Chapter 15 Inner Thoughts
The sky is a little dark.
After a few thunders, the rain also fell from the sky.
Hit the glass window and clicked.
This made Xu Shuyao, who was in the room, stop the writing in her hand and look at the window.
Warm lights illuminate the house, and you can clearly hear the buzzing movements from the diesel generator in your ears.
It has been twenty-one days since the city stopped supplying power.
The two had already moved out of a small restaurant and found their current residence. Liu Ansheng transported back four generators to provide electricity. At this time, the small villa had become the only house with electricity in the city.
The lights, refrigerators, and water heaters are all operating normally.
From the beginning of panic, to now, I have gradually become accustomed to such days...
For some reason, Xu Shuyao always feels at ease by his side.
Although his attitude is still so lukewarm.
After doing something wrong, you will criticize yourself mercilessly.
But after talking about it, I will teach myself what to do...
Xu Shuyao felt that she knew him a little.
Unlike at the beginning, he just mistakenly thought that he was a gentle and sunny person based on his appearance.
During these twenty-four days of getting along, Xu Shuyao found that although he occasionally spoke, the truth was correct...
In short, he is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.
Xu Shuyao has serious lack of communication with strangers besides her family.
Because most of the communities live in the elderly, although most of them are amiable,... people always have different things. As soon as they get older, they do not have rich entertainment activities like young people. When they are idle, they always talk about interesting things about their neighbors.
Whenever those old ladies talk about Xu Shuyao, perhaps because of their old thoughts, although some of the words they occasionally say are not too malicious, she feels very uncomfortable when she hears them.
Whenever her mother pushed her out of the house, she could always notice the eyes of the people around her, as well as sighs and whispers.
Of course, this is actually not the main reason. The fundamental reason why Xu Shuyao didn't want to come out of the room and felt disgusted with the world was that day...
The old lady living in the next building visited her home.
Xu Shuyao in the room heard the conversation between the other party and her mother...
[The young man is very good. He is only 28 years old this year. Although he is older than your daughter, his family is also good. He is very good in all aspects, but his eyes are a little slanted...]
[Oh, what else are you thinking about? You are not unclear about your daughter's situation now. Finding a family in the family will make it easier for you couple.]
[What's wrong with the slanted eye? There is no problem with the correct appearance. They only want a child. I think it's quite compatible with your daughter.]
These words came to Xu Shuyao's ears word by word.
Before that accident happened, she was also a very popular presence on the high school campus.
Because of her appearance and figure, and because of her poor academic level, the teacher has always encouraged her to study art and sports, saying that she will choose to take the college entrance examination in the future.
Although he was not considered a promising son of the emperor, Xu Shuyao had a happy family and a happy life at that time.
If it weren't for that accident, she wouldn't have become what she is now...
My former friends will not slowly become distant as time passes, nor will they fall to this point now...
Xu Shuyao had some impression of the man mentioned by the old lady.
Before the accident happened, she mentioned this when she was talking to her father. She had been with her for several years but had encountered obstacles everywhere due to her appearance.
I never thought that I had already set my sights on her now...
Since the accident happened, my mother quit her job and left her father alone to make money.
Four years are not long or short, and my mother has also undergone great changes over the years. The most intuitive thing is her appearance.
Perhaps because of overwork, she has grown much older and is not as hilarious as before. She always repeats the same things every day.
He helped himself out of bed to a wheelchair, then had a meal, and pushed himself out to bask in the sun...
I guess she has been tired a long time ago...
After that incident, Xu Shuyao began to resist walking out of the room, afraid that something similar would happen.
No girl has never fantasized about love during her adolescence.
Xu Shuyao is no exception.
Before the accident, she had never been in love and was full of expectations for the future, and she had thought about what the person she would be with for the rest of her life would look like.
She doesn't have too high requirements, just like herself very much...
This is enough.
But since that accident, this idea has become an unrealized wish.
Normal families will not accept that their daughter-in-law has problems with their legs, and when men in special circumstances look at themselves, their eyes reveal the most primitive desires of men.
That look made Xu Shuyao feel disgusted. She originally thought that she could find netizens who understood her on the Internet.
But when she said her own flaws, those people were like gray wolfs that took off their disguise and said something shameless, which made Xu Shuyao feel that they were just trying to pass on the family line...
Gradually, she even gave up the Internet.
Although she herself knew that she couldn't ask for too much now...
Can……
She just doesn't want to settle like this, she doesn't want to...
Outside the window, there was a sound of the car driving into the yard. Xu Shuyao, who was recalling the past, happened to hear the movement.
Sitting at the desk, she turned her head to the window first, then got up and walked over.
Looking down from the window...
Looking at the figure who opened the car door and carried things from the car...
If he hadn't saved the cat that day...
Maybe in this world, I am the only oneself...
The rain outside the house seemed to be getting heavier.
Xu Shuyao suddenly thought of something, turned around and ran towards the door, and took out the umbrella hanging on the shelf before leaving the room.
He trotted downstairs and ran towards the gate.
The door of the villa has been deformed, but it can still maintain the most basic closing.
That was the result of Liu Ansheng forcibly breaking the door when he found this residence.
Xu Shuyao trotted out of the door.
Running towards Liu Ansheng who is wet in the rain.
He opened the umbrella and held it over his head.
Looking at his hair that had been soaked in the rain...
Looking at Liu Ansheng, who had been with him for twenty-four days...
Liu Ansheng, who was about to remove the things, noticed the rain above his head and felt the figure appearing beside him.
Subconsciously turned his head aside.
Looking at Xu Shuyao holding an umbrella for herself...
Two people, their eyes facing each other.
Outside the heavy rain in the sky, he saw Xu Shuyao's expression at this moment.
And... the undetectable feelings in the eyes.
Then, I heard what she said.
"Thanks a lot."
A smile blooms like a flower at dawn...
Chapter completed!