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"I've thought about it clearly," Bai Shan said, raising his chin slightly: "Although I want to live, death is inevitable. I just hope that I can live up to my conscience and live an honest life. If I can't, I can still die well."

Zhou Man thought the same way at the time, so the two of them came to the capital and entered the palace in a high-spirited manner.

Although their grudges are far behind them now, the key points they figured out in their hearts and the ambitions they set at that time have not changed.

He still hopes that he will live up to his conscience in the future and live an honest life for the rest of his life.

Bai Shan asked Yin You, "What about you, have you figured it out?"

Yin You smiled slightly and said, "No."

Bai Erlang turned to look at him, "I didn't expect you to be so happy?"

"But it is no longer a problem for me," Yin He said: "Whether I live or die, I don't regret this life. If you can't understand it, just don't understand it. It doesn't matter even if you spend your whole life unable to understand it.

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He used to want to live, but more often he wanted to die.

He felt that living was a punishment, but he was reluctant to let him die. He was very unwilling. He came to this world as an adult, but he had to leave before he could do anything.

He has never been outside the confines of the capital city, and the farthest place he has ever been is Shiliting on the outskirts of Beijing, where he went to see his father off when he was a child.

When he was about to die of illness, he dreamed of that scene over and over again. It was obviously a very ordinary road, with ordinary roadside pavilions and trees, but he kept thinking about it, and he kept thinking about the scene he was riding in the dream.

After getting on the horse, he left without looking back, leaving the capital, his family, and even himself behind.

The person riding on the horse seems to be him, but it doesn't seem to be him...

When he woke up from the dream, he was thinking, why on earth was he still reluctant to die?

It is obvious that living is so painful, and when you reach adulthood and leave children, you will die, and you will still die in such humiliation. Why can't you just die now?

He thought for a long time before he figured it out, because he wanted to be the "Yin Or" who rode on the horse in the dream and left without looking back.

Although he still couldn't become that Yin He, he still stayed in the crowd, but he could really walk out of the Ten Mile Pavilion and walk down the long official road.

He has been to the Western Regions, and now he has arrived in Qingzhou and seen the sea. He is dead now. Although he still feels regretful in his heart, he is no longer so unwilling.

Bai Erlang looked at Yin You, then turned to look at Bai Shan. His eyes flashed at the smiles on their faces, and he snorted and turned his head to look at the sunset.

He said: "I don't think so much, as long as I live happily."

Bai Shan gave him a warning look and said, "Don't write random notes in your fairy notes, otherwise I won't care whether you are happy or not."

Bai Erlang was silent. After a while, he suddenly jumped far away and shouted to him after running far away: "That's my book, you can't even think of changing my manuscript!"

Bai Shan:……

Yin You burst into laughter, and Bai Shan couldn't help but ask him, "Have you read his manuscript?"

Yin You shook his head, "I read Journey to the West, not Miscellaneous Notes of Immortals."

Bai Shan raised his eyebrows and decided to ask Bai Erlang for the manuscript when he went back.

They were stationed here at night, and the servants were very worried as they slept in the thatched huts, "We won't be arrested and put in jail, right?"

"No, it can't be. Aren't the roads already being dug and rebuilt? Everyone else has gone back, but we are the only ones left."

"Then who's to blame? It's not that you cut corners. If the road you built wasn't so bad, would we have been left to rebuild it by the adults?"

"Fart, do you think you can run away?"

"I went out to dig mud. How did I know you were building roads like this?"

"None of you can run away anyway. Think about how much soil you have dug before, this will all be counted on you."

Other people living in the house panicked, turned over uneasily, and asked, "Are we really going to be arrested and sent to jail?"

"It's also possible that he will be exiled. The person who committed the crime will either be jailed or exiled, right?" One person said: "Sir, you can't kill us just because we didn't build the road, right?"

"No, don't be scary. I think the county magistrate treats us very well. I have served in the army for five years, and this is the first time that I have had enough to eat while serving."

"Yes, the county magistrate doesn't look like a bad person."

"I didn't say that the county magistrate is a bad person. Aren't we the bad guys now? Isn't it natural for the county magistrate to deal with bad people?" Someone said in the darkness: "I just thought that after we did bad things, we can still end well?"

He said: "Although the county magistrate is kind to the slaves, he is also cruel to the bandits. Those who were beheaded in Dajing Village before were beheaded and exiled. Weren't they all caught and not a single one was left behind?

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"Then, what should we do?"

Bai Shan yawned, blew out the candles, got dressed and lay on the creaking wooden bed, and said to the two people on his left and right: "Stop talking nonsense, go to sleep quickly."

Bai Erlang asked: "When will we go back? I want to understand."

Bai Shan put his hands behind his head and sighed: "Do you think I don't want to go home? Seeing how lazy they are today, I guess they will have to wait until the day after tomorrow. We will leave after we deal with them."

He paused and then said: "How about you go back tomorrow?"

He thought this was a good idea, and said, "You might as well go back, you can just help them."

Bai Erlang: "Are you helping Zhou Man?"

Bai Shan gave him an elbow and said, "Be respectful, that's your senior sister."

Bai Erlang couldn't help but sit up from the bed, "Those are my younger siblings! Stop bullying me, huh, I won't go back. If I go back alone, they will definitely blame me and think I am lazy!"

He wants to be clear about it, but that doesn't mean he's willing to go back and be scolded.

Bai Shan felt that he was lazy again, so he wanted to talk "reason" with him. Yin You on the side smiled and persuaded him. Just as he was about to pull away, a loud shout came from outside the house, "What do you want to do?"

The three people in the room froze, looked at each other in the dark, and immediately got out of bed.

The guards kept shouting loudly from outside the house, "Be brave, the adults are resting here, why don't you leave quickly?"

Bai Shan grabbed Yin You, turned to Bai Erlang and said, "You stay here with Yin You."

In the moonlight, his expression could not be seen clearly, but Bai Erlang still nodded, then stretched out his hand to grab Yin You firmly, and said to him: "Let him go, his kung fu is better than us, and he is still with Jie Ai

After learning the stick technique, I am now very strong and hitting people is extremely painful."

Bai Shan has already opened the door and gone out.

Mr. Fangxian Cheng and Mr. Cui who lived next door also hurriedly put on their clothes and came out. Seeing so many people gathered in front of the thatched house, they immediately shouted angrily, "Why are you gathering here late at night? Why don't you disperse quickly!"

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