Chapter 1438 Because I don't want to lose you
Ji Mici's tears flowed until he got into Li Yanye's car and had not stopped yet.
Li Yanye said helplessly: "Why are you still crying..."
"I am... Li Yanye, you will never know how wronged I feel during this period... Why don't you look for me, why don't you ignore me... I even muster up a lot of courage to send you a text message... I don't even want the reserve that my daughter of the Ji family should have... As a result, you still don't reply to me... Woo woo... How can you treat me like this?"
Li Yanye's heart was sore that he cried.
"My fault...I'm sorry."
"You said you would never do this to me again... is that true?"
"Really... there will never be another time, I promise." Li Yanye said with an unprecedented firm expression.
"Then are you really going to my house?"
"Well...is it convenient today?"
"Are you anxious?"
"I'm very anxious... I'm worried that your family will continue to arrange these blind dates for you... you don't like at all, but before you go... I want to confess something to you."
Is Nuannuan said before, is his difficulties?
Ji Nianci directly forgot to continue crying, sat up straight and said seriously: "Tell me, I'll listen."
No matter what it is, I will understand you.
Because...you look really brave today.
If I don’t dare to come to me during this period because I have difficulties in my heart... Then, it must be a big problem.
And since he can do this for himself today, she can also understand all his difficulties.
Li Yanye was a little difficult to talk about...
But if you want to take the next step, you can't continue to hide things from her.
Li Yanye took a deep breath and said, "My cousin and I... were born to the same mother."
Ji Mici made his debut by widening his pupils and said, "How is it possible..."
Li Yanye smiled bitterly and said, "My father was studying abroad and fell in love with my mother... Later, when he returned to China, my mother was arranged by his family to marry my uncle... and gave birth to a cousin.
However, my uncle later became seriously ill and died... My mother pretended to die and went abroad for plastic surgery, and later came back and married my father... These are all scandals that the Li family cannot speak to others...
I think...I am the child they gave birth to after the dirty combination...I am not worthy of you."
Ji Michici was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time.
Li Yanye looked at her nervously and said, "Did you scare you..."
"No...no, I'm just thinking...no wonder, you and Li Yanchen look so similar..."
Li Yanye couldn't help but be a little surprised.
"You...you haven't spoken for a long time, just thinking about this?"
Memorial Ci smiled bitterly and said, "Otherwise, what do you think I should think..."
"Don't you dislike me..."
"Why do I dislike you? Does the matter between the elders... have something to do with you?"
"Before my uncle passed away... there was already an involvement between my parents... My uncle died of vomiting blood on the day of my parents' wedding... My cousin felt very uncomfortable at that time..."
Ji Mici sighed and said, "Yan Ye, so it is because of these elders' affairs... that you feel so inferior and don't feel worthy of me?"
"Yes... I'm even wondering, did your cousin check out the privacy of the Li family before he would cancel your marriage with me..."
"Then why did you stand up suddenly now?"
"Because I... don't want to lose you."
Ji Nianci smiled while holding tears in his eyes, "Li Yanye... You really love to think randomly, my cousin... probably doesn't know these."
"But if I want to continue to be with you, I should make it clear to him, otherwise... I'm afraid this will be a time bomb."
Ji Mianci shook his head and said, "If my cousin doesn't like someone... that person is innocent and has no use... But if my cousin likes someone, that person is corrupt and the son of a murderer... he can even like him.
So the things you worry about... don't exist at all.
My cousin broke the engagement for me, but he was so angry that my aunt borrowed 10 billion from the Li family for my marriage... He felt wronged me,
So I wanted to untie the shackles of marriage and return the money to the Li family... I just wanted us to be free and have a love relationship without any shackles... I didn't expect that his actions made you think so much."
"Then what you mean is...I don't need to tell your cousin this?"
"Why should you tear your heart apart and show it to others?"
"I... will always be responsible for you."
Ji Mianci shook his head again and said, "I don't care about those... Since I was a child, the Ji family has trained me for marriage... I was very scared about marriage, but I had already made psychological preparations.
As the daughter of the Ji family, I enjoy everything in the Ji family... that is the fate that Aunt Yunshu can't escape. How could I escape?
But my first attempt to marry was when my aunt arranged it to you... I realized that marriage didn't seem to be very scary.
You are very good... The Li family is also very nice to me and respect me very much... Every time I go to the Li family, I am very happy... I even think it will be very good to live there in the future...
But I only discovered the first time today... I felt that marriage was not very scary, it was with you... facing others, I was still full of fear of the future."
Li Yanye directly had red eyes and hugged her in his arms, the kind that hugged her very tightly.
"It's my fault... I've been wronged for you for a while, and I will never again... Memorial Ci, you are really good, very good... I won't want to lose you in this life."
It's so good that it's like the light that illuminates the heart.
The girl in her arms is so kind.
He was so kind that he felt ashamed of himself.
Even, I still feel that I can't deserve her, but I don't want to lose her... Only by treating her well in the future can I be very good.
"Li Yanye... is too tight, I can't breathe."
"Feel sorry……"
Li Yanye let go of her.
"You...you still want to go to my house and meet my parents? Today is the weekend... all the family is at home, and my mother is still waiting for me to go back to report on the blind date..."
Li Yan also said with a serious expression: "Then... we must go."
"Puff...my mom will be shocked."
"That's all an offense... Memorial Ci... Let's be fine in the future. If you want to fall in love, I will fall in love with you. If you want to get married... I can marry you at any time... I will do everything to give you the best."
Memorial Ci couldn't help but say, "Okay..."
The satisfaction in my heart was so full of excitement.
Really, I am very grateful to Su Nuannuan.
If it weren't for her... I would have really been like this in my life.
After meeting a man like Jiang Hongqing... after being squeezed out his value, he may be able to be lonely for a lifetime in a loveless marriage.
Just like Aunt Yunshu... I'm not happy, right?
Chapter completed!