Chapter 1230 [everyone has shortcomings] (below)
Zhang Yang said: "He has helped me a lot. I originally asked him to come out tonight to help me. Liu Danchen was missing. I wanted him to help me find him. If I hadn't asked him out, maybe this wouldn't have happened. Old Xing was alive..." Zhang Yang said this, guilt and regret made his eyes hot.
Chen Xue said softly: "You blame yourself for all the responsibilities, so you feel so uncomfortable."
Zhang Yang said: "I am probably an ominous person, and friends who are close to me will suffer bad luck..."
Chen Xue said: "Even if they don't know you, even if they are not friends with you, what should happen will happen after all. I am not trying to help you shirk responsibility. I just feel that it is better to do something for these friends who have suffered misfortune."
Zhang Yang raised his head: "I don't know, I still don't know who planned all this behind the scenes!"
Chen Xue said: "There is no absolute secret in this world. As long as it is a conspiracy, it will always be exposed to the light of the sky, it's just a matter of time."
Zhang Yang didn't say anything, raised his head and looked at the bright moon in the sky, with a sad and confused expression. The moon at this time was no different from the Sui Dynasty, but everything around him had changed drastically. He just came to this era, because he saw Li Changyu's envy of the mighty and powerful spirit, he had the idea of stepping into the officialdom. For him, rebirth also means that his life can be pushed back and started again, and he can live a different wonderful life that is different from his previous life. He yearns for the kind of awakening the world and lying drunk on the beautiful knees.
Life. However, when he really set foot in the officialdom, he realized that the officialdom was not as majestic as he imagined. Behind the superficial scenery was actually the same intrigue as in the previous life. It is difficult for people to find true friendship in it. Most of them either you use me or I use you. The longer you stay in the officialdom, the higher your position, the deeper your understanding of the sinister human nature. Therefore, although Zhang Daren has now been promoted to the Secretary of the Binhai Municipal Party Committee and the Standing Committee of the Beigang Municipal City, his heart has become increasingly unhappy.
"My life shouldn't be like this!" Zhang Daren sighed.
Chen Xue asked back: "Then what do you think your life should be like?"
Zhang Daguan said: "I am unruly by nature. I am liberal and casual and don't like being controlled by others, so I chose to be an official."
Chen Xue sighed and said, "You can't change the problem of gigging on your face."
"Do I have it?"
Chen Xue nodded, and her beautiful eyes also looked at the bright moon in the night sky, as if she had remembered something, and her eyes suddenly became empty and confused.
Zhang Yang turned his face. Looking at Chen Xue's beautiful silhouette in the moonlight, he whispered: "I always think you are the one who knows me the most."
Chen Xue said: "Why do you have such a strange idea? Is it because I happened to know many of your secrets?"
"I say some things, and others will only regard them as jokes, and only you will believe them."
"What do you believe? I believe you are an unearthed monster that traveled through the Sui Dynasty?" Chen Xue never looked at Zhang Yang's gaze when she spoke.
Zhang Yang smiled and said, "Actually, we two are the same in this regard. Although you look more attractive than me, you are also a monster."
Chen Xue said: "Maybe it was because of your influence.
Zhang Daguanren said: "It is something I can't ask for to be able to dye you black."
Chen Xue has become accustomed to his harassing way of speaking. The best way to ignore this guy's indulgence is to ignore it. Chen Xue changed the topic and said, "I would rather listen to you talk about life than these boring topics."
Zhang Daguanren couldn't help laughing: "I found myself in a misunderstanding. If I could have a chance, I wouldn't choose to be an official."
Chen Xue said softly, looking at Zhang Yang as if she had met again: "It's hard to believe that such words will come out of your mouth."
Zhang Yang said: "Actually, my realm is much higher than you think."
Chen Xue said: "But I feel that some people are disheartened just after they are disheartened when they are touched in reality."
Zhang Yang laughed and said, "I'm not so miserable yet, am I just a little tired." After a pause, he said, "I'm tired from the bottom of my heart. I'm determined to live happily. I don't want to be too restricted. In the eyes of others, I'm already the secretary of the Binhai Municipal Party Committee, and it can be considered a success in the career of the government, but if I think about it carefully, I seem to be happier now as the acting director of the family planning office in Heishan Township."
Chen Xue said: "Your temperament is not suitable for the officialdom."
Chen Xue is definitely not the first person to say this, but Zhang Daguanren can hear her words the most. Zhang Yang whispered: "I encountered some trouble. Liu Danchen suddenly disappeared. Fu Haichao seized this matter and made a big fuss. He would probably put the blame on me for this matter. Because of this matter, I went to ask for help from an old friend of Guoan. However, when we met and broke up, the car he was riding in exploded."
Although Chen Xue did not witness the scene of Xing Chaohui being bombed and killed with her own eyes, she couldn't help but feel frightened when she heard Zhang Yang's retelling. If Zhang Yang got on that car, then it would probably not be Xing Chaohui who was bombed to death.
Zhang Yang said: "Yes, I almost got into that car. I regret it. If I hadn't asked Lao Xing to come out, maybe this wouldn't have happened to him..." Speaking of this, Zhang Yang's voice couldn't help but choke. In his mind, Xing Chaohui was a kind teacher and a trustworthy friend. Unexpectedly, Xing Chaohui escaped Zhang Bijun's claws, but ultimately failed to escape the death robbery. If he knew in advance that such a thing would happen, Zhang Yang would never have asked him to meet.
Chen Xue could understand the pain in his heart from his flamboyant expression, stretched out her hand, patted the back of his hand gently, and said softly: "There is a certainty in the life and death of a person. Just as you told me, you have traveled from the Sui Dynasty to the present. Since God can make such arrangements, I believe that this will be the case for others. Your friend may have been sent to another time and space, but we can't see him anymore, which may not necessarily represent the end of his world."
Zhang Yang knew that Chen Xue was comforting him, so he forced a smile.
Chen Xue said: "Your greatest advantage is that you become more and more courageous. Since I met you, you have never bowed to anyone, nor have you ever been afraid of anything. Since someone hurts your friend, find him out and end this grudge. Only in this way can you let go of all the burdens in your heart, leave freely, do what you are willing to do, and enjoy your life."
Zhang Yang looked at Chen Xueming's eyes and felt warm in his heart. Chen Xue really understood his thoughts. He suddenly said, "When I leave everything, will you follow me?"
Chen Xue raised her head and looked back at the night sky. The bright moon in the sky hid in the clouds at some point. Chen Xue said softly: "You are in this world, and I am in this world too..."
Zhang Daguanren looked at her beautiful face and couldn't help but become a little confused.
Xue Shilun met Geng Zhichao from Guoan in his office on Chang'an Street. He didn't know why the other party came to find him. Could it be that some of his actions had attracted the attention of Guoan? Xue Shilun thought about it carefully and only Zhang Bijun's affairs could make the other party interested in him. Xue Shilun was full of vigilance and defense towards Geng Zhichao, but he did not show any trace of it on the surface and enthusiastically invited Geng Zhichao to sit down.
After Geng Zhichao sat down, he said bluntly: "Mr. Xue, I came here today to learn something."
Xue Shilun smiled and said, "Mr. Geng is looking for me for national security? Although I don't know what I can help you, as long as it is related to national interests, I will definitely help you with all my strength."
Geng Zhichao's face did not have much smile. He looked directly at Xue Shilun's eyes. This was his professional habit. He liked to understand his inner changes through his eyes. However, in Xue Shilun, he could not see anything. Xue Shilun's eyes were as calm as the ancient well, and there was no change in peace. Geng Zhiqiao had no contact with Xue Shilun. His impression of him was that this person must be extremely strong in his psychological quality. Geng Zhichao showed a photo to Xue Shilun and said, "Mr. Xue must be familiar with this person?"
Xue Shilun took the photo and took a look. This was a photo of Guoan Xing Chaohui. Xue Shilun looked at it for a while, shook his head and said, "I don't know!" He didn't tell the truth, but it was not all lies. He knew that the person in the photo was Xing Chaohui, but he had never had any dealings with Xing Chaohui, so he could be considered not knowing him.
Geng Zhichao closed the photo and said, "He is Director Xing of our National Security Bureau No. 5. He was killed by bombing at the gate of the Laodongmen hot pot restaurant last night."
Xue Shilun frowned. He didn't know the news of Xing Chaohui's death. Now he understood Geng Zhichao's purpose. Guoan obviously suspected that this matter was related to him. Xue Shilun began to think about the reason why they suspected this way should be because of Zhang Bijun. From this incident, it can be inferred that Guoan was already investigating the relationship between him and Zhang Bijun, and might even have mastered something.
Xue Shilun said calmly: "Mr. Geng, I deeply regret the death of Director Xing, but I really don't understand. For what purpose do you come to me and tell me about this? Director Xing and I can be said to have never met each other. Do you suspect that I have something to do with his death?"
Geng Zhichao said: "Mr. Xue should know Zhang Bijun, right?"
As expected by Xue Shilun, the matter finally returned to Zhang Bijun.
Chapter completed!