.Chapter 99: Living is courage

(To be honest, I was a little jealous when I wrote this chapter. I don’t know why I wrote about Sister Huahua. Maybe I just hope that those who have been bitter or are still bitter can live well. Death is not terrible. What is scary is not having the courage to live.

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It was past nine o'clock in the morning and a group of people were still sleeping soundly, until Sister Huahua kicked open the doors of all the rooms and shouted, "I'll make breakfast for you early in the morning and take good care of you, you guys"

A group of animals with sexually transmitted diseases didn't even bother to tell me what time it was, and they didn't let me get up. They were just trying to get mad at me, right? Only then did Li Sansheng realize that when they are pure, they are like mimosa, and when they are coquettish, they are like wild roses.

Sister Huahua also has such a tough side. Now I finally know why these people treat Sister Huahua like ice and fire.

Last night, a group of people sneaked back from the place that Brother Quan had taken care of in the wilderness at around two o'clock in the morning. They sneaked into the village just like the devils entering the village. They didn't want to shoot. They were as embarrassed as they wanted. There were seven or eight men.

, Ah Shang, Brother Quan, Erlong and Qiangzi squeezed into Ah Shang's Volkswagen Santana, which had better performance but was a pain in the ass and leaked air everywhere. You must know that winter has almost begun in Yulin. Originally,

There is a big difference in temperature between day and night. In addition, it is early winter and the temperature has already reached below zero at night. No matter how strong a group of people are, they cannot stay like this for a long time. They can only squeeze into the car to keep themselves warm. That is a bitter experience.

, the remaining brothers crowded into the broken van that Brother Quan drove, tut tut, tut tut, just wondering why Brother Quan didn’t drive his Land Rover. I heard Erlong said that Brother Quan has two Land Rovers and a BMW with more fuel.

750. From this, it seems that Brother Quan is still doing pretty well in Yulin, northern Shaanxi. He has a Land Rover and a BMW. But after all, he has accomplished a lot in Yulin, northern Shaanxi over the years. Those coal bosses have arrived.

In Xi'an, everyone needs the protection of the big thieves on Guanzhong Road, otherwise they will always be tricked without knowing it. Brother Quan naturally became a pimp in the middle, and Uncle De made a lot of money accordingly.

We returned to the bathing center at around two o'clock. The group of people, who were already extremely cold and had not eaten, drank or washed, were so sleepy that they went back to sleep. Until they were beaten by the great and tough Huahua before they even woke up.

I woke up after being kicked, okay, if you have the ability, don’t sleep. Sister Huahua dares to stuff your crotch with ice cubes that have been frozen in the refrigerator for a long time, okay, you ran away, Sister Huahua’s exact words were

, I’ve had enough fucking life for a long time. If you are a man, kill me, otherwise you will have to be bullied and exploited by me.

Tsk tsk tsk, who dares to kill Sister Huahua who dares to challenge Lin Chiling even though she wears a little makeup? Otherwise, a group of people will go drinking the Japanese style. Where can a group of people go to find a beautiful lady? Sister Huahua is a great logistics minister.

Li Sansheng didn't have the habit of sleeping in. He got up early at around six o'clock. It was not very bright at this time. He practiced Tai Chi and Push Hands alone in the basement and stood for a while. He always felt that his body was not as good as before.

Once you've become proficient, it's like a machine. If you don't use it for a long time, one or another situation will occur. Now that you are risking your life with Erlong, you have to let your body become completely proficient, otherwise something will happen when you run away to save your life.

After struggling for two hours, I started toiling on the fitness equipment again, practicing basic skills and restoring the body's basic physical response.

In the past, Qinling College had a large and advanced gymnasium with everything you need. The most important thing was a yoga practice room. Qinling College did not have the habit of self-study in the evenings. The first, second, and third grade students were all in it. They were free to move around in the evening.

At that time, everything inside and outside the school was basically available. Nonsense, this amount of money donated by the parents of all the students in the school alone amounted to hundreds of millions a year, plus the admission fees of the school students and so on.

A huge amount of money, and how could such a truly aristocratic college lose face in terms of infrastructure.

You need to apply for a membership card to go to the gym. You can't get in without a membership card. The membership card for one semester is only 6,666. This is really a fucking cheat. Who said that there is only one store and no other branches?

, whether you want to go or not, every afternoon, the school gym is always full. If you go late, there will be no seats. The beautiful girls in the yoga room next to it are doing things that are confusing and painful, and you can only do it.

Li Sansheng couldn't bear the endless lustful actions. At that time, Li Sansheng couldn't bear the group of people who pestered him every afternoon to get a membership and dragged him there, so he could only follow him. Heizi was a serious person.

Those who abuse those fitness equipment, Wang Zi and he are at least good at making soy sauce. The two bastards Dada and Frog went there just to watch the girls next to them doing seductive moves in the yoga room. Among them were Xinxin and

Yu'er and Da Ya were too lazy to come, and they couldn't come no matter how hard they tried, so they calmed down later on.

Gradually, it became a habit for a group of people to go to the gym every afternoon. Although this habit only lasted for less than a year, Li Sansheng was still relatively familiar with these fitness equipment. After playing with the fitness equipment for about half an hour, he saw Sister Huahua coming down.

, Sister Huahua still walked down on the enchanting cat steps that made people hurt. After she saw Li Sansheng training alone in the basement, she said with a smile, "My little brother is so diligent."

Li Sansheng said with a smile, "My wife is not married, my children are not born, and the earth is not saved. I just don't want to die too early. For Li Sansheng, who knows the bitter history of Sister Huahua, I don't have the slightest contempt or contempt, just to make him

If his parents didn't die early, they could let his younger brother continue to go to school and live a humiliating life. Now Sister Huahua and Li Sansheng respect them more. Little people, they can live a life of survival, but they have to die standing.

Sister Huahua said jokingly with a smile. She didn't expect her little brother to know humor. But with that smile, her face that looked smooth just now turned into a moon in an instant. She ignored it at all and only wanted to tease Li Sansheng.

Li Sansheng turned on the screen, ignored Sister Huahua's teasing, and asked with a smile, Sister Huahua, why don't you stop sleeping and get up so early.

Sister Huahua rolled her eyes and said disdainfully, "I'll sleep. I'll sleep with you guys. Who can take care of you guys?" Li Sansheng said helplessly, "It's not the people below." Sister Huahua waved her hand indifferently, "Who are those people?"

Don't worry, not to mention that you guys are gangsters, so being cautious is more important than anything else. I'll just sleep less and keep an eye on them.

Sister Huahua's voice was very calm, without the slightest grievance or displeasure. It seemed that these things were just her responsibility. Li Sansheng wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say. After all, what is Sister Huahua's world like?

He doesn't understand coquettishness, and neither does anyone else. Only Sister Huahua understands it.

Picking up a towel and wiping off the sweat, he sat on the sofa next to him and drank some water. He looked at Sister Huahua, who was already quite a bit older, and asked casually, "Sister Huahua, I see you are not young anymore, and you have never thought about finding a man."

Married.

Hahahaha, Li Sansheng did not expect Sister Huahua to burst out laughing. She ignored Li Sansheng's similar look. She seemed to have heard a big joke. He looked at Li Sansheng and shook his head and said, "Little brother, are you kidding your sister?"

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Li Sansheng shook his head and said, no, he knew that Sister Huahua thought of somewhere else.

I, a shabby woman who has been ridden by countless men, still dare to ask for a man. Even if any man is crazy and wants me, I still have some sense of shame and will not ruin others. I came out of Mizhi County and have lived until now. I think I have a clear conscience in this life.

, I have never stolen or robbed a penny, and I have used my hard-earned money to send home. Even if others call me a bitch, scold a broken shoe, or scold a prostitute, what will happen if God is not blind?

Eyes, which woman is willing to do such a thing? Sister Huahua may have been hurt by Li Sansheng's words. In this life, which woman does not want to have a warm and happy home, and which woman does not want to have a man who loves her.

I wonder how many women in this world are unwilling, but this society is cruel, and Sister Huahua is tragic. This is also the deepest wound in her heart. It hurts so much that she can't say it out loud. She can only use a mask to cover herself every day, so that

To be able to continue to live.

"Sister Huahua, I'm sorry," Li Sansheng said helplessly. He only blamed himself for finding trouble and not opening the pot.

It’s okay, so I just laughed at myself. Being sad about spring and autumn and blaming others is what those literati and poets do. I, a prostitute at the lowest level, can’t do it. Sister Huahua laughed at herself, and Li Sansheng didn’t say anything.

I have thought about death many times before, but every time I think about the old people at home who had a hard time giving birth to me, raising me, and sending me to school, and my brother who has not grown up and is not sensible yet, I know that I cannot die.

, dying is escaping, living is courage, so I told myself, Wang Xiaohua, Wang Xiaohua, you can’t fucking die, you are dead, I gave birth to you and raised you to provide for you, the pair who have been tortured by fate all their lives.

Your parents have to die, and your younger brother, who is not yet sensible and has not grown up, has to continue to live a low-class life, so you have to live. Whenever I see those men who come and go in my body, I laugh at them

, I don’t know how dirty the money you earn is, but at least my money is clean. Haha, you know, only when I go to the post office to send money to my family and count the pieces of Mao Zedong, I can feel it.

The motivation and meaning of her own life. Sister Huahua opened the conversation all of a sudden, as if the grievances she had suffered for so many years were finally like a flood that had opened up, out of control. She picked up the water that Li Sansheng drank and took a sip without minding it at all.

Hearing these words, Li Sansheng was shocked. He didn't know what kind of suffering Sister Huahua had suffered, how much bitterness she had, but the words "death is nothing, living is courage" shocked him greatly. No matter how humble a little person is, there are times when he is great.

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Later I didn’t want to die, because this life was no longer mine, it was the one who saved me, sent money to my family, made my parents happy, and allowed my brother to go to school as a man, so I still couldn’t die, except for him.

I'm dead, Sister Huahua sighed, relieved, and said with a dazed look in her eyes.

Li Sansheng knew that this man was Brother Quan, and the man that Sister Huahua never flirted with was Brother Quan. He just wanted to have a good time drinking with Brother Quan next time. Such a man is a real man.

I have never gone back since I came out of that village. I dare not. My parents never knew what I was doing outside. I have always said for so many years that I was too busy and had no time to go back. I know they miss me very much, and so do I.

I miss them, but I am afraid that if they find out, I will be embarrassed, that my parents will be laughed at by the villagers, and that they will be mad at me, so I dare not go back. I just hope that I can go back after I die and be buried there.

There are many elm trees and many sunflowers in the small village. I have no regrets in this life. Although I have never been glorious, I have been humble and humble all my life. As she talked, Sister Huahua seemed to think of the village with many elm trees. She thought of the kind of village with many elm trees.

Sunflower's village reminds her of her home, her parents and her younger brother.

Yes, it's the same sentence. If you can be happy and comfortable in this life, who would want to be homeless, who would want to have a home and not be able to return, who would want to die in a foreign land, no, no one is willing, but this society has never been fair.

Okay, let’s not talk anymore. It’s time to get those animals up for dinner. You go ahead and do your work. Maybe it’s because you feel that you have been emotional for some reason today. After saying so many words, you don’t want to talk any more. Sister Huahua smiled bitterly and shook her head.

Standing up and saying, Li Sansheng nodded.
Chapter completed!