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【22】Confirm the facts

"Don't worry, mother, the mistake was made by the child. With the help of his elder sister-in-law, the child will definitely be able to recover the ring."

Mother, mother...

He could hear the boy in the house by just the voice, because he was a person he was so familiar with. Dou Zi said... it was really a twin brother of his father and mother. No wonder... No wonder my mother had to let them become sworn in the tablets of Dou's ancestors. No wonder Dou Yueshan never called him Zhaoyuan again since then, but respected him as his elder brother. It turned out that all the facts were so ridiculous.

Ning Nanyou suppressed the anger in his heart, helpless and lonely.

Until there was a loud "clang" sound in front of the screen wall of the courtyard where Cao Xiu was located, everything seemed to be still and reached the end of the world.

Biyun stood in front of the fence gate, staring at the boy standing in front of the house in panic, and stuttered, "Big, King...? Why did you suddenly appear here?"

Ning Nanyou raised his eyes and lowered his eyes, looking at her in disappointment, feeling extremely sad.

Several people in the house heard the movement outside, and immediately their hearts roared. They looked at each other, rushed to the front of the house and pushed open the closed door.

Cao Xiu stood in front of the threshold and saw Ning Nanyou standing leaning against the wall. He was panicked in an instant, his heartbeat suddenly stopped, and he felt a suffocation. She took a few steps back, Dou Yueshan held her in time, followed her gaze and looked down the corridor. When she saw Ning Nanyou, she was shocked and could not speak. Jiang Chengjia was shocked and stared at the husband outside the house and looked straight, unable to say anything for a while.

Ning Nanyou looked at the desolate and disappointed. He suddenly felt unprecedentedly ridiculous and ridiculous. He snorted lowly, took out a white jade ring from his arms in disheartened, reached in front of the three of them and said, "Mother... are you looking for this again?"

Cao Xiu shook his head unconsciously and said panickedly: "Zhaoyuan, Zhaoyuan...No, it's not like this. I..."

Ning Nanyou smiled bitterly, and his dry and scarlet eyes were filled with pain: "No way? Mother... My son always thought that you hated me since I was a son of King Huai and did not want to get close to my son, but he did not expect... It turned out that the truth was like this? In order to conceal my life experience and to prevent King Huai from knowing whose child I was, your efforts are really... I made my son look at him with admiration."

"Brother! How can you talk to your mother like this? Everything she does is to protect you!" Dou Yueshan held the shaky Cao Xiu, anxious for a moment, and blamed Ning Nan for a moment.

"Save me? Save me... Is it that I can live so stupid, sad, ridiculously in your deception and lies, and live my life absurdly and pitiful?" His voice trembled, and every word was filled with pain.

"Dou Zi said. You and I are brothers of the same clan, the same origin, the same father and mother, but why are the two of us completely different? You have a grandfather who loves you, grandmother and father who is willing to fight for you. But I... live in pain every day and night, bound by reality, disliked by everyone, and live alone in the Huai Palace... Even my mother doesn't want to get close to me. What did I do wrong? Should I go through these?"

He accused and vented his feelings, and for the first time he spoke out all the pain, grievance and reluctance in his heart.

"A Luo."

"When did you know all this?"

Ning Nanyou slowly turned his eyes and looked at the girl in the room: "When... Is it a conspiring with my mother and others to deceive me?"

Jiang Chengjia couldn't speak, and when he saw the husband's face getting paler, he couldn't help but feel anxious: "I...I."

She said two words intermittently, not knowing how to explain to Ning Nanyou. She was afraid and afraid day and night, and did not want the day to come, but she did not expect that the scene that had been repeated countless times in her mind would happen in such a situation. So suddenly, she was caught off guard.

"You once told me that you would never hide anything from me. But now, what is this? What is this? What is this?"

Ning Nan questioned in pain, closed his eyes, and the memories in his mind were all the unbearable and tormented years.

Cao Xiu intended to explain to Jiang Chengjia and whispered: "These... these are what I told A Luo. Zhaoyuan, you shouldn't blame her no matter what. It was me, and I told her not to tell you about the past, just because she was afraid that you would become like this now. A Luo... She is also for your own good."

This sentence fell into his ears and became extremely sarcastic. Ning Nan was so sad that he laughed so hard that he burst into tears, and shouted angrily like he lost his mind: "You don't need to do this kind of good for me. I really can't bear such heavy love!!"

Jiang Chengjia looked at his desperate appearance and couldn't help but feel heartbroken. Her eyes turned red, with tears in her eyes, and she shook her head hard and said, "It's not like this, Zhaoyuan... Listen to me, listen to my explanation..."

"What's the point of explaining now?" Ning Nanyou forced her to interrupt, stumbled back a few steps, and staggered down the steps.

Cao Xiu, Jiang Chengjia and Dou Yueshan rushed over immediately, and at the same time reached out to help him up.

Langjun fell into the soil in a mess, struggled to get up, pushed each of them away, and ran out of the courtyard shakingly. Biyun stood in front of the fence and watched him run over, spreading her arms to stop him, but she relaxed the moment she met Langjun's eyes.

She had never seen Ning Nanyou look so despairy. Even though Master Lu passed away, she had never seen the despair of a heart-dead look in Langjun's eyes. Just as the shining stars in the sky were forcibly picked down by someone, she lost all her light in an instant.

Jiang Chengjia stared at his lonely back and wanted to rush up and hug him, but was gently stopped by Cao Xiu.

"A Luo, let him be quiet alone. He may not want to see you and me now." Cao Xiu was extremely upset but helpless.

Jiang Chengjia looked at Cao Xiu and silently lowered his head.

Ning Nan left Mu Xunxuan with depression, stumbled to the gate of the small courtyard in the mountain, staring at the poems held on the plaques on both sides for a long time.

He didn't know when he went down the mountain, nor did he even know how he returned to the other courtyard. He only knew that when he entered the mansion, Lu Xun was already standing in front of him.

"Master? Where have you been? I'm so worried." Lu Xun kept guarding the door of the other courtyard waiting for Ning Nanyou to return. Seeing someone staggering in front of the alley, he immediately became nervous and rushed over quickly.

Ning Nanyou turned his head to look at him in a daze, his face pale and terrifying.

Lu Xun was startled and exclaimed: "Lord? Lord... Why is your face so bad? What happened? Let me tell you about it with your subordinates?"

Ning Nanyou stared at him silently, making him feel distressed. When he was about to ask again, the boy slowly closed his eyes, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and bent his knees and knelt down.

Lu Xun screamed in surprise: "Master! Madam?"

Ning Nanyou knelt on the ground and shook it a few times, then completely lost consciousness and fell to the side. Lu Xun was so scared that he was confused. He hurriedly stretched out his arm to help him up, and kept shouting: "Lord? What's wrong with you, lord? Don't scare me? Lord?"

Lu Xun was anxiously holding up Ning Nanyou who was in a coma and flew towards the other courtyard, shouting to the servant: "Hurry! Go and invite Doctor Sun over! Hurry! Move faster!"

In an instant, the courtyard was in chaos, and everyone was busy running around.

The corridor was chaotic and noisy, but the house was quiet and scary.

Ning Nanyou had a dream, a very long dream.

In his dream, everyone hates him, and everyone can step on him. Everyone scolds him, insults him at will, and tramples him at will. He was pushed down in the mud by a boy of the same age, punched and kicked, and grabbed his hair and called him a wild breeder. He struggled to get up from the mud, trying to find a place to shelter, but after turning around in a panic, he saw Cao Xiu with a cold face. His eyes, who wanted to put him to death, had to put away his panic and fearful expression, pretended to be determined and brave, and fought with the people who were bullying him alone.

He has always been alone, and never expects others to protect him. This was the case when he was a child, and it was also the case when he was a little longer. He always felt that the world was injustice, so why did he give him such selfish and careless parents? Why did he obviously have to be treated coldly and hated, and become a shackle for them to hold a grudge against each other?

During those dark days, he was like a wicked ghost struggling to survive in hell. He lived a life worse than death and lived a walking corpse.

He thought that his life would never have any darker moments than this, and he thought that after that time, he could convince himself to look forward. But the cruel reality still did not forget to give him a fatal blow. He never thought that the reason why Mrs. Cao had alienated him since she was a child was so absurd? It turned out that the "father" he forced himself to accept was his father-killing enemy?

Now, the armor he woven himself was torn by his dearest and loved ones. He could no longer resist the fierce cold wind like a blade, and could no longer withstand the continuous malice and darkness in the world. He was almost overwhelmed by despair, buried completely in this catastrophe, and there was no possibility of reviving.

There are always many unfair things in this world, and there are always countless thorns that force a kind-hearted person into a desperate situation, destroy the fortress he thinks with his own hands, annihilate all shortcuts to light, and make darkness rule the world forever and long-term.

Life is endless and ending with eternal regret, why is it so sad that it has reached this life?
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