(One hundred and fifty-one) Muddy
King Jing Yin sat there in a heavy mood and did not continue to ask.
"Your brother was out of danger, only then did you realize that you had killed the innocent official by mistake?" Zhaolin asked.
Ding Datian took a deep breath and replied, "Yes. But people cannot be resurrected, and regret is useless."
"What about later?" Zhaolin continued to ask.
"Later..." Ding Datian said in a deep voice, "I thought I had no future. When I learned that I was a clean official, I wanted to die, but I couldn't leave Dadi, who was suffering from incurable diseases. After completing the task, I wanted to take Dadi out of Goulu City and live in another place, but I could no longer leave because I was from Sha Shou Organization, and my actions began to be often noticed by people in the organization. I once asked the person who gave me the task calmly why the honest official told me that the clean official was a bad official, he said
, Treating inexperienced new sha shou, it is not easy to accomplish without using some means. I was extremely angry, but I couldn't do anything to him or to the sha shou organization. They had the handle of killing people. What's more serious is that they knew I had a younger brother. When they saw that I didn't want to do something as they asked, they would not only bring out the handle of killing people I had killed people before, but also mention my younger brother's name and use my younger brother's life to do it, which gave me no choice. He gets sick every once in a while, every time
The second illness requires a lot of money. So much money is not something that a person like me who does not have much ability can get it in a short time to do serious things. And I, a murderer, no longer can help others and ask for help. On the one hand, I cannot offend people from the shou organization, and on the other hand, I need money to cure diseases of the earth, so I have to accept the tasks they assigned to me again and again - sha rén - no matter whether the person to be killed is innocent. The question of whether the person being killed is a good person or a bad person is not needed.
I don’t even need to think about it. I know it. Even if I know it, it doesn’t make any sense. I will eventually kill it. Sha �
"Haha..." Ding Datian raised his head and looked up above, smiled helplessly, and said sadly: "There is not always a chance to correct one's life... Some things, as long as you do something wrong once, you will be forced to make mistakes again and again, and keep making mistakes. Once you are trapped in such a quagmire, you will fall deeper and deeper, and no matter how hard you struggle, you will never get out. I took that wrong step, but lost this life. My father and mother are both very upright people. They once told me and Dadi that they must be upright people all their lives. Unfortunately, I didn't do it, and it was impossible for me to do it."
Everyone felt heavy when they heard Ding Datian's words.
When King Jingyin heard him say "wrong", he remembered the wrong thing he had done that he had no chance to correct. However, he thought that although his mistake was also irreversible, it did not lead him to make mistakes again and again, and add mistakes to the mistakes.
Zhaolin felt a little depressed, and an indescribable feeling made him feel a little depressed, but he didn't say anything else, but continued to ask: "How did you come to Qiyi, the capital city later?"
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Chapter completed!