However, there is one thing she always wanted to know but couldn't know, even if it was still the case later. That was what Li Gengmi once asked Li Pingrun's master. She thought again and again: If I were dead, why would it cause me to suffer more?

She remembered many times that time Li Pingrun's master told her that he actually couldn't understand why this would happen. She asked herself: "Will it be said on the surface that the dead 'I' will suffer more pain, but in fact this statement has something to do with my brother? For example, mentally..."

Of course, every time she thought of this, she would think of the time that Li Pingrun's master told her that he didn't know anything.

It was precisely because of this that she had never found the answer that she made plans in advance.

Later, because she followed Tie Jinjue to do those secret things, her identity became more and more mysterious. At a certain time, she could no longer see Li Pingrun at will.

At that time, she had actually learned from others that there was a alchemist who was doing business for the patriarch named Li Pingrun.

After not seeing Li Pingrun for a long time, she still hoped that Li Pingrun could turn back.

One day, she found Li Pingrun and wore that dress when she was a child, recalling the scene when she was playing with Li Pingrun when she was a child.

She sighed: Time flies so fast. In a blink of an eye, we all grew up and played together when we were young. At that time, we watched the sun rise and laughed when we saw the sun rise. The happiness at that time was simple. At that time, people didn’t have so many worries or so much trouble. The reason for us to laugh together at that time, if we look at it from an adult’s perspective, we might feel stupid, but in fact we also think that it was another kind of beauty. I wonder if my brother still remembers this dress when he was a child, and I wonder if he still remembers the things he did when he was a child. When people grow up, they won’t wear such clothes, maybe not just because such clothes are too small.

Li Gengmi looked at the clothes that Li Pingrun wore when he was a child and suddenly thought: If the clothes suddenly became bigger and became the size that my brother could wear now, would he still wear them on his body? I think, with his personality, I won’t. What if he wears them for me? Will he agree?

Immediately afterwards, Li Gengmi felt that his thoughts were really almost a joke: so did I, why did he think about whether he would wear clothes that enlarged children? This idea was weird enough. Time goes forward, and people go forward. No matter what path they take, they still go forward. If people can't go back, they don't need to go back.

However, after she thought of "child play", she saw the scene of playing with her brother when she was a child. She felt that although she had heard adults use "child play" to describe jokes or insignificant things in those years, if you think about it carefully, in fact, "child play" also represents a kind of beauty.

She thought: Perhaps many beauty is closely related to a specific stage of life, and it is even better because it is related to a specific stage of life.

Thinking of this, Li Pingrun looked at the sunshine scattered on the ground that was shining through the window, as if he saw two children squatting on the ground playing games related to shadows in the sunshine, laughing while playing. The two children, one was herself when she was a child, and the other was her brother when she was a child.
Chapter completed!