Chapter 136 Feifei, come on!
?
I have never experienced it, and I will never truly understand what kind of life he experienced when he wandered alone at the age of four to ten, and what kind of worldly conditions he felt when he was wandering alone. The once complete and peaceful home is gone, and the kind mother and hardworking father who always protects his brother left him in one day... At that time, he was only four years old, lost everything, and had no home or relatives again. At the age of four, he had to live alone.
In order to survive, he searched for food in the disgusting garbage pile, snatched food from the mouth of a wild dog, chasing it, and beaten it... He let the dog bite, ate it, ate it, and ate it, and unimaginable things that ordinary people dare not imagine, and the sufferings he suffered were unimaginable, and he was dying due to cold and hunger... But no matter how hard he was, he never begs. He had to use his own hands to make himself survive, not steal, not rob, and never bow down. This is the arrogance he had deeply planted in his bones since he was a child.
Until later, a strange and powerful force emerged in his body. He no longer got sick or was no longer afraid of the cold... And the end of his wandering was to meet her... that huge turning point in his life. At that time, he had a new home, a new relative, and saw new expectations and future...
Those memories that will never come back will be engraved in the deepest part of the heart and soul, and will never be forgotten. Until now, he has never known who should blame for all the things he has encountered... He has always known that it is the world and fate that abandoned him. If it weren't for him being different from ordinary people and having tenacity and perseverance far beyond his peers, a child who is only four years old and has nothing to die in an unknown corner. From meeting her to being with her, he has already swore in his heart... He would rather let the world down than let the world down. Whoever provokes him and tries to take away what belongs to him, he will let him know what regret is...
Perhaps, this is the way to vent his resentment towards this world that he has accumulated since he was four years old... Or perhaps, after having her in his own world, he can no longer bear the loss, so he turned into a hedgehog that no one can touch...
But three years ago, he still lost her...
Looking at his eyes that suddenly became lonely and confused, Su Feifei's heart felt as if it was stabbed by something sharp. He didn't need his answer, Su Feifei had confirmed... If it weren't for being abandoned by the world, if it weren't for being deeply hurt, how could he become like today... so ruthless and terrible.
She shook her head and chuckled and said, "No, don't you know, girls like you the most, because they will always feel safe when they are with such a boy. Didn't you see that when you came out just now, those waiters were always looking at you... I'm afraid that as long as you say a word, they will be obedient..."
"Including you too?" Ye Tianxie curled his mouth and glanced at her hands that were wrapped around his arms with his eyes.
Su Feifei paused for a moment, then her slender eyebrows hopped slightly, and she said with her red lips: "You are just a bodyguard that I hired for 300 million yuan."
Ye Tianxie shook his head and smiled: "Is that so happy to be your bodyguard. The hostess will also cook, wash and clean the bodyguards themselves... When you go out with the bodyguards, you will claim that they are your boyfriend?"
Su Feifei turned her head to hide her expression and said coquettishly: "What I want to do is my freedom, I have to take care of you!"
Ye Tianxie let out a sigh of secretly, looking ahead, and said lightly: "Feifei, remember... Although I am not your bodyguard, I am just a person who protects you. With everything you have, you will have a future that makes all girls envious and jealous... And I, I already have someone I like, unforgettable. Even if she is not by my side now, I will think of her every minute and every second. If she never comes back, I will always stay in that place that belongs to me and her, and wait for her to come back. Smart girls will not choose me, because it will only be a moth going to the fire, with scarred endings."
Su Feifei: "…"
What does heartache feel like?
When her mother passed away, she cried for countless days when she was young. Every time she cried to the point of exhaustion and almost unconscious. She would never forget the sadness and pain at that time. Even if she thinks about it now, she still tastes a faint sadness in her memories.
In this life, she only suffered so much for her mother.
But now... what is the pain in my heart like a needle? Why did I suddenly feel in pain... I don’t know how to breathe.
Is that girl who lives in that room?
Thinking of his reaction that scared her at that time, the once extremely dirty home, but the room was spotless. He must have cared about that room as carefully as a thin and fragile glass... His feelings for that girl must have been very deep.
What kind of girl is that made him so depressed... He can no longer tolerate others in his heart.
Su Feifei looked at the side with her head turned away, preventing him from seeing her eyes covered with mist in an instant. The traffic and traffic had become blurred in sight. She still held his arms and did not let go, and she leaned against him like a lover, walking forward step by step.
After a long time of silence between the two, Su Feifei finally turned her head and smiled: "Tianxie, in fact, you have never told me what your true identity is... A person like Li Tianpeng was willing to kneel in front of you after answering a call. You have injured so many people, and are still from the Li Group. Until now, no policeman has come to arrest you... Can you let me know more about you?"
Even though she was trying hard to hide her emotions and change the topic, Ye Tianxie still saw the crystal clearness in the corner of her eyes that she had no time to fuck. He was not a stupid person, and Su Feifei's performance these days had already made him alert. In order not to let all this continue in a dangerous direction, he could only hint her like this... They have been together for less than ten days, and even if she has a good impression of him, she should not have deep feelings for him... But why, she shed tears.
He really underestimated Su Feifei's persistence, just as Su Feifei insisted on living in his house...
"What do you want to know about me?" Ye Tianxie said with no choice but to follow her words.
"For example, who is your father? Who is your mother? Are there any other relatives? We are all such good friends. It shouldn't matter if I tell you these things? I think they must be amazing big names." Su Feifei said with a smile. Are "friends"? Why do we feel unbearable pain and depression in our hearts when we are friends.
Why did you tell me this so early, even giving me more beautiful fantasies...can't it?
"My father and mother died when I was three and a half years old. I also had an older brother... I died on the same day." Ye Tianxie said slowly without hiding it. His voice was dull and did not contain any emotional fluctuations.
Su Feifei didn't expect that this would be the answer. She shook her whole body and stopped and looked at him. After a long time, she said softly: "I... I'm sorry, I always thought I was a very pitiful person, but I didn't expect..."
"I'm not pitiful. Maybe it was, but in the future, it will never be." Ye Tianxie said with a smile.
"Okay, okay, you are not pitiful at all... I am the one who accidentally messed with you, and I, the young lady who washes you every day and cooks and cleanses your life." Sophie Fei smiled, quietly suppressed the pain in her heart, and said with a smile: "Forget it, you are a stingy guy who is mysterious all day long, even if you ask you about other things, you will definitely not say anything else. Then... tell me if you were gambled with that Li Tianpeng!"
Ye Tianxie shrugged his shoulders with an innocent expression on his face.
"Hmph, you think this young lady is a pig. The casino is originally from Li Tianpeng's house. The dealer who shakes the dice must be a master there. How could he shake the biggest 18 o'clock when he was younger? And you were so coincidentally seventeen o'clock... And, your expression at that time obviously had expected it to be like that. Tell me, how did you do it? Do you have the super powers like in the movie?" Su Feifei raised her head and stared at his eyes with an expression of being honest and never giving up.
"...If I say I did nothing, you must not believe it, right? Then even if I have superpowers, it would be better." Ye Tianxie looked helpless.
In fact, when he was gambling with Li Tianpeng, it was indeed his first time playing dice. In the first two games, he had been listening to the slight difference in the sounds of dice with different points when they fell. After the two games, he had already realized it with his amazing perception. In the final decisive game, he was just shaking the dice, not doing anything else... and changing the dealer's dice that had originally fallen together and a little upward dice was the fruit that no one could find out. And when he was shaking the dice extremely violently, he was not making a fool of himself, but deliberately making loud noises to interfere with the dealer's hearing, so as not to hear abnormalities.
Superpower... Ye Tianxie really doesn't.
Of course, the price of asking Guoguo for help is huge - three hundred lollipops and one hundred dice.
However, if Guoguo knew what the 300 million Chinese currency meant, she would definitely know that the request she made was too low.
"Hmph, it's obviously perfunctory... Let's go!"
“Where to go?”
"Of course I'm going to play. I want to play before but haven't played... I have to buy a lot of things. I can't find anything for our house as big as a house. And I'm almost finished eating the things my dad gave me last time, and I have bought a lot of ingredients, otherwise you'll just wait to starve to death."
“…”
Looking at the beautiful smiling face that suddenly became bright again, the guilt in Ye Tianxie's heart finally began to fade away. He suddenly realized that he didn't want to see her sad look at all... Inadvertently, she had become a person he cared about and began to occupy a position in his heart...
Su Feifei smiled at the corner of her mouth, and her mood was freed from the tingling and depression... So what if the heart belongs to? No matter how much he loves that girl so much, it is not her who is by his side now, but herself, isn't she? She can walk into his heart and dominate his heart, but why can't she?
Feifei, believe in yourself...it can make you so moved and so impulsively want to be together may not have any more boys in the future, so don't give up, don't be discouraged... Feifei, you can!
Only when you are with him can you feel so happy. Only when you are with him can you always feel so at ease and you don’t need to be afraid at all... Feifei, come on! Happiness needs to be achieved by yourself.
Two young men and girls, like lovers, were intimately attached together and walked side by side. In the sky, there was a white trace that cut the sky into two halves. A scorching sun was embedded on this sky mark, as if it was penetrated by the sky mark, releasing the heat to the earth without hesitation.
———
Chapter completed!