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Chapter 130 Decision (2)

Time passed by Yue Feng's thoughts, and in the blink of an eye, it took another three days. In these few days, Yue Feng began to think carefully about his life, his personality, and everything he had done, especially the six months he spent with Ren Yingying.

"I seem to be too selfish." Sitting on the big rock and looking at the rolling water of the Yangtze River, Yue Feng suddenly had this idea, a characteristic that he had thought about it on weekdays but was not ashamed but was extremely satisfied.[]

From childhood to adulthood, it seems that no matter what he does, no matter who he faces, he almost always starts from the perspective of interests. Even when facing Ren Yingying, there are no exceptions. However, facing such a dangerous world and such a world that may be illusory at any time, can he be selfish?

Even not long ago, when Yue Feng truly understood the truth of time travel, he truly realized that this is not a novel, everything exists, and he even realized that he could not go back completely. Yue Feng gradually found some sense of security, and gradually understood that he could experience life, and no longer a machine that only knows how to practice martial arts. It’s a pity that he had never thought about changing in the future, which was more than what had happened now.

After all, his life has been extremely depressed for many years, which has made him a completely selfish person. Even if he wants to change, it will not be possible in a short while. Moreover, this is the first time he realizes that he needs to change.

In addition, Yue Feng even knew that he still regarded Ren Yingying as his own person, but as an object that could be used, a tool that could be expressed in his boredom. Instead of treating Ning Zhongze and Yue Lingshan, it was entirely out of sincerity.

Yue Feng couldn't help but think that since he himself refused to give his true feelings to Ren Yingying, why did he ask Ren Yingying to give a reward? "Maybe Ren Yingying refused because he saw something wrong."

Suddenly, Yue Feng came up with this idea and felt that it was very likely that it was because of this. Although this idea is very different from the facts, it can explain many things.

In fact, Yue Feng never thought that Ren Yingying would reject him because of fear. Perhaps it can be said that Yue Feng's ideas with martial arts are too crazy, so crazy that they are scared by ordinary people. Sometimes geniuses and madmen are just one step away. Previously, Ren Yingying undoubtedly regarded him as a madman, not a genius.

"With Ren Yingying's intelligence, it may not be impossible to see that no matter what she does during the day, she is just like dealing with errands. This is why she has the consequences she has now." The more Yue Feng thought so, the more likely she felt.

"Maybe I should give some things." After a long time, Yue Feng finally made up his mind. At the same time, Yue Feng began to think about whether he should do something.

After a while, Yue Feng suddenly thought of Ren Woxing, who was still trapped in the dungeon, and he couldn't help but make a decision.

Originally, Yue Feng would never agree to the matter of saving Ren Woxing. Even if he would not refuse Ren Yingying openly, he would have done something wrong behind the scenes. After all, from the perspective of the Huashan School, Ren Woxing would definitely not be a good thing.

But now, Yue Feng felt that he should release Ren Woxing, which is the first step to treat Ren Yingying sincerely.

"Even if she asks her to beg her to be with Dongfang without fear of fighting for her, I admit it. If she really can't do it, I will go to Heimu Cliff again. I think that at that time, Ren Yingying will not reject her anymore. After all, Linghu Chong is like this, and it is even more of a problem. Moreover, it is only a matter of time that I will fight Dongfang Bubai after all." Yue Feng gradually began to regain his rationality and began to think: "I think that after I have done so much, Ren Yingying will not be shirking this time. If there are still problems at that time, then I will really give up. As for this relationship, it should be ended with this. At that time, I will just obey the arrangements of Yue Buqun and his wife, and find a woman casually, without any big loss." Gradually, Yue Feng entered his usual state again and began to analyze it completely from the perspective of gains and losses.

It was not until a long time before Yue Feng stood up suddenly. However, at this time, Yue Feng no longer had the confusion he had before, but was all relaxed. He even had a little more decisiveness and persistence than before.

The moment Yue Feng left, Ren Yingying began to regret it.

After getting along for half a year, many things have happened between the two, which makes her unable to remember clearly. But overall, Yue Feng always took good care of her, but she almost did nothing. Originally, Ren Yingying had expected Yue Feng to confess to her again and again, but in the end, she refused.

On the surface, Ren Yingying's idea of ​​being absolutely Yue Feng was too crazy. She obviously couldn't accept the pursuit of immortality and was afraid. But Ren Yingying was a smart person after all, and soon thought of others.

After all, whether Yue Feng is a madman or not can be distinguished after Ren Yingying calmed down. But she still couldn't stand it and felt unacceptable, especially when she understood the difference between her and Yue Feng.

Ren Yingying has been a proud daughter of heaven since she was a child, especially in martial arts. However, the deeper she knows Yue Feng, the more she discovers the terribleness of Yue Feng and martial arts.

If the difference between the two is not big, Ren Yingying will still be proud of Yue Feng. But the difference between the two is too big, so big that he can only rely completely on Yue Feng. Even if she is scheming or otherwise, she is not as good as Yue Feng.

In front of Yue Feng, Ren Yingying really found a sense of existence, and even less secure. Just as Yue Feng thought, she was an independent person and a strong person. The two of them were really inappropriate.

However, Ren Yingying is a woman after all, and his thoughts are definitely not as rational as Yue Feng, but more emotionally. Regarding Yue Feng, Ren Yingying knew clearly that she was already a little inseparable. After half a year of living, she really couldn't imagine the days when she left Yue Feng.

From the time of Yue Feng's departure, Ren Yingying thought of apologizing, but when he thought of Yue Feng's seriousness and excitement when he talked about "Immortality and Immortality", he would feel endless fear, so he could never make up his mind.

For Ren Yingying, what Yue Feng pursued was too vague and nothingness, so she couldn't find any sense of identity. If it weren't for Yue Feng, Ren Yingying would have gone far a long time ago and would not have stayed at all with her unique skills.

In the next few days, Ren Yingying could only watch Yue Feng tirelessly practicing swords from afar, and she felt unhappy. But fortunately, Yue Feng had not left, and there was still a turning point between the two. Unfortunately, she couldn't do anything and could only watch quietly from a distance.

On this day, just as Ren Yingying hesitated again, whether she should go to Yue Feng for a good talk, she saw Yue Feng suddenly walked back.

At this time, Yue Feng had a relaxed smile on his face, and his eyes looked at Ren Yingying a little more gentle. The two looked at each other, but in an instant they found the apology in each other's eyes.

Through the tacit understanding that they have been together for half a year, the two of them have never said much, and they have deliberately avoided the topic of the past. In the following days, Yue Feng and Ren Yingying seemed to have returned to their previous life again. But for some reason, no one has ever mentioned the arrangements for the future.

(I will never write about the plot between men and women again, I really can't write it!! The feeling of collapse reappears, perhaps mainly because I have to take the exam. I originally wanted to take a leave or reduce updates, so I thought about it carefully. After all, it has not yet reached the end of the period and will be busier in the future.)
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