lili.
The Jiang family’s New Year’s Eve dinner is normal at this level.
Su Xueluo didn't say that, but just smiled, "Let's have something together."
The New Year’s Eve dinner ordered by the hospital was also delivered, and everyone started eating happily.
This big big night has become less lonely because of the noisy voices.
After dinner, Su Xueluo packed up her things and went back to work.
On such an important festival, there are fewer hospitalized patients and she doesn’t have much workload, but it’s not easier than usual.
They cannot relax.
Once they relax, they will have to bear any mistakes and the price they need to bear... they dare not imagine.
Su Xueluo was busy for a while and returned to the office to sit down. Suddenly he heard the sound of fireworks.
Fireworks are prohibited in the city, but the municipal council sets up a batch by the river, which can be seen in many places in the city center.
Su Xueluo stood up again, walked to the window, saw the fireworks rising into the air, and tried her best to bloom.
The fireworks are beautiful.
However, after the burning was over, the sky returned to silence again, and everything returned to its original state.
Su Xueluo remembered her reunion with Ji Shenzhi, and it was the same, brilliant but very short-lived.
The tears that I had just held back were quietly flowing down Su Xueluo's cheeks at this time.
Su Xueluo quickly wiped away her tears, returned to her desk, pretending that nothing had happened.
Ji Shenzhi brought her second damage, which cannot be denied.
However, in her life, there are not only the harm brought by Ji Shenzhi, but also the warmth brought by Jiang Lili and Lin Zhanyan.
She couldn't just remember Ji Shenzhi, but only those things that made her sad.
It's the new year soon.
She wants to start a new life with some beautiful memories.
Lin Zhanyan and Jiang Lili made this trip specifically because they didn't want Su Xueluo to spend New Year's Eve alone.
They also know that the help and comfort they can give Su Xueluo is very limited.
"I hope she can be happier when she thinks of us." Jiang Lili said, "If you want to get out completely, you can only rely on herself."
Lin Zhanyan also understood this truth.
They cannot pull Su Xueluo out of the blow, but they can become the source of power for Su Xueluo to come out!
Lin Zhanyan sent Jiang Lili to the door of the Jiang family and said, "Tell me about Uncle Jiang and Aunt Qin, I will come to pay New Year's greetings with Zichen tomorrow." She was about to rush back to the old house of Chen, and her mother and Lin Jingze should have arrived.
"Okay." Jiang Lili waved at Lin Zhanyan, "See you tomorrow." She opened the door and slipped back directly.
Lin Zhanyan drove forward and stepped onto the old house of Chen's family with one step.
Her mother and Lin Jingze have arrived, and Director Chen has also rushed back from the set.
The old house that has been silent for many years suddenly became a lot of anger.
Chen Sulan had already started preparing for the Spring Festival. She had carefully arranged it and her home was filled with joy. In addition, so many people gathered together, and the atmosphere of the festival was filled with fun.
Lin Zhanyan suddenly had an illusion-
They seem to be really a family, gathering together to celebrate the Spring Festival happily.
"Yan Yan," Chen Sulan was the first to notice Lin Zhanyan, "Are you back? Come in quickly, what are you doing outside the door?"
Lin Zhanyan nodded, then smiled and walked into the living room.
Only then did he realize that Song Zichen was actually chatting with Lin Jingze.
Song Zichen arranged a job for Lin Jingze. After accepting this job, Lin Jingze seemed to have become a different person. After accepting that he was no longer the eldest young master, he no longer relied on Lin Zhanyan, and worked steadily.
Lin Zhanyan heard from her mother that Lin Jingze performed well in his work and received a small bonus at the end of the year.
What he and Song Zichen were talking about seemed to be a matter of work, and Song Zichen was giving him advice.
On New Year's Eve, Lin Jingze still wants to work?
In the past, he would have thought about how to get money from Lin Zhanyan and spend money with those incompetent friends.
His change... made Lin Zhanyan feel very magical.
"Yan Yan," Lin's mother walked over with her hands dry and asked, "How is Xueluo?"
Lin Zhanyan came to her senses and told her mother about Su Xueluo's situation, and finally said: "She is okay."
"That's good." Lin's mother breathed a sigh of relief, "Actually... she is on duty in the hospital and wait until the atmosphere of the festival is not so strong, and taking a few more days of rest is also a good choice for Xue Luo."
"Yes." Lin Zhanyan nodded and asked, "Mom, is there anything else that needs help?"
"Yan Yan," Lin Jingze walked over without waiting for his mother Lin to answer, looked at Lin Zhanyan and said, "I have something to tell you, can I go out with me, okay?"
Lin Zhanyan looked at Lin Jingze like a stranger.
In her memory, Lin Jingze would talk to her like this when they were all very young.
After her father passed away, Lin Jingze became a different person. Not only did she have to worry about the debt collector coming to her house, but she also had to beware of Lin Jingze's iron-like fist swaying on her face.
Now... did Lin Jingze discover his conscience? What did he want to say to her?
Lin Zhanyan was half-believing and half-doubted, and followed Lin Jingze out.
Lin Jingze looked at Lin Zhanyan, and before he could speak, his face turned red.
After a while, Lin Jingze squeezed out: "Yan Yan, I'm sorry."
“…”
Lin Zhanyan was stunned, her face full of "Are you serious?"
Oh, no, Lin Jingze should be serious.
Not long ago, Lin Jingze said something similar to him, but he was not so serious or so serious.
"I... After I worked, I realized that money was not so easy to earn. I also realized how much hardships you have suffered and how many grievances you have suffered over the years. Yan Yan, as my brother, I was not able to share a little bit of it for you at the most difficult time at home, and I was still so bad to you. I am really...sorry."
At the end, Lin Jingze was trembling. From the frequency of his trembling, Lin Zhanyan saw guilt and his heartfelt self-blame.
For a moment, Lin Zhanyan had no idea what to say.
"Yan Yan," Lin Jingze continued, "Can you give me another chance to learn how to be a qualified brother? Let me... try to compensate you? I... I know you are very good now and I can no longer help you, but I... I want to try to be a qualified brother."
Qualified brother...
God knows that this is Lin Zhanyan’s biggest wish when she collapses.
But at that time, Lin Jingze had to be as bastard as he was.
So much so that she had no hope for Lin Jingze.
However, it is undeniable that when she heard Lin Jingze's words, her chest felt as hot as if it was about to explode.
Seeing Lin Zhanyan not speaking for a long time, Lin Jingze lowered his eyes and said, "Yan Yan, if you don't want to give me a chance, I..." He didn't dare to ask for anything.
"I'll give you a chance." Lin Zhanyan looked at Lin Jingze and called out his brother for a long time, "In a few hours, it will be the New Year. Brother, let's start our life again. We will get better and better."
Lin Jingze was surprised and couldn't speak for a moment. He nodded vigorously, "Okay!" He looked at Lin Zhanyan, and tears seemed to flash in his eyes at any time.
"Do you have anything else to tell me?" Lin Zhanyan asked.
To be continued...