Did I wake up? I didn’t want to wake up, but the warmth came from my palms, reminding me that just like in the dream, there was a pair of hands holding my hands in reality. It was not her who woke me up, but her

The warmth in the palm of my hand reminds me that there are still people who are so worried about me in reality.

Her voice was so familiar. If she woke me up like this, the gap between dream and reality would not make me so uncomfortable.

But why did she, Ruxue, come here?

I slowly opened my eyes and felt a soft handkerchief on my face, gently wiping away the tears from my cheeks. When I woke up, I saw the world as if my eyes were out of focus and everything was out of focus.

It was blurry and shaky, but even though it was blurry and shaky, I could still 'see' the person beside me holding my hand and wiping my tears as Ruxue.

After a while, my eyes became clear and I could see everything in the ward clearly, except Ruxue. This single ward was almost full of people I knew well, including my senior brothers and sisters, Ruyue, Surou.

, Qinhuai, except for my relatives, almost all the most important people in my life are here.

"Well" I wanted to say something to someone, but found that I was groggy and too weak to even speak. But just such a simple voice surprised everyone in the ward.

"Chengyi, are you awake?"

"Chengyi, do you know how long your kid has been asleep?"

"Chengyi"

Everyone gathered around, and the chaotic voices made me not know who to answer. At this moment, Ruxue quietly let go of my hand. I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, but thinking about the reality

, but could only glance at Ruxue, and then fell silent.

The messy scene lasted for a minute before it quieted down at my request. Qinhuai took Ruxue's place, sat next to me and fed me water. It wasn't until I came into contact with the first water that I realized that my mouth was

I was extremely thirsty and drank water almost greedily. After a while, I realized that I had a lot of questions to ask, and Qinhuai was the one responsible for answering me.

"Where am I?"

"Where else? A hospital, a hospital in Beijing." Qinhuai rolled up the hospital bed and put a pillow behind me to make me more comfortable.

I was in a daze, why did I end up in Beijing? Almost everyone I knew was here, except Hui Gener. What happened when I was asleep?

"How many days have I slept? Where is Hui Gen'er? Aren't I on a mission? How did I get here?" After saying a series of words, I actually felt deeply tired, as if my brain couldn't bear so much.

The information was average, what happened to me? But I didn’t dare to ask.

Qinhuai was silent for a while and then said: "Chengyi, why don't you take a rest for a while? You just woke up, it's not suitable to ask so many questions." When Qinhuai said this, his face was a little ugly, this kid has always been a mess.

For someone who doesn't even panic when he gets off the bed, if he shows such an expression, something must be wrong.

I didn't ask Qinhuai anything, but turned to look at the other people in the ward. Brother Chengqing, who was always serious, suddenly looked out the window when he met my eyes, while brother Chengxin pretended to be flipping through a book.

Su Rou took out the phone and pressed the buttons randomly, not knowing whether

Chengzhen couldn't avoid who he wanted to call, so he simply walked up to Ruyue and pretended to say something to Ruyue. Ruyue took the opportunity to act like he wanted to listen to what Chengzhen said. As for Chengyuan, he simply asked Chengzhen

Seriously, what are you talking about? Then he walked over

Only Ruxue looked at me calmly as always. She was the only one who was so quiet, and her face didn't have the sadness that others had.

Qinhuai coughed dryly and simply walked away from me. He walked to the window and pretended to look at the scenery outside. Suddenly while looking at it, his breathing became heavy. He suddenly lay down in front of the window. I heard

He choked up

As if it was an infectious disease, Su Rou stopped playing on the phone and started blinking as he looked at the ceiling, as if trying to hold back tears. Brother Cheng Qing began to sigh, and Brother Cheng Xin, who had a mysophobia, took out a handkerchief.

Covering their eyes, Chengzhen and Chengyuan simply hugged Ruyue and started to cry. Ruyue looked at me with sad eyes and called Third Brother. Before she could speak, tears fell down.

Third brother? Is it about me? What’s wrong with me? It seems that the injury this time has slowed down my reaction. I was stunned for a while before I remembered this possibility. I subconsciously looked at myself

I raised my hands, lifted the quilt and looked at my feet. Am I not disabled? This was my first thought.

After this idea came to my mind, I suddenly remembered what happened before, back home, in the basement, I fell into a coma, but what happened?

"You don't want to be like this. No matter what he has lost, he is still him." A calm voice echoed throughout the ward. It was Ruxue's voice. I raised my head and looked at Ruxue. I didn't understand what this meant.

Ruxue stood up and walked to me calmly and calmly as always. She sat next to me and held my hand again.

Maybe her words had an effect, and everyone's mood improved a little. However, Qinhuai muttered: "I'm afraid that he will be sad, I'm afraid of him." However, Brother Chengqing stopped him and said: "Let Ruxue

Tell him."

"Chengyi." Ruxue called my name. I turned around and looked at Ruxue with a confused and innocent look. I really couldn't think of what made everyone so sad. Only Ruxue could be so calm. But at this time

She is the comfort of my soul. I feel as if I can only rely on her. Her calmness makes my heart less nervous.

"This is the secret hospital of the department. The doctors here are not ordinary doctors. It can be said that the field of treatment is even more special. After you fell into coma, the people from the department transferred you to this hospital in an emergency. I heard that it was a very high-level person.

Order." At this point, Ruxue paused and looked at me, with a faint smile on her face, as if to encourage me to face the next thing.

Ruxue's smile has always fascinated me. I used to feel that as long as Ruxue smiles, withered flowers can bloom again. But she has always been calm and used to it, and rarely smiles. So this time, as always, I saw

Her smile made her mood brighter.

I just don’t know why. This time, it took me a long time to realize that Ruxue seemed to be smiling very reluctantly. Yes, she could be calm. If it weren’t for me, she might not be able to smile.

But after I reacted, Ruxue was already saying the next words: "Chengyi, I don't know what mission you are going to perform this time. In short, after you were transferred to this hospital, all of us were notified

, I came to this hospital to accompany you, what I am afraid of is that you will be unable to think about it after you wake up."

"What can't I think about?" I laughed as I said it, but I vaguely felt what was going on. I laughed so unconfidently that I felt inexplicable boredom in my heart, and I started looking for cigarettes out of habit.

Su Rou came over at the right time and put a lit cigarette in my mouth. Ruxue glared at Su Rou, and Su Rou said: "You don't understand men. It would be better to have a cigarette at this time."

." After speaking, Surou paused, then sighed and said, "Ruxue, you say it." Then he walked away.

Ruxue held my hand a little harder, as if she was afraid of losing me. She was silent for a long time, and then said: "Chengyi, do you know why I am so calm? Because, no matter what you are like,

, even the gray hair, even the wrinkles, even this face has completely changed, just

If you want me to know that you are Chen Chengyi, then I will be your Ruxue. Yes, I cannot be your wife in this life, but I am still your Ruxue, so to me, no matter what kind of Chen Chengyi

It’s not important, that won’t stop me from accompanying you spiritually, even through life and death. This is my peaceful belief.”

Ruxue rarely speaks such "love words". Her words are always cold. Although I am confused, I can't suppress my feelings. Why don't I treat Ruxue like this?

I raised my hand, and the hand holding the cigarette was shaking a little. I took a deep breath of the cigarette. When the smoke circled in my chest, bringing a kind of paralyzing calm, I exhaled the smoke, and the smoke spread out.

In the smoke, I said: "I know." As I spoke, I held Ruxue's hand a little harder. One sentence of "I know" is worth a thousand words.
Chapter completed!