"First, face your past"

This is what the trial gives.

Yes.

The first level of this so-called trial is to face your own past.

For most people, it was not a good thing in the past.

Because humans are creatures who can do stupid things.

Even no matter how outstanding a person is, he has had an immature time, and even a stage called the rebellious period, and he has done something that makes him feel ashamed and regretful in the future.

Therefore, people usually have a pessimistic attitude towards the past, hate their past selves, deny past events, and are unwilling to look at those past events that are unbearable to look back on. They just optimistically acknowledge their current selves.

But that was also helpless.

Compared to the past, the present is undoubtedly more important and more meaningful.

I was definitely more ignorant than I am today.

Today's self is definitely more immature than tomorrow's self.

The past has been losing to the present.

Now I've been losing to the future.

This is the truth of this world.

Perhaps, some people also want to go back to the past and think that the past is better.

For example, people who have lost their family will miss the glory of their family, people who have cancer will miss their healthy selves, people who do bad things will miss their past when they were walking in the sun, and people who have no confidence in the future will miss their childhood when they did not need to consider anything, but only need to eat, drink and have fun, so things called "regret" will appear.

However, when this pessimistic idea appears, it is destined to be cast with contemptuous attention by the future self, thinking that he is so immature at this time.

And if we can really go back to the past and face the past, what will people react?

Confused?

Puzzled?

sigh?

pain?

These are all possible.

However, different people will definitely give different answers.

No matter what the process is or what it will look like, as long as you can cross the past and get an answer, the witch who observes all this and satisfys her curiosity will give her affirmation.

Therefore, those who cannot accept their past, immerse themselves in sorrow and pain, and then retreat cannot overcome the trial.

On the contrary, those who can accept the past and even make up their minds to break the test can overcome the trial.

This is what the trial is about.

And when Emilya was forced to face her past, Fang Li was also facing her past.

"Woo...woo...woo..."

The crying sounded in this space.

Some of them are extremely depressed, while others are unscrupulous, but anyone can feel the sadness and sadness.

Beneath that cry, a sad atmosphere filled the air.

Beneath that cry, the sad mood was infected.

Even the ignorant children were affected, and all of them burst into tears in the end.

Returning to childhood, one of the things that is in such an environment, one hand is held by his mother, and his eyes are staring ahead.

There, a black and white photo was being placed.

It is the deceased grandpa.

It is naturally impossible for Fangli to forget this past.

Because, on this day, Fangli began to understand his uniqueness in a daze.

From this day on, Fang Li's life was changed.

People often say that if a person has a different perspective, the world will completely change.

This sentence is perfect for Fang Li.

Indifferent to death, Fangli gradually grew into a person who was incompatible with the surroundings.

Because he was unable to feel sad about the death of the people around him, Fang Li's personality became calm and decisive.

Because it is unable to resonate with the death and sadness of others, Fangli is gradually regarded as cold and ruthless.

Parents all think that this kind of puberty is too precocious, not only is it confused, but sometimes even is afraid.

My friends all thought that this kind of thing was too ruthless and all alienated him.

The reason why Fang Li became a squat at home is not unrelated to this.

And the starting point of this life is here.

"Do you feel sad when facing the starting point of this life?"

The witch's voice whispered in his ears.

"Do you feel sad when facing the beginning of your abnormality?"

The whisper gradually became pleasant, as if he was enjoying the reaction in the square.

Fang Li turned a deaf ear to him, just staring at the old man in the nostalgic black and white photo in front of him, and looking at the mother beside him.

My mother was still crying, holding the hand of Fangli was even a little cold.

This made Fang Li start to think.

"Why haven't you discovered it before?"

If you find out, you can keep your mother warm.

In that case, it should be able to provide some comfort and relieve the sadness of the people around you, right?

"Why didn't you find out until now?"

This is what is called the feeling that will definitely arise when facing the past.

I regret the stupid things I have done in the past.

I feel unwilling to accept the good things I have never done in the past.

This feeling made Fang Li understand something.

"At that time, I was just watching the death in front of me and ignoring the life around me."

Grandpa's death opened a different curtain for Fang Li's life, but made Fang Li ignore the situation of his biological mother around him.

In the past, Fang Li always felt that he was a flawed person.

Now, Fang Li only found out.

"It's not that my heart is flawed, but that my vision is too narrow."

The self who was watching "death" ignored "life".

The self that exists in "life" moves towards "death".

This is the past in Fangli.

"Now, I won't do that anymore."

Even if death is recorded in the soul.

Even if you can't understand other people's sorrow.

So…

"I share happiness with the people around me and live together to overcome death."

In Fang Li's eyes, the demonic eyes that looked directly at death finally appeared again.

It appears in my childhood self.

Moreover, it was not a cold blue, but a bright iridescent color.

"Bili..."

In the brain, severe pain began to pass through.

"Pai Ji..."

In the soul, the ocean begins to surging.

But Fang Li has ignored all this.

Just like the current self will have a negative relationship with the past self.

"For the sake of my future self, no matter how bad my current situation is, I will not hesitate at all."

As soon as these words came out, the world fell.

Whether it is the mother, relatives or the entire mourning hall here, it is beginning to break.

The witch's laughter echoed in Fang Li's ears with great joy.

"You are indeed the best..."

With the sound of love, the world around the square collapsed.

Fang Li was just involved in a void space.

The body has returned to adulthood bit by bit.

Then, darkness disappeared into the square.
Chapter completed!