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Chapter 186: Mutual Complaints

He Ming hugged Ye Zilan and ran into the depths of the Zuma Forest before he stopped. After the terrifying light in his eyes disappeared, he fell down and lost consciousness. Ye Zilan, who was hugged by him, was also held and suppressed.

She took a lot of effort to struggle out of his arms and said softly: "I'm really strong. I'm so troubled now. Let's have a good rest." Then she gently wiped his sweat, cleaned his face and hands, and stayed beside him.

I don’t know that time has passed until the stars in the sky become brighter and the sound of insects around me is getting louder, He Ming slowly opened his double and woke up. He saw him lying on Ye Zilan, who was leaning against the tree, and the other party was feeding him a bag of water.

"Ah, Ye Zilan, are we still alive? Or are we already in another world? Ah, when I was alive, I seemed to have not seen such a beautiful place in a long time. When I was in the jungle, the loud and pleasant ringing of insects made me feel that the stars were brighter, and the dead world was not bad."

He Ming was not confused. He remembered what happened to him. The side effects of that move were still vivid in his mind. Without Li Yueqin's life, there was basically nothing left. It seems that the battle still failed. I wonder if he dragged that monster to hell together?

"Follower, we are still alive, but you saved me again. I don't know how much I owe you in this life." Seeing him awakening, Ye Zilan helped him up and said softly.

"I owe me? Don't joke, I... I won't know how much of your kindness I have ever received in my life! You will never owe me anything, Ye Zilan!" He Ming's tone became a little anxious.

"The monster was very dangerous at that time, and had an unimaginable terrible purpose. I originally used my life to activate all the flowers of the wisteria on the staff, and what is the same as the wisteria in the Netherworld in exchange for destroying it. No matter what the result is, the wisteria after the flowering will turn into reincarnation and return to the Netherworld, and your appearance just saved my life."

Ye Zilan continued to say softly.

"Isn't that just a matter of course as a comrade-in-arms and taking the entourage? However, my condition should have been beyond my rescue at that time, and you should have saved me."

"Because of your bravery, I killed the monster with only one purple flower, and the remaining one can last for a while, so I let it integrate into your body. That flower can reshape your damaged body and manipulate you and take me away. In short, you really don't know how many times you have saved me."

He Ming said: "I mentioned this again. Remember, you will never owe me anything, because I won't think you owe me anything, do you understand? Then why are we here not in the camp in the oasis, but in the oasis? Is the behavior of the flowers out of control?"

Ye Zilan was silent for a while, and his voice firmly answered him: "No, because, there are not so many annoying eyes and mouths here, and you can stay alone with you quietly."

He Ming was silent. He had never thought of such an answer. For so long, he had always believed in his heart that the other party had completely forgotten him, but now he really didn't know how to face such a straightforward answer.

"Yes, when we were on Cangyue Island, we were always together. It was so wonderful. You are the closest person I have in my life. If I don't have so many things that I have to do, I would be happy to be with you like before." He Mingyu said these words incoherently that they wanted to clear the relationship.

"It's not the same as at that time. What I want is to be truly with you, not family or friendship, but love. Do you know?" Ye Zilan did not hesitate or remain silent this time, but told him firmly.

"I...I am honored, but I even regarded you as the object of my fantasy countless times! But I am not worthy, it shouldn't be me, or why is it me? There are so many better and noble people by your side." He Ming didn't know what he wanted to say, he didn't dare to accept it, and was reluctant to refuse.

"Is it really because of this? When we are together, can't you see that I care about you, not anything else? The time we spend together is the only happy day in my life after leaving the wooden house outside the city of Beach. Is this reason enough?"

Ye Zilan said quietly, and his thoughts seemed to float away, as if they were back in Cangyue Island and the days they were together.

He Ming had the idea of ​​jumping around and running away. Judging from his current appearance, he felt that his strength had almost recovered. As long as he escaped, Ye Zilan would definitely not be able to catch up with him.

However, when he turned around and saw Ye Zilan's expression, the relaxation and quietness of being with him, he had never seen many times when he peeked from afar. He suddenly felt ache in his heart. It must be a sin to be with her, and leaving like this, isn't the harm he brought to her?

"From the first time I saw you, I have a distance from you that is farther than the heaven and earth. I will never dare to think about it. In this world, you are as noble and bright as the stars in the sky. I am not worthy of your waste of so much emotion, and you know, in my heart, I will never forget that kind and miserable person."

Ye Zilan's eyes were filled with sadness and his purple eyes flashed slightly:

"So I have never suppressed my feelings and refused to express them, because there are still people who need you more, but with the death of that disaster, you become even more lonely. How can I bear to let you continue to bear so much by yourself?"

He Ming's voice became sad and trembling: "But I can't have any other thoughts. Her traces completely disappeared and were not left at all. After so long, it might have been long ago. If my heart was filled with others, she would really never exist again!"

Ye Zilan looked at him and said, "When I learned about the incident in Poisonous Snake Village, do you know how much effort we have spent to find you and Li Yueqin? So she is so sad, can you completely ignore my feelings?"

He Ming suddenly panicked: "No! If I could bear all my sins and not let you suffer any harm, I would definitely accept it without hesitation! But you don't have the need for this. After so long, you have better conditions and such a good environment. You can completely forget me and find a better one."

Ye Zilan raised his head and sighed: "So you still don't understand. I have been living in that kind of life for too long. I have the feeling that I can only be with you. If you can entertain you, you will never wait for you to appear. If you can't forget the past, then at least now, can you be with me?"

He Ming couldn't help but approach her, sitting side by side with her and leaned against the tree. The two of them were speechless for a moment. He Ming didn't know that from that moment on, his respect for this woman who had always regarded as a senior turned into admiration. He felt a sudden change in his heart:

"But Ye Zilan, I have always been a childish and ridiculous child. When did you start to have such feelings for me? I can't think of it."

Ye Zilan said: "When is it? It's probably in the bushes. When I was so cruel that I wanted to sacrifice you to snipe the spider's neck to save everyone, you who survived you told me when you came back that there was another time you would go there, and you would feel a very strange feeling."

She continued, murmured: "Then at the Daydream, your fate is actually very sad and terrible. Just like me, you are struggling in this world, carrying unbearable responsibilities. The heavy curse did not even dare to return to your relatives. At that time, I felt that I wanted to take good care of you and not let another child in the world who was as sad as me."

He Ming said: "Actually, it's not that hard. Do you know? When I saw you, I felt that there would be no more beautiful women in this world than you. I have been with you for so long, and in the eyes of the world, I am the best lucky person in the world."

Ye Zilan smiled: "Yes, that feeling really doesn't determine anything. I thought it was just a temporary illusion, but after we fell into the connection passage of the stone tomb, you were so concerned about me. Along the way, I realized that you are the most reliable person in the world."

He Ming's face turned red and hot. Those things that had happened many times in his dreams, throwing away his armor and wrapping Ye Zilan in his clothes and walking forward, and later pretending to be stupid and sticking to Ye Zilan, supporting each other while taking advantage of her. They were all so obvious, but now they want to leave their relationship with others many times?

"Oh, in fact, I didn't feel it at all for so long when we lived together in Cangyue Village, but I don't believe you will fall in love with me, and I can't accept it that way. I considered this and that, but I didn't consider your feelings and treated you as a god who is not as good as the world." He Ming's voice revealed a hint of bitterness.

"It's okay. I couldn't really make up my mind at that time. That feeling has been buried in my heart, but I don't have many bad thoughts in my heart. I dare not ask you to forget the past. I can only think that if we can't come back here, then many troubles will no longer exist. I want to do my best on the raft."

Ye Zilan murmured, with a deep sense of guilt in his tone, but He Ming felt a heart-wrenching pain in his heart.
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