Chapter 70 History
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(This chapter is dedicated to all the children who firmly believe in love. You are great. Stick to what you insist on. Red tickets are awesome)
In Li Sansheng's world, he never knew what love was. Love was always a very luxurious thing for children from poor families. Either he couldn't afford it or others looked down upon him. Li Sansheng grew up like this.
Since childhood, when he was young, he didn't belong to himself at all, more like what the old man said, he belonged to the Li family. When he was in junior high school, he was still very short, not as tall as he is now over 1.8 meters tall, and not very handsome.
, he wears clothes that are not fashionable, and studies at a mid-range level without being fashionable. Although he has the capital, every time he takes the test, he always does a little worse than his deskmate. No matter who sits at the same table with him, he will naturally not be like those in junior high school.
The Prince Charming fantasized about by girls when they read Sprout and other novels about adolescent poison. He is probably not even a coachman, but at best a white horse or a carriage. In other words, he and other children of the same age do not belong to the same world at all.
, he was definitely not the most good student in junior high school, but he was always the one who got into fights and made troubles. Every time the school held a criticism meeting, the man who had worked so hard in the position of director of the teaching department for five whole years still had no movement.
A man will always say something that all teachers and students in the school can memorize. In order to strictly enforce school discipline, correct the school spirit, and educate himself, Li Yuzhi will be given some kind of punishment, either suspension from school for self-reflection or probation, although every time
The trouble was not for him, but for some friends or classmates who always betrayed him at the last moment under the power of teachers and leaders. But Li Sansheng never felt anything, as if the world had forgotten him, and he and those children did not belong.
A world where every time there was a criticism meeting, the dean with a slicked back hair would read out punishments cheerfully, and he would laugh even more heartlessly from behind, and then all the students in the school would point and laugh at him.
, At that time, only Huahua, who was standing outside the school wall, holding hands in the crowd, and Lao Meng, who was also smiling heartlessly, knew that even though he was deep in the crowd, he was still so lonely and lonely, so
At that time, puppy love, which was like a scourge in the eyes of teachers, parents and classmates, had nothing to do with him. When he stood on the stage and laughed, he foolishly believed that the one who attended the best high school in the county would always talk about the future.
The girl who became his wife was waiting for him, although later he realized that it was not love, but just family affection at most.
When Huahua died and the little girl standing under the old locust tree walked out of the small county town, even Erlong and Lao Meng who had been following him walked out of the small village and the small county town, he was the last to leave quietly.
After leaving the place where he had lived for more than ten years, he was reluctant to let go of many things. He was reluctant to let the kind-hearted Huahua stay alone in the small town, staying next to the small train station, watching groups of villagers walking out of the small town.
He came back gloriously, but remembered that he never came back. He couldn't bear to part with the old man who always drank, smoked, played the erhu and shouted Qin opera under the old locust tree. He had hated him countless times, and then suddenly woke up one day and knew that it was not him.
He owed it to himself, but he owed it to his old man.
So, he went out and came to Da Xi'an and Qinling College.
Maybe the first girl he fell in love with was the girl he met at Qinling College in high school who was two grades older than him. But where is Qinling College? It was a gathering place for dandies. It was not for the poor.
As for children, although he is an exception and is a monster-like existence, not everyone will be like the idiots like Kuroko Yu'er who don't care about their identity and background. They only know whether they can play together and whether they can be together with themselves.
, most of the remaining children don’t think highly of him, an alien in shabby clothes. Obviously, the proud girl who grew up in such an environment will naturally not think highly of him, even though he is knowledgeable, even though he is versatile, even though
He made a big splash there in the end and she didn't see it, but in the face of the cruel and somewhat vivid reality, he was just a scumbag, and no one could take him seriously.
Every man has ambition, and he also has it. Although his ambition is suppressed by the old man, it still shows a little bit, so he naturally wants to have the best and most beautiful thing, what is his heart. When he was a freshman in high school, he
He has been able to take most of the university courses, and can study stock market trends and financial laws by himself, so the high school stuff is just rubbish to him. He doesn't care, even in Qinling College, there are many perverted monsters.
, but still not on the same level as him, and then he naturally met that arrogant girl. At that time, the process seemed as brilliant as fireworks, but the result was indeed so terrible. He used his own methods to continuously improve
This girl's grades helped him intentionally or unintentionally in her own way. For her, he would rather skip classes secretly. Even the group of die-hard buddies he was not familiar with would not know that he was just for her.
, not wanting others to look down on her, he did something that was wrong in the way he thought was right.
Then the final result was very natural. When the woman with the title of goddess at Qinling College got her wish and passed the Tsinghua University she had always wanted to get into with very high scores, he was so happy that he could not sleep for a while, thinking that he had finally
It can be considered a success. For a time, he thought they would be together in the future. Then after she finished the college entrance examination, he didn't see her or call her. He fell into panic for a time. Although the old man taught him a lot since he was a child, what is calmness?
, what kind of self-confidence, what kind of bullshit, everything is a scumbag in front of love, because he is just a child who has just started to move, he is not a god or saint who has no desires or desires.
Finally, when she got the admission notice and happily returned to Qinling College to cheer for the next class of junior students, he finally saw her. Under the sunset, she was still so charming and beautiful in her dress.
Even though he was still so silly, he still scratched his head nervously when he saw her, and she still looked so pretty when she smiled.
He said "congratulations"
She said "thank you"
As soon as she opened her mouth, he knew that the game was over, that she had taken advantage of him, and that he foolishly believed in something he shouldn't have, and was disappointed as he should have been.
During the summer vacation, he already knew that it was impossible between them, but he still believed in love like many children, because he had never experienced it, and the old man had not taught him anything. He had to explore everything by himself, but when this matter really
When it came, it would be a lie to say it didn't hurt. When he turned to leave, he was instantly drained of all his strength by this world, as if the world had abandoned him again. Under the sunset, his shadow was so long and his back was so
So lonely, so lonely.
Seeing him turn around and leave without saying a word, she suddenly felt powerless, and then shouted loudly in his favorite voice before, "We are not from the same world." However, after she finished speaking, she suddenly
I feel like I just passed something by.
He said to himself, Oh, we are not from the same world. The Buddha said that it took five hundred years of looking back in the previous life to meet each other in this life. So how long did it take for him and her to look back at each other for so long, or
Encountered by chance.
After he turned around, he wanted to take another look at her, but he didn't have the courage. Suddenly, he felt a pain that penetrated his heart. He couldn't express it, but it was so painful. But in the end, he sighed in his heart that he was lucky to have such a little girl.
Now the girl who has grown up is waiting for him, waiting to be his wife.
She went to Tsinghua University, where she had always wanted to go, and he continued to live the life he deserved at Qinling College, a gathering place for dandy kids. Then one day, news suddenly came telling him that the only glimmer of hope he had left was shattered.
, he suddenly felt how ruthless this world was, as if he should not be in this world, and this world did not belong to him.
The girl's death taught him another unforgettable lesson, and reality slapped him loudly. His world turned black and white, and he continued to live the life he should have lived at Qinling College, and then
One day he suddenly became famous and left his story and glory in Qinling College.
When he no longer believed in love, God played another joke on him. On the way to college, he happened to meet a girl. This time his heartbeat was even stronger. He had never been so strong before. He was only nervous.
He used to turn the rosary beads to divert his attention, and once he took one look at her, he didn't dare to look at her again.
As soon as she appeared, he knew it was him. Without any reason, he firmly believed that it was her. However, a sudden burst of cold water for no reason drowned him out. What she said, we do not belong to the same world.
Then he smiled bitterly and shook his head.
When I got to school, I don't know if it was because of his character explosion or because his ancestors showed up. There was a girl who was so beautiful and from a different world from him. She fell in love with him unscrupulously, and even if she refused, she still insisted on what she thought was right.
She insisted on what she should insist on, once, twice, three times.
Finally, one day, this persistent girl taught him one thing, that is, when you meet someone you like, take action, even if the world doesn't agree, even if everyone is against it.
As the girl said, maybe he will regret it in the future, but there is absolutely no regret, so he said sorry to the girl in his heart
He is a person who pursues perfection, so in order not to leave any regrets, he decided to pursue the girl who made his heart beat. Even if they are not from the same world, even if there is a possibility of rejection, even if the final result is still the same as before.
He was severely hurt once, but he could regret it, but he had no regrets, because he no longer had the girl who had been waiting for him stupidly to be his wife, and he had to fight for it for himself.
When they met by chance at Jiaotong University and had an intersection, he decided everything. No matter what the final result would be, let him go crazy just once. He had been suppressed for twenty years and it was time for him to go crazy again.
He said to himself in his heart, Liu Yiran, even if there is no result, even if you hurt me, I, Li Sansheng, will never regret it.
Chapter completed!