Chapter 83
Hearing such bad news is equivalent to a fatal blow! Kong Liqiang was so sad that he was speechless, and tears kept flowing.
This night was a sleepless night. He sat in the living room and sat all night, his heart hurt and withered, his heart was as if he was lost and his heart was like a knife, but he could not stop his tears.
He cried silently until the chirping of the chicken opened the sky in the early morning, and Kong Liqiang woke up from his sadness.
Kong Liqiang wanted to set up a tablet for his parents, but because there was no incense burner or spiritual card at home, he erected a wooden board on the table, filled half a bowl of rice with a bowl, and used it as an incense burner. There was no incense beside him, so he wiped three chopsticks in the bowl; there was no yellow paper at home, so he cut a newspaper and burned it as yellow paper. After kowtowed to the virtual spiritual tablet three times, he washed his face, and did not change his clothes, and went to the company in a daze.
Zhuo Linan arrived early. When he saw Kong Liqiang's haggard appearance, he was shocked and followed him quietly. He entered the office and asked hurriedly: "What's wrong?"
Kong Liqiang sat on the chair with his butt, looked at Zhuo Linan with his eyes blank and said, "Close the door."
Zhuo Linan closed the door, walked over quickly, and asked with concern: "Your eyes are red, you haven't slept all night? What's wrong?"
Kong Liqiang stared at Zhuo Linan without blinking. The blood in his eyes seemed to be burning and was about to burst out at any time!
Zhuo Linan was furious when he was seen, and shivered. He walked around the office and approached Kong Liqiang and asked again: "You are talking!"
"Do you know about my parents? Right? Why don't you tell me?" Kong Liqiang's tone was filled with sadness, his eyes were like lightning, like a cold light, scanning Zhuo Linan, and asking questions.
"Your parents? What's wrong? I don't know anything!" Zhuo Linan, with innocent and aggrieved expression, spread his hands and answered.
"Don't lie to me. How could you not know about such a big deal? Why should you hide it from me?"
"I really don't know what you are talking about! Why do you say I'm hiding it? What I know will tell you, why do you think so? Kong Liqiang, what exactly are you asking?"
"Zhuo Linan, you have to abide by discipline. You are the most principled. If you have such a big deal, you will be as tight as if you are fine. If you treat me like this, how can you continue to work with you in the future?"
"Are you crazy? Say this kind of thing! Liqiang, don't worry, tell me, what happened last night? What did you hear again? I, Zhuo Linan, swear to the sky that as long as I do not violate organizational discipline and principles, I will never hide anything from you."
Kong Liqiang gritted his teeth and said word by word: "My parents, my aunt, and children, were all killed by the Japanese." Before he could finish his words, tears as big as pearls were already bursting out from his eyes.
The man doesn't cry easily, but it's not time to be sad! At this moment, facing Zhuo Linan's denial, the grief is hard to suppress, and the teardrops as big as soybeans suddenly turned into a torrent of rain.
Zhuo Linan was immediately shocked by his words! Unconsciously, she frowned, grabbed Kong Liqiang's shoulder, and asked quickly: "Who did you hear? I really don't know, no one has ever mentioned it to me!" After saying that, she saw him sad and sad, and her heart was curled up when she saw him feeling helpless and powerless. Kong Liqiang immediately hugged his head in his arms. Sadness was infected with sadness, and a string of tears burst out from his eyes.
Kong Liqiang broke free, gently pushed Zhuo Linan away, looked at her with resentment, and said indignantly: "The organization can distrust me or investigate me, but why didn't anyone tell me about such a big thing? Do our superiors, our leaders, and still have some humanity? Do you still talk about ethics?"
"How can you doubt the organization? Liqiang, don't be excited, listen to me. First, whether your news is true, I still need to verify with my superiors; second, if the superior deliberately conceals the truth from you, I think there must be organizational considerations and we cannot act voluntarily. Liqiang, if you give me time, I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer."
"Satisfied reply? We have all been abandoned by the organization. How can you contact them?"
“There will always be a solution, and what we need is time.”
"Don't do this with me! Zhuo Linan, I admit that you have a way of doing ideological work, but in this matter, I don't agree with your approach. I am extremely disappointed with you and the organization."
At this moment, Kong Liqiang was stubborn and thought that it was the organization leader who concealed the news of his parents, aunt and Xiao Lingyun's death.
"Comrade Kong Liqiang, we are all members of the Party. How can you use personal personal thoughts to override our revolutionary beliefs? Where did you realize it? Comrade Kong Liqiang, I must remind you that you are a Communist Party member and should not speak out, but should abandon your personal thoughts and trust the leadership of the organization without limit."
"Don't tell me the big truth. If this kind of thing falls on you, will you remain indifferent? Will your parents ignore the matter of life or death?"
Facing Kong Liqiang's second-link questions, Zhuo Linan felt inexplicably sad, but her party spirit looked above all else and stared at him sadly and said, "Life comes from parents. I can understand your mood, but why do you have to compete with me? We have not confirmed your parents' affairs yet. How can you lose your mind? I still said the same thing. Whenever I have the chance, I will definitely ask the leader for advice. Now, even if it is a big thing, we must put it aside. This is the party's discipline! Complaints to me only show that your revolutionary beliefs are not firm enough, and this is a mistake."
"Don't put a hat on me, don't want to listen. Since that's the case, I have nothing to say. Anyway, the organization has prejudice against me first, so don't blame me for being discouraged. Zhuo Linan, I quit. Either I will go to the army by myself tomorrow, or I will leave the party now, and have no connection with the organization from now on."
"Comrade Kong Liqiang, do you know what you are talking about? In my opinion, you have a problem with your ideological roots. You really should reflect on your words and deeds. Kong Liqiang, I remind you that you must calm down quickly, do a deep check, recognize your mistakes, and correct your wrong ideas, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable. If you do not repent and keep making mistakes like this, it will be very dangerous. Even if you do not leave the party, the organization does not need to think of someone like you who is selfish."
"You fire me! You can represent the organization..."
They had a big fight in the office until someone knocked on the door, and then stopped the confrontation of words. They pretended to be nothing happened and put the matter on hold.
Kong Liqiang turned around, faced the window, and turned his back to the door so that he would not be seen through by people.
When Zhuo Linan heard the knock on the door, he immediately wiped his tears with his sleeves, calmed down at a very fast speed, and said, "Please come in!"
The person coming was Gu Lu. When he saw that the atmosphere in the office was not right, he immediately noticed an abnormality. He stood at the door from afar, raised the document in his hand and said, "I want to ask the boss for the diesel transaction."
Before Kong Liqiang could get out of the sad and angry mood, he didn't make a sound and looked out the window motionlessly. Seeing this, Zhuo Linan immediately said, "Hasn't this business been negotiated?"
Gu Lu said: "Old Ding is in charge. He came to the company to sign a contract with someone for the first time, for fear of missing details..."
Zhuo Linan waved his hand, then pointed at Kong Liqiang and said, "No need to ask for instructions, you can keep him safe!" Then he waved his hand and said with his lips; "He is in a bad mood!"
Gu Lu immediately nodded and bowed, "I understand! I understand!" After that, he retreated.
The company's operation has no turning back. Although the organization cut off contact with them, its identity has not changed and it is still dormant. Life still has to continue. The road ahead can only move forward. However, he was too sad and locked himself in the office, not going out for a day, not doing things for a day, and not eating for a day, curled up in a chair without moving.
Zhuo Linan didn't know how to comfort Kong Liqiang, so he didn't dare to disturb him. After Gu Lu left, he wanted to speak a few times but stopped, but in the end he didn't dare to bother Kong Liqiang. He hesitated for a while and quietly left the office.
When there was something wrong with the company, she blocked it. Someone looked for him and helped him block it.
Chapter completed!