"I got it. I had arranged a meeting, but it seemed too late. I have to inform you immediately and there is no need to hold a meeting." Mu Wan said, "I'll have to die first."

"Yeah, yeah, you'll just call Lu Bowei later. I'll arrange for him to do things. He's still a reliable person." Xiang Shangyu explained.

"Okay." Mu Wan hung up the phone.

She called Dong Manxue, "Minister Dong, that's right. I'm going to hold a cabinet meeting at 10 o'clock, so our meeting will be moved until the afternoon. I'll talk about it when the afternoon is then. I don't know when the cabinet meeting will be."

"Okay, OK, I'll make arrangements now." Dong Manxue said with great pleasure.

"Yes." Mu Wan hung up the phone.

She saw that it was still early, and she had at least half an hour to do her own thing.

She started doing PDF. In fact, she was very familiar with the current project after the meeting last time. However, as a key department, in addition to connecting with good relationships, she also needs to grasp the trends in various places, including hidden things, whether it is science, economy, politics, military, and people's livelihood.

Many things, good ones, can be absorbed, and bad ones can also serve as a warning.

She wants to do practical things.

After half an hour of busyness, the knock on the door rang out.

"Come in." Mu Wan said.

Lu Bowei pushed it away and said respectfully: "Madam, it's time for us to set off."

"Well. I'll clean up and wait for me for five minutes." Mu Wan said.

She turned off the computer, put on simple makeup, tidy up her clothes and hair, and then followed Lu Bowei out.

She and Lu Bowei in the car, Mu Wan believed that Xiang Shangyu's people were around and closely protected her.

"Did you feel much better today?" Mu Wan asked.

"Well, I thought seriously last night. I think it may be because of the recent comfortable life that made me feel empty. The reason for the emptiness is that I have no dreams, no goals, and I am a little confused about life, and..." Lu Bowei paused, "I lost my love twice. I miss her because I miss her, and I became even more lonely. I also feel that I live alone in this world, very lonely."

"Did you talk about Barney? He is a spiritual healer? He should know how to help you?" Mu Wan asked.

"Didn't I go out? I asked him to drink with me, and then told him about my situation." Lu Bowei said.

Mu Wan raised her smile, "I'm really happy. I have a friend like Barney around me. People are under too much pressure nowadays. A lot of pain and discomfort are suppressed in my heart and don't say it out. But over time, these pains live in my heart. Whenever the night is late, people are quiet, and whenever there is a person, they come out of their subconscious and torture us."

"Will it still hurt when you think of Xing Buhuo?" Lu Bowei asked directly.

Mu Wan took a deep breath, looked ahead calmly, and said softly: "Yes."

Lu Bowei looked at Mu Wan in surprise, "You still love him?"

Mu Wan raised the corners of her mouth slightly, very calm, "I once loved, and I wanted to deny this kind of love, but in fact, it was hidden in my subconscious mind. Falling with him was what I wanted, dreamed of, and not completed. Because it was not completed, it was deeply planted in my subconscious mind and ran out from time to time. I don't think that it was love, and I even felt that it was regret. Sometimes I still think of the happy time with him, and I felt heartbroken, but I understand rationally very well that those things have passed, no longer happens, and there is no future. I want to forget, but how could it be so easy to forget. But fortunately, when I think of him, my heart hurts much less than before. Perhaps, one day, when I think of him, my heart will never have any ups and downs, and I will gradually forget the fragments of being with him. But this is a process."

"Yes, Barney also said that when he experiences losing an important person, he will go through such a stage. He cannot accept it at the beginning, and he will blame himself, angry, guilt, and hysterically want to go back to the past, slowly become rational and accept it. Even so, he will still feel heartbroken when he thinks about it, but he also understands that he can't go back, and gradually suppresses his emotions. However, he is rationally suppressed, and his subconscious will come out, and will rebound. Barney said, "I was too depressed from the beginning, so the subconscious began to rebound. I miss her, I really want it because she left, so I have no belief in continuing to live, so I will be empty, depressed, depressed, uncomfortable, and insomnia. This is the main reason." Lu Bowei said.

"Is there a solution?" Mu Wan asked.

"He said that almost everyone will experience this. In fact, the final solution is to forget, forget the joy of being together in the past, forget the existence of this person, forget the pain of losing, forget the little things that were together in the past, the faster the forgetting comes, the faster the pain disappears, the slower the pain disappears, and the slower the pain disappears. If you keep digging out the memory from the depths of your brain, you will continue to deepen the memory. Not only will the pain disappear very slowly, but it will even ferment." Lu Bowei said that there was a bit sad here.

"Bai Ya is very good at hypnosis. She just hypnotizes people and makes some people and things disappear from the subconscious mind, which can be considered forgotten. She has cured many mentally ill patients." Mu Wan sighed.

"That should be a person who is extremely painful, and does not want to bring burden to his family, and is about to collapse, so he wants to forget. The more painful it is because of the more he loves it. It is also cruel to forget his former lover." Lu Bowei said, "I don't want to forget her, I will never want to."

"If you don't forget her, as you said, the end of pain is forgetting, then you will be in pain and never enter your new life. If you don't start your new life, are you sure that the person who loves you wants to see?" Mu Wan advised.

"I mean, I don't want to forget her through hypnosis. Perhaps, the memories of being together will be blurred, and happiness will be blurred, and I can't remember every bit, but occasionally decades later, she will appear once, I will think of some clips, and I will think of her once again. When I think of her, my heart will still hurt. Maybe at that moment, it may only be more than ten seconds, or just one day, but at least I live up to her love, at least, it proves that she once appeared in my memory and is a living existence, at least, because I think of her, she will not really disappear without a trace." Lu Bowei said.
Chapter completed!