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Chen Juan's obsession with his book was something Lin Yujing never expected.
But it’s not unreasonable to think about it. After all, this person is so lazy that he doesn’t even want to write two more words on the big questions on the paper, but he is willing to sign his own name on each of his books. Maybe he will probably care about this kind of "me" thing.
But this did not affect her being angry.
Lin Yujing was so impressed that he didn't want to pay attention to him anymore. He turned over and covered the quilt and prepared to go to bed.
She hasn't been sleeping well these days. She jumped and hurt without taking painkillers in the wound. She couldn't sleep. Chen Ren just stayed with her, pinching her hands, patting her to help her distract her.
The little girl was sleeping soundly now, and the smile on her tired face faded.
He leaned in the chair and looked at her quietly.
The thick eyelashes were covered, the lips were pursed, and the eyebrows were slightly frowning.
Chen Juan raised his hand, his fingertips fell on her frown brow, and he gently rubbed from top to bottom. He sighed softly, lowered his head and kissed her fluffy eyes: "Fool."
Lin Yu was shocked by this little girl. She looked so carelessly, but sometimes she was really stupid.
How could I not want to find her?
Every day I was crazy and wanted to find her.
When Luo Qinghe was walking, Chen Juan came back from abroad for a long time, he didn't know what he was doing.
I have lived for almost twenty years, and I have never persisted in anything, I have not been able to protect anything, and I have not been able to protect anyone I have finally met someone I like, but I was also lost by him.
I have never seen someone who lives so failed.
He went to Huaicheng in such a daze.
It is not difficult to know where Lin Yujing went. Huaicheng No. 1 Middle School has a fully enclosed management model. Chen Juan leaned against the outer wall of the No. 1 Middle School and squatted beside the wall to smoke a box of cigarettes.
The bell rang for get out of class, and the sound of students gradually speaking behind the high wall.
Chen Juan was wondering at the time whether one of these sounds belonged to her, sandwiched among hundreds of thousands of sounds, the sound line was soft and neither too fast nor too slow.
Did she have a new deskmate? Will they chat after class? Will she act like coquettish when she asks him? She turned her face impatiently.
She has never had much patience and didn't know if she could hold on until after the college entrance examination.
Can you return it? Remember him?
Chen Juan felt like a lunatic. Even though he knew he couldn't see her, he was still separated from her by a wall, thinking about her lacking every detail in his new life.
The class bell rang, and the other end of the wall returned from noisy to silence. Chen Jian took his last breath of cigarette, snatched it out, and stood up.
Wait a little longer.
There is nothing that cannot be waited for. He has patience and time. When she said she would come back, he believed her.
The meaning of the two was completely different when she walked towards him and tied her back.
Anyway, I can't escape, and I've even entered. Juan Ye's territory can't be left as soon as he wants to.
He couldn't even say these words to Lin Yujing.
Chen Juan is somewhat macho. He doesn't want Lin Yu to think that he is fragile and pretentious. He is a man, and he can say something, and some things he needs to keep in his heart.
Lin Yujing's leg injury was not as serious as it was to get damaged. The skin trauma could be removed in more than ten days. It was impossible not to leave scars, but her skin was born with good skin recovery. The doctor also said that if she was well maintained and she would not be noticeable after using the anti-scar ointment.
The position is difficult, and it is easy to pull when moving or walking.
But her birthday was too late, and she finally celebrated her 18th birthday in the hospital.
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Chen Juan met Yan Heng again.
Gu Xia helped Lin Yujing pack up his things inside. Chen Juan stood outside the ward door. After waiting for a while, Yan Heng walked out.
Chen Jiao straightened his body and looked at him.
Yan Heng smiled and said, "I know you are waiting for me, and I want to talk?"
Chen Jue didn't say anything.
Yan Heng turned his head slightly. He was in his forties and was well maintained. He could hardly see any trace of time. His temperament was mature and gentle.
He thought for a while and asked, "Have Lin Yujing told you about her previous situation."
He paused with tiredness, his eyes darkened: "No."
"Then I will also protect my patient's health," Yan Heng said patiently, "Since she hasn't told you, I'm afraid I can't tell you anything."
Although there have been speculations before, when I heard Yan Heng admit it personally and heard the four words "My patient", Chen Juan was still a little stiff.
Yan Heng always looked at him, his eyes gentle and sharp. After a while, he sighed.
"These are the answers I can give you as his psychologist, but I also have selfish thoughts. I like that child very much," Yan Heng said warmly. "As her elder and friend, there are some things I still want you to know."
Chen Jue didn't say anything.
After a long time, he said "hmm", his voice a little hoarse: "You said."
"After Lin Yuxing went to Huaicheng for a while, he showed a little sign of mild depression."
Chen Jue's fingers shrank unconsciously, and pinched their fingertips into their palms.
"Her mother brought her to me at that time. Because she found it more timely, she understood her situation very well and cooperated. She took the medicine for a while and adjusted it for another year. Now it has basically no impact."
"Actually, you should have discovered that sometimes she thinks things in a negative way and is habitually evading. This kind of problem is not caused by one or two days. Many of her previous thoughts, including love and family affection, were very negative. She is very stubborn. There are many things she has determined, and you can't break her thinking misunderstandings."
Yan Heng looked at him: "So when I knew your existence and knew that she wanted to change and correct some of her paranoid thoughts for you, I was very curious about what kind of person you were."
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Yan Heng said a lot, his speaking speed was neither fast nor slow, as if he was telling a story in a casual manner.
Chen Juan leaned against the wall, listening carefully to the details and processes he said almost self-abusely, every word was like a knife and a knife in his heart.
He suddenly remembered Lin Yujing's confused reaction when he mentioned what Nie Xinghe said in the ward.
She didn't think Chen Ren would take the initiative to find her.
She has been alone for so many years and has long been used to not relying on anyone to do things. She will not ask for help, will not rely on, and will not place hope on others. In Lin Yu's shocked world, there is no possibility of "who will sacrifice something for her".
So she didn't complain, doubt, or even considered whether Chen Juan would go to her.
Because no one has been nice to her, she couldn't imagine what it would be like if someone was kind to her wholeheartedly.
When he was abroad, Lin Yujing called him. When the phone was not connected, she felt so uneasy and timid, and wanted to escape and give up and retreat.
But she came anyway.
He took the initiative to find him, approach him, apologized with him, and coaxed him to make peace.
At that time, she might not even be sure whether he still likes her.
When thinking about this, Chen Juan felt that the last little blood in his body had been drained.
He was actually angry with her at that time. He was suppressed by a lot of things. He was frustrated. He was angry and wronged. However, he never thought that Lin Yujing had overcome more than a year to get here. In this process that seemed extremely simple to him, how much determination she had to make up.
His little whale, so hard, swam back towards him desperately.
Yan Heng finished speaking all of it, looked at him, and didn't say anything else.
There was no one in the ward and the corridor, and it was silent.
In the silence, Shenhua leaned against the wall, raised his head slightly, and closed his eyes.
After Lin Yujing was discharged from the hospital, he didn't go back to school. He had to go to bed and tables in the dormitory. It was not very convenient to go up and down, so Chen Juan found an apartment neighborhood near the school.
The area here at A University is good, and there is no cheap apartment building. Boss Shen probably chose the best one. Chen Juan drove the car and the car was blocked in. Lin Yu was surprised to see that the greening design was not much worse than the villa area in the Fu family. It is estimated that the lights can be turned on at night.
The car parked into the parking lot, Chen Juan wanted to hug her, but Lin Yu was shocked and refused. She was no longer disabled after just a few steps.
Lin Yu got out of the car in a panic and watched him take out something from the car and the two of them got on the elevator. She couldn't help but look at Chen Juan.
This person was silent and something was a little wrong. Lin Yujing couldn't describe that feeling, but it was just something was wrong anyway.
The elevator door is open, with two houses on one floor and the entrance door is open behind the elevator. With a strong sense of design, Lin Yujing followed Chen Juan to the house on the left, watched him brush his fingerprints, and pressed the password again.
It's her birthday.
Lin Yu blinked in shock and walked in, Chen Juan followed her and closed the door.
She is a person who pays great attention to her personal image and has to wear beautiful clothes when she is discharged from the hospital. She specially asked Gu Xia to take a pair of newly bought D-family boots from the dormitory. Before she could react, Chen Jueren had already squatted down, untied her shoelaces and helped her take off her shoes, and put on slippers.
It's pretty normal to get here.
Lin Yu changed his shoes and entered the house. After looking around, he had not yet seen clearly what the house was like. As soon as he turned around, he felt Chen Jue pulling her back and kissing her down.
Lin Yu didn't even react in shock.
His movement was sudden. She thought he would kiss him fiercely, but she didn't. Chen Ren held her and licked her gently, wrapping her around little by little. She obviously just took a kiss, but her movements were so delicate and slow that Lin Yu was inexplicably ashamed.
Lin Yu's ears were red and his eyes shrank back, pushing him away for a little distance, and tilting his head up.
When Lin Yu was stunned when he got into his eyes, he raised his hand and pulled his sleeve: "What's wrong with you..."
Chen Juan covered her eyes and kissed her again silently.
In the darkness, Lin Yu heard their lips and tongues wrap around, his breathing was shaking, his fingertips and palms pressed against her eyelids, and the touch was cold.
"Shened..." Lin Yu was a little uneasy and called him in the kiss with difficulty. He seemed to have no sound, and his vague voice was all contained.
To be continued...