Zhang Fan is an ordinary name.

His father Zhang Youwei is a civil servant and his mother Lu Jing is a teacher.

Zhang Fan's parents gave him this name because they hoped that his son would not seek wealth and honor in the future, nor would he commit crimes, and that it would be enough to have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of his life.

This is an ordinary wish.

Then Zhang Fan's life was really dull.

Until his life came to the 89th year, Zhang Fan was lying on the hospital bed when he was dying.

My ears could no longer hear the call of my son and granddaughter, and my eyes were staring at the white ceiling.

Everything in the past flashed through his mind like a flash of surprise, and the once vague memories became clear again.

"Maybe this is what is called a retrospective!"

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The memories before kindergarten were too far away. The only thing Zhang Fan remembered was his grandmother's face covered with gullies and the big white rabbit milk candy placed on the Eight Immortals table at her funeral.

Very sweet.

Not long after his grandmother died, he was sent to the community kindergarten.

His parents had to go to work during the day, so they entrusted him to the school teacher.

The beautiful little red flower, the biting little girl, and the thug teacher, these three things constitute Zhang Fan's childhood memory.

No matter how you think about it, you can't avoid them.

When he grew up, he began to dominate among his children.

Whenever school is over, Zhang Fan will take his father Zhang Youwei to the supermarket on the way home and ask him to buy candy for himself.

Zhang Youwei likes to buy sweet milk candies for his son.

Thanks to this, Zhang Fan experienced toothache at a young age.

Fortunately, he can change his teeth again.

Without the need for his mother Lu Jing to remind him that Zhang Fan has rarely eaten sweets from now on.

In the first grade of elementary school, he once again had a good teeth.

The deskmate next to him was a chubby girl, and she showed two white and pointed tiger teeth as soon as she smiled.

Zhang Fan was very careful about her, but until he graduated from elementary school, his arm was never bitten by a girl again.

The next time I was bitten was in the second year of junior high school.

After Zhang Fan untied the bow tied to the back of the female classmate in front of the table, she grabbed his right hand and bit it down.

The bite was very hard, causing Zhang Fan's tears to roar in his eyes.

After she loosened her teeth, Zhang Fan left two lines of deep tooth marks on his right arm, and blood was already seen on both sides of the deepest.

Zhang Fan originally wanted to complain. "I can't even afford to joke?"

However, after seeing Bai Xue lying on her desk crying, she hurriedly wrote an apology letter.

After receiving the letter, Bai Xue whispered to Zhang Fan and pointed out several of the typos.

Finally, he smiled and said to Zhang Fan, "This is not enough, I have to treat me to stinky tofu."

Since then, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue have gradually improved.

The two of them first walked out of the classroom together after school and parted at the school gate.

Later, I made an appointment to go to school together.

When it rains, I occasionally hold an umbrella together.

After changing seats, the two became deskmates.

In the second semester of the third year of junior high school, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue began to go to the cafeteria to have dinner together, and then returned to the classroom for lunch break.

One day, there were only two of them in the classroom.

Bai Xue lay on the desk, turned her head and asked Zhang Fan, "Do you want to kiss?"

Zhang Fan nodded.

The boys and girls who were young and clumsy after the age of the year practiced the knowledge they learned on TV in a bright classroom.

This is the first time the two kissed.

This kind of thing happens the first time, there will be a second time.

From the beginning once a week to the kissing almost every day afterwards.

Early love will affect your studies, and you will become worse together or better together.

Zhang Fan is the latter.

He and Bai Xue were admitted to the best high school in Guangming City, the No. 1 Middle School.

At that time, the No. 1 Middle School of the City had just moved to the new city, while Zhang Fan and Bai Xue's homes were both in the old city.

It takes about an hour and a half to take the bus. Parents of the two families both let their children live on campus.

From then on, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue were like kites that had taken off their strings, more unscrupulous than before.

I often go to the school playground for about ten minutes to go back to the dormitory after evening self-study.

At the same time, the results of the two men also plummeted. After the results of the subject-to-subject examination were released, they both fell out of the experimental class.

Snow White is good at liberal arts, but she chose science without hesitation to study in the same university as Zhang Fan.

After the semester of senior high school, the two were re-entered to the same class.

Their parents didn't have the joy of being happy at this moment because of their decline in grades.

Naturally, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue became their deskmates again, and their achievements have steadily increased through mutual supervision.

The time in the third year of high school is not as leisurely as in the third year of junior high school, with a sense of urgency and pressure always accompanying you.

In order to make Zhang Fan study better, Zhang Fan's parents rented a house for Zhang Fan outside the school.

I come here to help clean clothes on weekends and occasionally cook.

In the rest of the time, this one-bedroom and living room house became the Garden of Eden where Zhang Fan and Bai Xue stayed together and whispered.

Later, it was a little out of control, but fortunately, both of them were very careful, but the parents and teachers did not see anything abnormal.

However, Bai Xue's grades began to slowly decline, and she was often distracted in class.

It became particularly serious in the 100 days before the college entrance examination.

When the second test score came out, Bai Xue looked at the difference between herself and Zhang Fan's score of 103 points, and asked Zhang Fan with unconscious eyes: "Zhang Fan, does our oath to go to the same school in our university still count?"

Zhang Fan looked at Bai Xue's beautiful eyes and nodded. "Count it."

Bai Xue smiled and gave Zhang Fan a long kiss.

But things are not as simple as they think. In this world, there are also their parents.

When the college entrance examination results came out, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue only had a score difference of 49 points.

Bai Xue looked at Zhang Fan's science score, bit her lips, pinched Zhang Fan's hand hard, stared into his eyes and said softly: "Thank you, husband."

Zhang Fan pinched a small black mole on her round left earlobe and said with a smile: "You have made progress."

However, they cannot go to the same school after all.

Zhang Fan's parents took out their authority. Since their son could go to a better school, they would not go to that second-rate school.

Zhang Fan resisted and ran away from home.

Bai Xue and Zhang Fan's mother found Zhang Fan in an Internet cafe. Bai Xue whispered to Zhang Fan: "It's okay, just be together after graduation."

Zhang Fan glanced at his girlfriend with red eyes, and after a moment of silence, he filled in the choice his parents made for him.

In the next two months, Bai Xue came to Zhang Fan's house to play from time to time.

Zhang Youwei and Lu Jing also treated this beautiful girl like their daughter-in-law. During the Chinese New Year, parents even had a meal together.

Just after Zhang Fan thought that all this was perfect, Bai Xue betrayed his promise like him.

In his junior year, Bai Xue made a phone call with Zhang Fan for more than an hour, and finally said calmly: "Zhang Fan, let's break up!"

After Zhang Fan let out a long sigh, he let out a "hmm" and hung up the phone.

The guess that I had long been in my mind has become a reality now.

When uncertainty becomes certain, Zhang Fan found that he was not as sad as he imagined.

I just went out with my roommate in the upper bunk to have a small hot pot and drink a box of beer.

The next day, the sun rose, Zhang Fan woke up from the bed, and life continued.

Zhang Fan did not go to find Bai Xue, but Lu Jing occasionally said her name in Zhang Fan's ear.

Zhang Fan realized that he had cared so much about her, and now he could not even recall her face immediately. All he could think of was a vague back.
To be continued...