66. The knight who came forward
Chen Shu curled up silently when he heard this, his fingers were silently opened, and his lips were open. Looking at Xiangyang's eyes, he was panicked and at a loss.
When she suddenly got the news, she couldn't accept it for a moment, and felt her heart tugging, as if she was climbing up the dense ants biting it, and the itchy pain was very uncomfortable.
But he struggled to bring out a gentle and bright smile and said blessedly:
"Okay, I wish you a smooth sailing and a bright future. I hope you can become a super super-available scientist in the future. I wish you to realize your wish, hahaha..."
"Thanks."
Chen Shu's hand holding the book was slightly pressed to restrain the sourness in his eyes.
She hadn't cried for a long time and couldn't remember how long it had been. It seemed that from the evening when she was chatting with the boss in the corner of the teaching building, she secretly vowed not to encounter any more, curled up, and licked her wounds silently in a dark corner, and needed someone to trouble others to take care of.
She wants to be a warm and brilliant person who warms others with a smile.
Yes, don't cry.
Holding his awkward emotions, Chen Shu restrained his emotions and tried to maintain a bright smile on his face. When he thought of something, he took out a few clean and neat notebooks from the desk and handed them to Xiangyang.
"Oh yes, you're leaving. Then, I won't have to take notes for you next semester, hahaha... I'll give it, these are all the notes in these two semesters, here...
Although you said you would like to borrow my notes before the exam. But I was afraid that there would be any accidents. I was not in school. When I reviewed separately, you didn’t take notes. So when I first recorded, I just remembered two copies. Because you rarely stayed in school, you have always kept it for you. This copy is yours..."
Chen Shu said with a smile, ignoring her slightly trembling jawline, she looked very generous, like a friend who warmly wishes her friends to leave.
"Thanks……"
Xiangyang took the thick stack of notes, and his expression paused slightly under the lens, his expression was complicated for a moment, and he thanked softly.
...
A week passed quickly, and Xiangyang was not entirely at school this week. He rushed back to school on Thursday to finish the final graduation exam.
After Lao Chen said goodbye to his high school classmates at a farewell party specially prepared for him, Xiangyang's high school career at No. 3 Middle School was completely over.
Seeing Xiangyang gradually disappearing at the door of the class, Chen Shu clenched his fist and turned his head to look at the desk that was cleaned up by his side without any dust or anything. He didn't know why he felt so sour and uncomfortable in his eyes, and his heart was hollow.
Although this seat has always been empty on weekdays, books still occupy the seats, and this desk has the mark of a big shot. But from this moment on, this desk has just been a desk... He will not come back.
Chen Shuxi's white fingertips gently touched the desk, and the temperature of the boss seemed to remain on the desk.
She didn't want to leave any regrets for the rest of her life. If she didn't say something, she would never have a chance in her life.
At that moment, the courage to pluck out from somewhere, Chen Shu didn't even have time to zip up the schoolbag, and pulled up the schoolbag and chased the direction Xiangyang left outside the classroom.
...
The colorful clouds woven into brocade under the sunset, covering the entire sky with soft and warm illumination.
Willow trees floating on both sides of the road, low-high buildings around the campus, standing street signs, asphalt oil cypress roads... are all dyed with orange-red colors in the evening.
"Feel sorry."
Xiangyang looked at Chen Shu in front of him, with a little helplessness in his eyes and sighed softly. Unexpectedly, Chen Shu finally chose to speak to him.
Looking down at Chen Shu, his expression was a little complicated and unbearable, but he finally refused.
Looking at Chen Shu who hadn't cried for a long time, he looked at his tears falling down little by little, sighed slightly, took out a tissue and handed it over.
"Sorry." Xiangyang repeated again.
His friends in the world all say that he is a cold person, looking very warm on the outside, but in fact he is very cold on the inside, and sometimes he is outrageous. He thought, maybe...
He just understood clearly that he was unwilling to hurt others or torture himself...
He could not bear the feeling of true love for someone, but he had to watch the person finally die in front of him. He could not bear the death of the person he loved and completely disappeared. After leaving that mission world, he was alone with the memory of being together, torture himself over and over again.
And if the floodgates are opened and his feelings are not restrained, there is Chen Shu in this world, and he cannot guarantee whether there will be a second Chen Shu in the future.
First, he doesn't want to be such a person, doesn't want to disrespect the girls he likes, or does not respect his feelings. Second, if this torture happens a few more times, no matter how strong his soul is, he will also collapse emotionally and lose himself in the mission world.
So he never had the idea of starting a relationship in the mission world.
...
After hearing this, Chen Shu's tears flowed out of his eyes like pearls with broken threads, falling down big drops, but there was a look of relief in his eyes. She said it, but she didn't regret it.
Tears flowed down her cheeks, and Chen Shu held a relieved and gentle smile on the corner of her mouth. She smiled and looked at Jian Xiangyang and asked expectantly:
"Jane Xiangyang, can we still be friends? If...I mean if I am bullied in the future, will you still smash the bottle of wine to help me stand out like before?"
"meeting."
"Life is long, and you will meet many knights who are willing to stand up for you, and I will do it before they appear."
But the others... aren't you.
Tears dripped across the corner of his mouth that was still smiling.
She didn't expect that she would climb out of the dark corner and become dazzling, having many friends, even suitors that she didn't dare to think about before. She is getting better and better, becoming someone she didn't dare to think about before.
But the person who reached out to pull her out when she was trapped in the mud and curled up in evading the pain of punching and kicking was now about to leave her world...
That emotion was really complicated. He taught her self-esteem, self-love and self-improvement, but she left when she began to dazzling. She thought that she would never meet such a person again in her future life.
A person who speaks calmly but is extremely gentle and warm in his heart.
"Okay, can I accompany you? I don't know when it will be when I see you again. Can I send you there?"
"good."
Chen Shu shrugged his nose, holding the tissue was useless, wiped his tears with his arms, held his schoolbag, and walked beside Xiangyang in small steps.
The sunset gradually fell to the horizon to the west, and the color of the sky was like a splashing orange-red paint, as beautiful as a scroll of ink.
ps: Chapter 1, Chapter 2 will be OK right now.
Chapter completed!