Chapter 135 No matter what, I'll be waiting for you
When I saw that no one answered the call, I still didn't give up, so I called again.√W wW.
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Xiaopang advised me that it was so late now, and that her parents probably fell asleep.
I thought about it, so I planned to hang up after the phone rang twice. It would be bad if it affected people's rest.
But when I was about to hang up, the phone was shaken and a voice came from the other end of the phone, "Hey, hello, who?"
I heard it as soon as I heard it. It was Xiao Lu's mother's voice. I was a little excited for a moment and quickly said to her: "Hey, auntie, I'm Xu Mo."
When her mother heard it was me, she was very happy and said to me: "Oh, it's Xiaomo, why haven't you come to my aunt's house to play recently."
As soon as I heard this, I knew that Xiao Lu had not told me about me and her, so I quickly asked her: "Auntie, what, I called you just to ask why Xiao Lu didn't come to class today?"
Her mother said as soon as she heard this, saying, "You are asking about this, didn't Lulu tell you? Her grandfather is sick, and she and I are in the hospital now with the bed."
"Oh." I responded, felt relieved, and then asked quickly, "Auntie, how is my grandfather's condition?"
"Hi, it's nothing big." Xiao Lu's mother's tone was quite light, and she continued to say to me: "I originally said that I could just let Lulu go to school. I'm here to take care of her, but she refused and insisted on being here with me. It's useless if I say it. I'm just asking for a leave from the school."
When I heard Xiao Lu's mother's words, I knew that Xiao Lu was trying to hide from me, so I didn't come to class because of her grandfather's illness.
At this time, Xiao Lu's mother asked me, "Momo, you and Lulu are nothing wrong, why did I see her all day?"
I quickly explained to her, "What aunt, there is a little misunderstanding between us. Give Xiao Lu the phone number and I will say a few words to her."
"Oh, OK."
As I said that, I heard Xiao Lu's mother call Xiao Lu and ask her to answer the phone.
I also heard Xiao Lu ask who it was, but her mother didn't tell her, saying that she was her friend.
Xiao Lu didn't feel suspicious at the time, so she picked it up and said, "Hey, hello."
I swallowed and suddenly became nervous when I heard her voice, and I didn't know what to say for a moment.
Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone kept asking, "Hey, hello, who? Hey?"
As soon as she finished asking, she probably realized suddenly, her tone changed, and she spoke, "Xu Mo?"
I licked my lips and said, "Well, it's me..."
Xiao Lu suddenly fell silent after hearing my voice.
I let out a gentle breath and said to her, "Can you find a secluded place? I'll say a few words to you."
She nodded and said that the place where she is now quite secluded, so I can say something.
I saw so many people in the dormitory, and it was not good to fight here, so I told her to wait a moment and I would go out now.
But I happened to call the lights off bell when I went out, and a round checker shouted at me, "Hey, what are you doing! Didn't you hear the bell ringing? I believe it or not, you will be deducted points!"
I turned my head and looked at him with a cold look on my face and said, "You try to deduct one!"
He was probably scared by me at that time, so he surrendered and said, "Then hurry up, the lights are all turned off."
I ignored him and went to the stairs. It felt quite secluded, so I said to Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone: "Why didn't you come to school today?"
"My grandfather is sick."
Xiao Lu came up with a justified reason.
"I think it's to avoid me." I said slowly.
As soon as I said this, Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was obviously silent, but after a while she said, "Yes, I admit that I am trying to avoid you, and also to avoid Zhuo Xiaoyu, because I don't know how to face you, so I pretend to be nothing, and I can't see your happiness. I'm sorry, I can't do it."
When I heard her words, I sighed helplessly and said to her: "Why don't you believe me? How many times do you want me to tell you? There is nothing between Zhuo Xiaoyu and I. If I have a lie, it will be thunderous!"
After listening to my oath, Xiao Lu suddenly fell silent and stopped talking.
When I saw her loosening, I quickly struck while the iron was hot and said, "Do you know how important you are to me? I haven't seen you for more than half a day, and I feel so nervous. Thinking about your crying eyes, my heart is like a knife. Do you know, you are the person I care about the most in this world, no one, if you lose you, I don't know what will happen to me in the future. Believe me, no one can replace you in my heart."
I didn't say this to please her. I still have the only relative in this world, that is my dad, but I can't see you a few times a year, and it was him who indirectly caused my mother to leave, so I always had resentment towards him. After he married Xu Yan into the house, my resentment towards him increased even more.
Perhaps as I grow older and experience increases, I will gradually understand my father and accept Xu Yan in the future. But now I am very sure that the person I care about the most is Xiao Lu, and no one can replace her. Her every frown and smile seems to have infinite magic to me, which makes me unable to stop.
Xiao Lu was probably quite moved after hearing this and sobbed softly, but she didn't rush to speak. I felt my nose sore and I choked and said to her: "Would you be fine if you go back to school tomorrow? I'll explain the matter to you clearly. As long as you forgive me, I can do anything."
Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was sobbing louder and louder. I quickly coaxed her and told her not to cry.
Finally, Xiao Lu sobbed for a while before her emotions calmed down and she said to me: "Xu Mo, I don't know which sentence you are true or which sentence is false now. I think I think I have never given birth to anything and go back to the past like you, but I have tried it, I'm sorry, I can't do it..."
Her last words made my heart that suddenly rise up sank again, sinking into the bottomless abyss.
She continued crying and said to me, "Xu Mo, if you confessed everything to me from the beginning, I would definitely believe you, but now if you say this to me, I can't convince myself. Since there is no such thing as a result, why can you hide it? Even if you say all the facts, I can't accept it for a while."
I swallowed, nodded, and said firmly: "Okay, I'll give you time. You've thought it through clearly. I'll understand you no matter what decision you make. Everything is my fault. Since it's my responsibility, I have to bear it alone. No matter what decision you make, I will respect your ideas. Even if you want to break up with me, I will never say a word. However, please don't deprive me of the right to pursue you again."
After I finished speaking, Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was obviously excited, and she covered her mouth with her hands and made a whimpering cry.
I swallowed and said to her softly: "Think about it yourself, no matter what, I will stand there waiting for you."
After saying that, I let out a sigh of relief and hung up the phone.
After the phone hung up, tears in my eyes gushed out uncontrollably. I clenched my fists tightly, lowered my head, my body trembled slightly, and I cried silently.
I knew that this time I did something wrong, and I also knew that Xiao Lu would find it difficult to accept me anymore. A deep sense of fear enveloped me. I was afraid of losing her, afraid that her tenderness would no longer belong to me, and I was afraid that one day we would be so strange that we would just smile and nod.
The feelings of falling in love with someone at the best age are so pure, so pure that I thought without you, the whole world would be gone.
After a long time, my mood calmed down. I wiped my nose with my hands, then turned around and went into the bathroom, washed my face, and went back to the dormitory.
Chapter completed!