【One hundred and seventy-eight】Know everything
"A subordinates searched out all the documents and records about Lu's family in Shangwuxing and Qianji Department, and found that... Lu Yu Lu, who was famous all over the world, had a son missing. His trace happened to disappear in the area of Linyuan, Wuling. I was also born in Linyuan.
My father and mother love me very much. Therefore, I never thought... I was not their biological son. Until... I secretly sent someone to Linyuan to investigate Zhao's household registration documents, I found out that... I was the child adopted by my parents. On the banks of Yunxi River, I was abandoned there. If it weren't for my parents' kindness, I wouldn't have the chance to meet you, meet Yun Jingjun, enter the water pavilion, and accompany you. The Pavilion Master... I always felt unbelievable when I looked at the records of the household registration case file.
So, I rushed to the north and went to question my brother in person. Before I arrived at the border town, I still held a glimmer of hope. But... until I learned from my brother that I was indeed a baby picked up by my parents by my parents by Yunxi River, I completely believed that I was indeed not the son and grandson of Zhao.
But, just based on the Cui Yu on her body... I dare not be completely sure that I have a blood relationship with Lu. So... I investigated many archive files and wanted to find some clues from the past. But the more I checked, the more I was frightened. The more I dug down, the more I felt terrible. Maybe I... it was really the baby who escaped death in Mrs. Gu's arms back then... Master Lu, who was called a traitor and insulted by the world, may be my biological father."
Zhuying stood behind her, saying word by word. He rarely made such speeches in daily life, as if he wanted to say all the words in his life. He swallowed even more, with a lonely and sad expression, staring at the back on the chair and his eyes were red.
Jiang Chengjia didn't dare to turn his head to look at him. At this moment, just hearing what he said, it was like a heart-wrenching heart, and it felt so uncomfortable.
"Master, I can't believe that such a thing will happen to me. I wandered for several months, feeling extremely sad. Just now, I wanted to come to you to verify this. But I heard your conversation with Mrs. Mu on the roof..."
Zhuying said with a trembling voice, her eyes were soaked in tears, her nose was sour, and she smiled bitterly: "I thought that all this was just my imagination and guess. It was not until I heard that you... I want to start from Song Yang and investigate my traces over the past few months, and then I realized... It turned out that these were facts.
And you and Yun Jingjun have known each other for a long time, but they have been hiding it with all their might and prevent me from touching the truth. The head of the Pavilion... I am now turning down the roof and sneaking into the hospital... I just want to hear an explanation. I wonder if you... would like to say it?"
He tried his best to restrain all his emotions, and his spirit almost collapsed. He stood behind Jiang Chengjia, his whole body trembling.
Jiang Chengjia was silent for a long time and sighed: "What else do you want to know? Haven't you found out the truth?"
"So, Master...you do know my life experience for a long time?" Zhuying asked again, as if she wanted to determine something.
Jiang Chengjia closed his eyes and said helplessly: "Yes. Actually... when my brother and I first met you, I saw from the piece of Cui Yu you were wearing that you were definitely not an ordinary person, and it was very likely that you were a descendant of the Lu family. I have always had such questions.
It was not until the appearance of your brother that I realized that the truth back then might not be that simple. Zhuying, after the trip to Wuling, I confirmed your life experience. If I don’t tell you, I don’t want you to be involved in the case of Lu’s family raiding and extermination of the clan. I’m afraid... you are in pain and can’t extricate yourself.”
"People, will I fall into pain... I need to judge myself. Do you think that if you don't tell me, it's just for me if you hide it from me? Do you know that at this time, I found out the truth of that year alone, which is much more painful than you told me in person? As the coat of truth was pushed apart layer by layer... I just feel pain. For two months, I have been trapped in the vicious circle of right and wrong, and have been going back and forth... Do you know how complicated and painful my mood is?"
Zhuying gradually lost control and no scruples were found in his words.
He would rather be told the truth directly than get results through his own investigation bit by bit. Because in that way, he would continue to fall into self-doubt and be overwhelmed by doubts and guilt.
Because of the plan of Jiang Chengyi and Jiang Chengjia, he knew the truth about the Chang Mengjun rebellion case back then. He knew how Lu Yu was wrongly imprisoned, and he also knew how General Yue Qi died tragically and had no complete corpse. He knew that the case that year shocked Jiuzhou and caused bloody storms in the entire Wei Dynasty, and blood flowed into a river. How many people died and had nowhere to seek justice. After his death, no one even offered a tablet...
He was out of the matter and always felt that he was a bystander and a person outside the matter. But one day, when he suddenly realized that he was actually the person involved in the case of the rebellion. The surprise and fear of knowing the truth almost completely submerged him and swallowed him up. Then, what followed was a huge guilt.
Lu Yu may not have found clues to him back then. However, in order for him to survive, the Lu clan members were very likely to block all the news and kept claiming to the public that he was missing... Only then could he grow up safely and grow up healthy under the raising of the Zhao couple.
Even at the last moment, Lu Yu may try his best to hide his future for the sake of his future.
When he thought of this, Zhuying couldn't help but tremble. He was born in this world for more than 20 years, but he had no idea what his biological parents had done to him. He even reported the Lu case with an indifferent attitude...
He couldn't control his emotions for a moment, questioned Jiang Chengjia, and fell into endless self-blame.
Jiang Chengjia's eyes were red, her eyes were closed, and tears came out of the corners of her eyes, slowly sliding down from the side of her cheeks. She was afraid of the scene like this now, so she chose to hide it. She never thought that... she and Zhuying would have such a confrontation.
She adjusted for a long time before she could barely suppress the chaotic and complicated mood, and said tremblingly: "I admit that it is indeed not a wise move to hide things from you. But... Zhuying, over the years, I have seen many people who have ruined themselves because of revenge. I don't want you to be the second Qin Ye, and I don't want to see you become Zhou Yuanmo. I..."
"Qin Ye and Zhou Yuanmo?" Zhuying picked out the names of the two people in her words and asked uncertainly: "Are they?"
"Yes. They are also descendants of the injustice of Chang Mengjun's rebellion case back then." Jiang Chengjia gritted his teeth and admitted.
"Qin Ye is your cousin of the same clan and clan. Zhou Yuanmo is a descendant of the Murong clan." She didn't want to continue hiding Zhuying, so she simply explained it.
"Qin Ye...is my cousin? The brother of relatives' blood?" Zhuying asked repeatedly, his red eyes filled with tears. He only knew that Qin Ye was an old man from Chang Mengjun back then, but he didn't know his true identity. As for Zhou Yuanmo, he was even more unclear.
"Yes." Jiang Chengjia affirmed.
Zhuying couldn't help but laugh, as if she was extremely helpless: "I have known him for so many years. I didn't even know... He is the elder brother of my same clan and clan. How ridiculous the fate in this world is. Pavilion Master... You also knew about this early in the morning, right?"
Listening to his questioning, Jiang Chengjia's heart was like a needle. She held her palm tightly and nodded heavily and said, "Yes... I did know this a long time ago. But I don't want you to recognize each other, and I don't want you to get involved in this matter, so I have been covering it up until now."
"Haha..." Zhuying couldn't help laughing, closed her eyes fiercely, leaned forward to the sky, and slid down two rows of scorching tears, and said with a heart-wrenching: "Master, do you know that all your considerations for me are for me... like shackles, locking me up, leaving me completely without freedom..."
Jiang Chengjia's heart was as if she was shattering, and she was breathing hard, trying to adjust her condition. Unexpectedly, she seemed to be in sorrow that she could not extricate herself and could not break free.
"Zhuying...I...I'm sorry."
She thought for a long time and could only say these words. She could no longer say anything else.
Zhuying slowly lowered her head, lowered her eyes, and was silent for a long time. She suddenly asked, "Peace Master... Can you take me to see you?"
Jiang Chengjia paused, his face changed slightly, and he did not answer.
"After knowing my own life experience, I really want to understand the entire process of the Chang Mengjun rebellion case that year, and I want to know... mine, mine..."
Zhuying couldn't shout, and paused for a long time before shouting: "My father, Lu Yu, what kind of person is he? I still want to know how my mother, Mrs. Gu, died. Master, I want to know everything... I hope you can help me, not... continue to hide it from me. I know that the Lord must have a very good understanding of the past. Maybe I can know some of the answers I want to know from him."
Jiang Chengjia still did not respond.
Zhuying looked disappointed and sighed: "The Lord...will not help me? Since that's the case, it's okay for my subordinates to go alone to find the Lord."
He forced himself directly with words without any hesitation or hesitation.
Jiang Chengjia turned his head and looked at him. Although he could not see where he was, he could vaguely distinguish one or two according to the direction of the sound. She said in a deep voice: "Zhuying, between you and me, no matter what, it is already a family-like existence. If you have a request, there is no need to threaten this way."
Seeing her look, although there seemed to be no shiny in her eyes, Zhuying still trembled unconsciously.
He took two steps back, and although the grief in his heart was severe, he became a little more awake because of what Jiang Chengjia said just now.
Chapter completed!