However, Miss Xiaoyu also said that this matter was indeed something I did not do well. It was because she had such a result. Fortunately, Xiao Lu, who was far away in the provincial capital, didn’t know about it. You must know that I was still dying about Xia Meng, so she must be even more desperate and sad. W㏏w    W★.

√8    1★z    W√.

C           M★

However, Sister Xiaoyu also told me about this again. Xiao Lu and Xia Meng asked me to choose at least one. She also said, "Xu Mo, you are either the emperor. No matter how rich your family is, you can't be polygamous. This is what China is like, so you can only choose one and give up the other one."

"I can help you convince Xia Meng not to be angry with you and help you resolve the misunderstanding, but this fundamental problem depends on yourself. Who do you love, or which one do you love more?"

He is back to this question. In fact, I have thought about this question countless times, but I have escaped it. I dare not think about this question, but I finally got to this point, a step I can't escape.

Sister Xiaoyu said, "Mumo, I think you should think about it yourself. My dad seems to have come over and let him know that I have contact with you. He is going to misunderstand again. OK, I'll hang up. Think about it carefully and call me again. Next time I go to school, I will help you resolve Xia Meng's misunderstanding. In addition, I will also go over to ask about the situation and see if I can help. Poor Lulu doesn't tell me about her condition. She is such a heartbreaking girl."

"Actually, in my opinion, Lulu and I are good sisters, so of course I hope she will not be hurt. But you are also my best brother, and I respect your ideas."

After hanging up the phone, I felt that I should think about this issue carefully. It is not a solution to avoid it. Whether to choose Xiao Lu or Xia Meng, I have to make up my mind. I can't do this anymore. I hurt one after another, and it is not good for me and them.

I smoked more than a pack of cigarettes that night. When my father got up, he scolded me hard and said, "I'm not alive anymore, but I don't sleep." I even smoked desperately. I asked me for a day off that day, but didn't go to school and didn't sleep all night. I finally figured out what I thought about. In fact, I had already made this decision.

Some things should be faced by yourself, not by escaping.

I woke up at noon, washed up, dressed up, and went out. I had to go find Xia Meng, I had already made a decision.

Lulu is so pitiful. Although it was not what I did to her directly, but indirectly, her father did. She suffered a lot for me to work in such a place, and she didn't tell me and hide it from me. In contrast, although Xia Meng liked me, she just kept my test papers and had that innocent secret love. Xia Meng and I could have a pure and innocent love in my life, but Xiao Lu and I could have a heroic love. In comparison, of course, the latter is more heartbreaking.

Without me, Xia Meng can still live, but without me, Xiao Lu may not be able to live. The power that has always supported her is not only family affection, but also love, love for me. But if even I betray her, how can she live?

Besides, Xia Meng's mother has always opposed it. We were together less and less, and it was rare to be together once a week. And because of Su Ran, she met me at school for quite a short time. Even our relationship reached a low point. Maybe she didn't show up, but I saw it, and we lost the passion we had when we met. On the other hand, when Xiao Lu and I were together, we were happy and looked forward to being together every day. Even if her father opposed it, we still fell in love secretly. It felt quite fun. Thinking about it, I felt that it was a particularly poetic memory.

Although I'm sorry to Xia Meng, I can only do this. It's better to have short pain than long pain, and there will always be someone who will be injured.

I sent Xia Meng a text message and told her, "No matter what, I will meet each other and fall in love. I want to see you for the last time, right? We have some things that really need to be explained clearly before I am willing to be dumped by you."

Maybe because of my text message, she really came to see me after school. She obviously cried and her eyes were red. She asked me, "Xu Mo, did you sleep well last night?" I shook my head and said, "What about you?" She said, "She was too. She cried until she woke up from crying in the middle of the night. Su Ran fed her water and washed her face, and she went to bed until one or two o'clock."

I felt ache in my heart when she said it, and I felt even more guilty about her. However, there was no way, I could only choose one of the two women after all.

I pulled her and said, "Go out for a walk with me, I have something to tell you."

She glanced at me and said yes.

Because it was lunch, she said, "Xu Mo, if you have something to do, just say it quickly. I'm afraid that Su Ran will come out to find me immediately."

I said, "Okay, it won't waste too much time."

I apologized to her, then explained the mistake of yesterday's text message, and finally told her about the miserable incident in Lulu in the provincial capital. After hearing this, she burst into tears. She probably also sympathized with Lulu's experience. The changes in Lulu's family were so pitiful.

At the end of the day, she interrupted me and said, "Xu Mo, I know what you mean, I understand what you mean, I understand your difficulties. Then, will we still be friends in the future?"

Her tears fell and fell to the ground. At her feet and at my feet, ripples all over the ground were scattered. My heart was about to break. Such a beauty, such intoxicating, and crying so hard that I could bear to separate from her, but the helplessness of reality forced me to do this.

I smiled calmly at her and said, "Of course, Mengmeng, we can be the best and best friends, and you can even be my sister. How about it, if I am my sister, I can take care of you and take care of you for the rest of my life."

She suddenly pouted and said, "No, I don't want to be your sister, my lifelong good friend, I don't want to be my sister. I'll call Xiao Lu sister later, so I won't do it."

Then his eyes were red, and he poked my head with his fingers and said coquettishly, "I have guessed Lulu's affairs, actually, I have guessed it a little bit. The expression you used to chat with Miss Xiaoyu and the fact that you have been to the provincial capital, it is not difficult to guess. However, you didn't tell me that Lulu was such a big deal. If I had known her like this, how could I have snatched her from a man? No matter how much I liked it, I would have to have a conscience, right?"

When she said this, I was so moved that I burst into tears. Xia Meng was so understanding and spoke for me. She was obviously exaggerating my irresponsibility. Don’t she know her own discomfort?

I held her in my arms and said sadly, "Mengmeng, you don't need to do this, you don't need to do this. If you feel uncomfortable, just cry. It's me, Xu Mo, I'm sorry for you. I swear, even if I use the next year, two, three years, or even ten years to compensate you for your life, I will, really."

She suddenly started crying, hugged my shoulder and bit it gently. The shoulder didn't hurt much, but it hurt in my heart.

Xia Meng has always been a good and understanding girl. Even if the bad girl Su Ran has always encouraged her, she has never shaken her feelings for me.

When she finished crying, she said she was back. I asked her to be careful from behind and asked her if I wanted me to take her back. She ignored me. I had no choice but to let her go. When I was passing by the library, I suddenly wanted to see how Xia Meng was and whether she had gone back.

I secretly ran to the fork on the road she was walking, and could intercept her. Sure enough, I found her at a corner. She squatted beside a stone bench, crying in a low voice, and people in the distance probably thought she was lowering her head and tied her shoelaces. Her shoulders were shaking and her whole body was trembling. Seeing this scene, my heart was as if it was torn apart, and it hurt so much.

In a moment, I wanted to rush over to her and say, "I don't want to separate, let's continue to be together, don't do this, it's too painful." Then I hugged her hard and never separated again. But, but I can't. At this time, I can't make up, what should I do if I feel even more painful in the future?

But she kept squatting there like this, and she didn't move for nearly half an hour, even though her legs were numb. I knew she was heartbroken, and I couldn't help it. Even if she broke up, don't let her suffer such hardship.

I was about to go over and persuade her to leave, but a figure ran over, a familiar figure, Su Ran.

Su Ran cried with tears in his eyes, "What did I say, what did I say, look, look, I've told you a long time ago, is Xu Mo a good person? You just don't listen to his sisters. Who do you listen to? Now, I can't watch him, run away, ah. You said, how can there be such a beast in his world who kills thousands of swords? Woo woo..."

I don’t know why, Su Ran cried with me, and I didn’t dare to come forward now. Su Ran pulled Xia Meng and planned to let her go step by step, but Xia Meng just didn’t leave and couldn’t walk, and refused to cry loudly. She just kept it low and was afraid that she would cry, and her shoulders would tremble. After Su Ran came, her shoulders trembled even harder.

"You silly girl!! Woo woo." Su Ran cried, "If you want to cry, just cry loudly. Hold on, who do you want to show it to? Don't be afraid of embarrassing people, cry, cry, this damn smelly man, let's not believe it in the future, don't believe it, do you know?"

"What are you looking at? You're paralyzed!"

Su Ran kicked the onlooker, supported Xia Meng, and walked towards the teaching building step by step.

And my heart fell to the bottom of the valley, and the pain was indescribable.
Chapter completed!