(5044) In vain
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"Even if you know that he has made something that can become a reality into a fantasy, you will think that what he said at first is right?" asked the Grey Hand Man.
"After that... this is something that I have to admit." The man said, "It's not what I think, the fact... it's the fact."
The Grey Hand said: "You don't think that the person who says that the normal things you think are fantasy at the beginning may be because he knows that he can turn the normal things you think into the so-called fantasy?"
"So what, so what, no?" said the man, "I can't do anything... he is always someone I can't afford to offend. People who can't afford to offend say that it's a fantasy, that... it's a fantasy. Not only that, since then, even if... he didn't say it's a fantasy, I... would think it's just my fantasy."
The Grey Hand said, "No more thinking it is possible to become a reality?"
"Yes... they are all so obvious." The human said.
"Let me talk about the spring sun shining like this. What you just said is that before your thoughts change, when you stand under the spring sun, you will not only not feel any comfort, but also feel very uncomfortable. What's going on with your thoughts changing?" asked the gray-handed man.
"It was on the way to find the person who casts me...my...my thoughts changed. I had a while...it could be said...not thinking like I used to." The man said.
"Is there a process for this transformation?" asked the Gray Hand Man.
"Yes." The man replied.
"What kind of process?" asked the gray-handed man.
"The process is... one day I... I can't stand it anymore." The man said.
"I can't stand anything?" asked the gray-handed man.
"I can't stand being bothered by that kind of problem, that kind of problem, that kind of problem in my heart..." said the man, "It's so... it's painful... If I don't go to the person who casts the spells for me, I... will definitely be completely broken... After I decided, I embarked on that road. In fact, before I went, I didn't know whether my problem could be solved by that person, but... even when I walked through that grass, I... I was wondering whether it would be futile to solve the problem and find the spellcaster this time."
"Don't you believe in the skill of the caster you have?" asked the gray-handed man.
"Then...that's not." The man said, "I am...I don't believe in myself. I've heard that before, sometimes... sometimes I solve my inner problems, even if...even if the person who solves the problem is very powerful, I need to cooperate with myself. Of course...I didn't know what situation I would encounter when I went to find a spellcaster, but...but just thinking about the statement I heard before, I...I have no information about myself. At that time, my heart was so messy. In fact, I...I have difficulty seeing hope... Generally, when it's really hard to see hope, I...I give up, but...that kind of pain makes me unable to give up, I...have to go to him... just because...I want to... live."
The Grey Hand asked, "Then what? Why did it change?"
"I...when I'm on the road... I want to give myself some hope..." the man said.
Chapter completed!