Chapter 78 Chaos
A pack of cigarettes, a bag of peanuts, and a few cans of beer. With these things, an afternoon was so easy to pass. Listening to the "hurrying" sound of the water of the Haihe River, my time seemed to fall into a static state at this moment.
I raised my head and took a big mouthful of beer, holding a cigarette in my mouth. I raised my hand and looked at the dark sky through the gap between my five fingers. It seemed that I heard an old and inappropriate voice saying in my ear: "Sanwa, get up for me and copy the "Tao Te Ching". The dog-going child murmured unconsciously?"
Ha, Master! I put down my hand, and a self-deprecating smile on my face. I knew I just seemed to hear it, not really heard it!
Yes, it is said that Sun Wukong can go through a few miles with one of the somersaults. Now my master and I are far away from each other? Or, if I become Sun Wukong, I can't see him at me again after many of the somersaults. I laughed thief once, nor could I hear his unfair voice.
I felt a little bitter inside, so I took a big mouthful of beer, and the bottle became empty. I pinched the bottle of wine and wanted to throw it into the river, but I seemed to hear Ruxue saying to me: "It looks so ugly when you throw things casually."
Well, it looks so ugly when I throw things around. I know where you are. I love you, but I endure it to not see you, not stay with you, and even dare not love you anymore.
Ruxue was in our prime at that time, but are we a little old now?
The longing I try to miss is so bitter. It is not black coffee, but a bowl of sour potion, because there is no trace of mellow fragrance in my heart, but it is just endless sourness. I know that I am a little too indulgent now, but I can't let my emotions accumulate in my heart and cannot vent.
After drinking a few cans of beer, the lights have already begun. When I was in the midst of the lights of thousands of houses, many years ago, when I went home, I envied such warm lights of thousands of houses, but now I have been wandering for almost ten years, and the warm light is still far away from me. I can still stand in this street where people come and go, as if a static origin, looking up to envy.
Destiny is really ironic.
I feel a little drunk. It is really strange that wine is hard to get drunk when you are happy, but when you are alone, you are so easy to get drunk.
Therefore, it can relieve worries, because drunkenness can relieve worries!
Walking on the road with a little floating footsteps, I received a call from Master Liu, who told me that the matter with Guan Laidi's family had been completed and he had no time to waste. If he could do this, he hoped to complete the magic that defied the will of the heavens within three days, he needed my help.
I agreed in an extremely clear tone, or in my heart, I didn't want anyone to see my embarrassment.
I hate my state very much. Even though I was clearly a man who was fragile and unreasonable in my heart, I could still clearly plan. After Master Liu’s work was completed, I would gather the remaining souls for Irene, and then the old lady’s transaction conditions were the same.
After having an obsession in my heart, I can’t indulge myself emotionally once.
I don’t know how long I have been on this road, but when I walked to the hotel where I was, the sky had changed from the lights to the dark night, and my wine had also woken up a lot. The sadness had been taken into my heart and I returned to my superficial peace.
When I was about to enter the hotel, I couldn't help but think, I didn't know if Brother Chengxin came back, was he and Shen Xing still going well? I hope it would go smoothly. If so, I can give myself a reason to be happy.
But unexpectedly, I was still thinking about this, and my phone number came to my mind. I took out the phone and subconsciously took a look at the time. At 9:17 pm, the name of the caller ID was Su Chengxin.
I smiled slightly, thinking about it, and he called him!
But this was obviously a pleasant thing, but I didn't know why, and when I answered the phone, I felt a little nervous.
The phone was connected, except for the sound of electric current, and it was quiet there. I was a little surprised that this polite brother Chengxin would not say hello first? Despite this, I still said to the other side of the phone in a relaxed tone: "Hey, Brother Chengxin, are you having a happy date? Did you call to show off?"
However, I didn't hear Brother Chengxin's "reply" as expected. I just heard a loud panting sound, as if panicking, and as if crying. Then Brother Chengxin's hoarse, tired, and even panic sound came into my ears: "Chengyi? Come to XX Hospital quickly, I'll almost collapse in one minute."
I had already walked into the hotel lobby, but when I heard Brother Chengxin's words, my steps suddenly stopped, and then my expression was calm, but I had quickly turned around and ran towards the street. I needed a taxi.
While running, I asked Brother Chengxin in a calm tone: "What happened to you?"
The gasping sounds over there were even more panicked. I swear I had never heard Brother Chengxin's voice so panicked. He has always been the gentle, elegant, calm and calm brother Chengxin. If I hadn't been so familiar with his voice, I would have thought it was someone else.
He said something to me and almost roared: "Come on, come on! It's not me, it's Shen Xing!"
My heart sank, and I thought for no reason that the smile that suddenly turned around when we came back from the ghost market that day, and that day that Shen Xing thought for no reason that the peace with despair when Shen Xing and Master Liu were talking to him!
No! I was thinking about this word in my heart, but I couldn’t show anything in front of Brother Chengxin. I didn’t ask too much or evaluate it. I only asked one question: “To be more specific to the location.”
"Floor X, Floor XX, Emergency Room. I'm there!" Brother Chengxin's mood stabilized a little.
"Okay, I'll be there later." After saying this, I hung up the phone. Almost the moment I hung up the phone, my fist hit the wall hard once to vent my inner anxiety, speculation and all kinds of negative emotions.
Such behavior scared two passers-by around, but how could I care about so many places? I almost rushed to the center of the street, stopped a taxi, and then almost said to the driver in a roaring voice, going to XX Hospital.
The driver is not a fool. Judging from my expression, I guess I have my relatives in the hospital and the car is driving very fast along the way.
I was sitting in the car and kept praying, Shen Xing must not have anything to do. I like this girl very much, just like her brothers and friends, not to mention that she has saved me!
If these are not enough, then Brother Chengxin's feelings for her are also a very heavy weight. If something happens to her like this, I can't bear this gap. The former is that they are happy together, and Shen Xing becomes my sister-in-law, my relative, and the latter. I grabbed my hair in pain, and I dare not think about it.
The car drove to the XX Building of XX Hospital in such a panic. I threw down a hundred yuan and didn't even want to make a change, so I rushed towards the XX floor.
But when I reached the stairs, I took a deep breath. I couldn't be like this. I had to keep the necessary calm in front of Brother Chengxin, so I slowed down and walked towards the emergency room as gently as possible.
In the corridor, I saw Brother Chengxin, leaning against the wall, stretching his legs, staring at the ceiling with an expressionless face. My heart sank again. As this looks, Shen Xing?
But I held back, I walked over and sat down next to Brother Chengxin. Without any extra words, I just patted his shoulder.
Brother Chengxin turned his head to look at me. His hair was a little messy at this moment. He probably was in pain. He grabbed it a few times, and pulled a few buttons of his shirt that had always been neat and clean, and he looked a little wrinkled.
His eyes stared at me with almost no focus, and then said: "Shen Xing took sleeping pills, and it seemed like a lot of sleeping pills."
I suddenly became angry. I bit my lower lip, which hurt, but my tone was calm: "It's okay, I can have stomach washing. How can she take sleeping pills when you are together?"
"I don't know!" Brother Chengxin wiped his face exhausted, then his fingers fell into his hair. He said, "I am also a doctor, and I am still a good doctor to save my life, but I don't have any tools at all. I dare not use taboo things. Chengyi, am I too cowardly?"
Brother Chengxin didn't answer my question at all, but asked me something inexplicable.
What is a taboo thing? It is useless to use the transfer technique, because it only reduces the disease and cannot prolong life! Maybe if a golden needle is in hand, Brother Chengxin will be better, but the golden needle is useless, because it can instantly stimulate people's life potential, but it is not life-saving.
I took a deep breath, and couldn't explain the truth to Brother Chengxin at this time. I just said: "You are not very cowardly, it is right to send it to the hospital."
Chapter completed!