Chapter 1078 I think there should be a break
"I'm fine." Mu Wan said, "I'm going back in the afternoon. Say goodbye to you. Also, I've scolded you before. I'm sorry. At that time, I was emotional, so I was biased against you."
"It's okay, I like your personality very much. What you said makes sense. I lack some thoughts when I do things. I think it's very good if you can point it out." Bai Ya said with a smile.
"Yeah. Thank you." Mu Wan said softly.
"We all hope that you can come back. I believe that you will be able to come back openly soon. Then everyone will be happy. You will be fine if you endure this period." Bai Ya comforted.
Mu Wan raised her smile, but her tears were filled with her eyes.
Close your eyes and tears rolled down.
"I can't come back." She whispered, taking a deep breath and there was a lot of helplessness, and it also settled down her breath.
"In the past days, I have been living for others and no longer have my own life, but I have also found that even if I live for others, I may not necessarily be what others hope. The key is that I can't do anything and I can't do anything." Mu Wan said, opening her eyes.
"Don't expect me to come back anymore. I will be soft-hearted, reluctant to leave, and even regret it. From today on, I will live for myself. Your affairs have nothing to do with me, and my life and death have nothing to do with you." Mu Wan finished speaking.
Bai Ya heard something strange, "Wanwan, what's wrong with you?"
"I like Xing Buhuo. I don't know when he is happy, and I am happy. He is worried, and I am worried. Seeing him asking you but not getting what I want, I will be sad with him. This emotion has been pressing in my heart for one year, two years, five years, until today, I dare not say it out, for fear of saying it out, and even more afraid of bearing the consequences."
"Wanwan, you are wrong. You are the one you don't like." Bai Ya said.
"Like me? Haha." Mu Wan smiled, "I took off all my clothes and stood in front of him. He didn't touch me. I tried more than once, three times, and I hinted many times. I was shameless and shameless. Every time he pushed me away, I told him, I have a man I like, and he believed it, did he really believe it or pretended to be stupid." Mu Wan said, and her emotions became a little excited again.
"He just doesn't want to hurt you. He is much older than you. He thinks you have a better choice. He doesn't see his feelings clearly. He likes you, so he is also working hard to want you to come back."
Mu Wan felt very sad, "So, from the beginning, he didn't want to live a good life with me, but was waiting and planning to do the day I left."
It hurts so much that it is difficult to breathe.
She held her heart, suppressed and cried.
Bai Ya also felt a faint pain in her heart when she was crying.
"He has now recognized your importance to him. He told me that he wants you to come back." Bai Ya said.
"I told you that I want me to come back, haha, Bai Ya, if it were Gu Lingqing, he would have a confidant like you, and he once loved such a confidant deeply. He discussed everything with his confidant, and his confidant's idea accounts for 90% of the importance. What do you think in your heart?" Mu Wan asked.
After asking this sentence, it seemed like I was being beaten with a tranquilizer, and my excitement gradually calmed down.
"I shouldn't have it anymore. Sorry, I've participated in too many things. If you don't like it, I will definitely pay attention in the future. Even if I discuss anything, I will never avoid you." Bai Ya promised.
"It sounds like I'm more like an unreasonable and unreasonable bad woman. I think you know more about this negotiation than I do." Mu Wan said.
Bai Ya knew that she had to wait for Mu Wan to come to negotiate, but in the middle, she still got into someone else's trap and negotiated before Mu Wan came.
Thinking from the perspective of others, if she was Mu Wan, she would feel wronged. She had this feeling, so she could understand it more.
"I'm sorry Wanwan, you're wronged." Bai Ya apologized.
"I'm sorry? It's not your fault. Why do you say sorry to me? Because Xing Buhuo? After all, you are the most important person in him, so you can make a decision completely and say sorry to others on behalf of him.
.You are a whole, I am just an outsider.”
Bai Ya realized her problem, "No, Wanwan, I said sorry, it does not mean that Xing Buhuo, I feel sorry for you because I feel sorry for you."
"Then you just say you feel sorry for me. Needless to say sorry, Bai Ya, many things are subtle and deeply rooted. No matter how hard I try, I can't change it. I don't blame you, and I forgive you, so you don't have to feel sorry or guilt."
"Where are you now, let's meet." Bai Ya said.
Mu Wan took a deep breath, "No need, I hesitated for a long time. Should I call you? You have been in Xing Buhuo's heart for five years, and also in my heart for five years. I am even more jealous than I admire and admire you more, but I am very lucky. I was originally a civilian, but I have the opportunity to contact you. God is good to me."
"No, you dare to love, hate, and speak out. I think it's great, better than me. I'm the one with many problems. I have had mental illness, uncontrollable, unreasonable, extreme, and self-harm. I can only hypnotize myself because I'm too uncourageous and too closed to myself. You are better than me, so don't underestimate yourself." Bai Ya advised.
Mu Wan took out a tissue and wiped away her tears, "You are so amazing. After chatting with you, I feel much more relaxed. Thank you Bai Ya."
"Mu Wan, don't give up, okay? If you don't worry, there will be no one else except you." Bai Ya said softly.
"I heard that you divorced before you married Gu Lingqing." Mu Wan said, "How are you and that man now?"
Bai Ya was silent. As a psychiatrist, she probably understood Mu Wan’s thoughts.
"It doesn't matter if it's inconvenient."
"I don't know where he left this country now, and there is no connection between us." Bai Ya said.
Mu Wan raised a smile. "Buhuo and I will be like you and your ex-husband, right?"
Bai Ya didn't say anything, she hoped Mu Wan and Bu Huo were together.
But indeed, if she didn't do anything she did this time, she would feel sad and wronged.
"There are some problems with the way he handles it, you should talk to him..."
"I've slept with someone else." Mu Wan interrupted Bai Ya's words.
Bai Ya fell silent.
"I slept many times. I don't know when this kind of life will end, but it will be delayed for a long time, only until he hates me, but I don't know how long I can live after he hates me." Mu Wan said calmly.
Chapter completed!