When I went back in the evening, I went to Q and looked at Xiao Lu's Q space, hoping to find some clues from it. After all, no matter at that time or now, many people are embarrassed to say what they think in their hearts and want to complain about, they will write them on Q talk.

There was no Q talk in that era, only logs and message boards, but just these two things have already made many people yearn for it. In that era, there were not as many advertising logs and reprinted logs nowadays, and many of them were typed in words by the author. Xiao Lu and I often liked to play with this at that time, with bangs too. Occasionally, I was very depressed and frustrated to chase Sister Xuanxuan, and I would write something sensational on it. We brothers added Q to each other. When we saw the things he wrote, we went up and sarcastically, and he was not angry. In fact, everyone was just joking, especially me. He knew that Sister Xuanxuan liked me, but he was not angry at me.

Xiao Lu's Q space is as always, with a blue piece, lily flowers and a little princess on the page. I clicked on the log and message board, and I found something. There was a log written a few days ago, and I should still be in Gutang Village. The log was written:

I really don't want to do this, but ideals are always ideals.

Can't defeat reality.

The cruelty of reality makes people breathless.

I worked hard but could not get recognition and could not control my destiny.

Only by sitting down and waiting for death.

After reading this log, I was puzzled. What was written was so strange. I didn’t understand. I went to read the message board again. Many people left messages, including Zhuo Xiaoyu and Xuanxuan on the previous pages. I even left messages. Zhuo Xiaoyu and the others left Lulu, and they were getting more and more beautiful. What I left was "Wait for me."

When I saw the time of leaving the message, I smiled. It seemed that when I just entered Jiefang Middle School, my resentment towards her remained in my heart.

But after seeing the last one or two pages of the message, I couldn't calm down. There was a guy with a handsome guy with a pen name, Fei Niu, who was actually shouting on the message board, and I was still thinking of you.

Let's make up, don't be angry.

I was wrong before, please forgive me, let’s start over.

I was so angry that I was so angry that I directly replied to this Fei Fei below, "Do you want to be squeezed?"

I knew this person must be Jiang Hua, so I simply put him on the Q space. As long as he has his avatar, I can add him to the Q. I applied to add him to the Q. Not long after, someone replied to me: "Which pen is yours?"

After adding a friend, I started to scold me, "You are the one who is a slut, why are you so shameless? Are you Jiang Hua?"

Fei You can't: "Are you Xu Mo?"

I sneered, "It's your grandpa, me."

"It's your grandson. I'm worried that I can't contact you. How about it? My car window, do you know how much my car window costs?"

I asked him how much he wanted with a knife expression. He said, "Five thousand."

I made a note, "Five Nimabi, do you want to be a dog-faced? You and Xiao Lu have broken up long ago and are still pestering her. You are still not a human being. Don't you think I don't know what you are. Lin Zhiting told me that when you were still with her, she hooked up with Xiao Lu and then dumped her with Xiao Lu, but you are still inseparable from her, right?"

Fei, you can’t: “Oh, I know a lot. Have you slept with Lin Zhiting?”

"I'm sleeping."

I said, "I warn you that it's light to smash a car this time. Stay away from Xiao Lu, otherwise next time I will not just smash the car, but will smash your head a little!"

"Haha, I'm so scared. Six or seven people were surrounding me and I was kicked so hard that I couldn't fight back. You're so handsome." He said with a funny expression,

"Tell you the truth, Xiao Lu can't be with you anymore. You should die as soon as possible. Oh, by the way, if you don't dislike me, my ex-girlfriend Lin Zhiting, you can just play casually, go for it."

I got angry on Q and scolded him, "Do you want to force me?" But soon I found out that he was offline and I was blocked again, and I couldn't vent my anger.

I thought of a solution and went to Xiao Luq's space message board, left a message to the one below who could not fly, and scolded him to death.

What a fucking lady, and so on, I scolded her wildly. Later, I found that I had no permission to reply. I looked again and couldn't refresh it anymore. I refreshed it again and checked if there was any problem with the network. It was no problem. Then I actually found Xiao Lu's Q space lock.

She couldn't get in directly, and she could only see it herself. It only took about two minutes to tell her that she was online.

I was smart and immediately left a message to her, saying, "Xiao Lu, you are here. Can you explain to me clearly why, even if you want to break up, I have to give me a good reason to die, right? Why?"

After typing on the keyboard, my hands were wet and tears fell on the keyboard. After all, my relationship was more than a year, not a simple relationship, but also the first time I fell in love. The first time I had a crush was Xia Meng. This time was the formal love. Xiao Lu, a genuine girlfriend in the traditional sense, was my first one.

When I was young, I was particularly sensitive to the three words of the first time, the first kiss, the first hug, the first hand holding, the first love, the first night, etc. These are the most unforgettable experiences for young boys and girls during my youth. Perhaps in the next ten, twenty, and thirty years, the memories that will be buried deep in my heart and cannot be forgotten.

Later, I remembered that I had shed so many tears on the keyboard for the first love girl and a girl. I also had a lot of liquid on the keyboard now for the girl and a beast on the hard drive. Compared to how stupid I was at that time, I would wake up laughing at night. I was so stupid at that time. What's the matter? If it were me now, if I encountered such a thing, I would definitely laugh it off. How could the keyboard be full of tears?

Many years later, many people will think, what's the big deal? It's just a breakup. Why do you have to ask a reason for breaking up? Ask clearly, why do you break up? Why do you break up? Just to give up, or find a reason to make you hate the other party? This is completely different from the breakup of the Northeastern masters. If you break up, you can break up, you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can break up, and you can get a word.

At that time, I was quietly waiting for the gray Xiao Lu's QQ to beat, and I felt that I could hear my heartbeat.

But I still didn't wait that night. She didn't answer any video, voice calls, or harass her. It should be that she was really offline. Or she was like me, and she was already in tears in front of the computer, but she didn't dare to react and pretended not to be online.

She just kept not replying to my QQ message. I felt uncomfortable. I wiped my tears and snot and went to the bathroom. Brother Dahe seemed to see me and asked me what was wrong. I said, "I'm fine, I'm going to sleep, you go to bed early too."

He said OK, "If you have any difficulties, tell Brother Dahe. If you are bullied at school, you can also tell me and I can help you."

I said with emotion, "Thank you."

After returning to my room, I still didn't reply to me, but I received a QQ email from someone, which was given to me by Jiang Hua. Although it was blocked, the Q email was still OK, and I could not add friends. I received a series of swear words, asking me to come from the countryside, and going back to where I could go, and asking me to be beaten like a dog at school.

I also went back and asked him to die, and said viciously. In the end, I scolded him for being tired and there was no more birds.

As if I had made up my mind, I opened Xiao Lu's QQ again and finally replied to her, "Don't pretend, are you online, are you right? Do you want to divide it? OK, just divide it, don't regret it."

Then I turned off the computer and went to bed. I was so angry that I didn't receive text messages on my phone. I thought to myself, could it be that Xiao Lu wasn't online? I looked at the time and it was close to O'clock, so she should have gone to bed early.

After this QQ message, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. I remembered the first time we met, and I remembered that she and Miss Xiaoyu bullied me together. In order to comfort me and help me get out of the shadow of Xia Meng, she kept waiting for me and comforting me. She and Miss Xiaoyu and others kidnapped me to the mountain and bullied me, but she still came back and let me go. If it weren't for her, I would starve to death alone, which proves that she still has a conscience, and she is still kind.

Later, it proved her goodness that I was with her. Although she was chasing me, I still cherished her and my feelings for her.

But now, how could she be so cruel to break up with me?

There is a saying that people who love each other must believe in the other party. No matter what the other party does, she will have her difficulties.

I suddenly got up from the bed and suddenly thought of a possibility. Is she really having something unspeakable and could only break up with me, so that's why?

I was extremely upset. What should I do if I wronged her? I quickly got up, turned on the computer, and wanted to log in to QQ. I thought I was explaining, I just said something wrong, and I didn't want to break up. All I said were angry words.
Chapter completed!