Chapter 177: Marriage Change (3)

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? After leaving the Zhengqi Hall, Yue Feng felt extremely upset.   He hesitated for a moment and walked straight into the Huashan School’s ancestor ancestral hall, kneeling cross-legged in the cushion. Looking at the portrait of the ancestor He Datong in the center of the ancestral hall, Yue Feng still couldn't calm down.

I don't know how long it took, the sky gradually darkened. At this time, he should have gone to the bridal chamber to accompany Li Yuxin, but at this time he was not in the mood to stay alone in the empty room, what would Li Yuxin think, and he had no intention of finding Li Yuxin.

Suddenly, the gate of the ancestral hall was pushed open. Yue Feng's expression moved slightly, and he didn't look back. He said, "Mother, you are here. If you don't go to rest, what are you doing here."

Ning Zhongze turned around and closed the door, then said, "We all know about the daytime. Feng'er, why are you doing this?" He sighed slightly, and Ning Zhongze said, "If you really like that girl, you will marry me. Even if he is really Ren Woxing's daughter, what's wrong? With your current martial arts, why should you care about the rules of the world? Who dares to say a word about you?" Speaking of this, Ning Zhongze couldn't help but feel confused, completely unaware of what Yue Feng did for.

"What my mother said is that if I really like it, it would be okay to marry it. And if this is the case, no one can stop it. When your father wanted to get me into engagement, you didn't agree. I was afraid that I thought I had someone I like." At this point, Yue Feng couldn't help but remained silent.

After a long time, Yue Feng continued, "Just, martial arts are always the first priority, and everything else can be abandoned." His face couldn't help but twitched slightly, and Yue Feng suddenly spit out one word at a time and said, "But, how can we, a martial arts practitioner, be trapped by love?"

After saying that, Yue Feng suddenly looked up at Ning Zhongze, and the coldness in his eyes made Ning Zhongze tremble.

Yue Feng continued to say, "Since I was three years old, I have always been trustworthy and never slacking off. Even if it is not a matter of severing love and desire, it is not far from the same. But I am also a human being, knowing how to be tired and want to have fun. But in order to practice martial arts, I gave up everything. I even imagined Linghu Chong, who was in a world of mind and drinking and having fun all day, but in order to practice martial arts, I gave up and didn't even dare to touch them. On weekdays, I always taught others that I was not diligent, but in fact I envy them."

"But later, I met that woman and the child could no longer extricate himself." Yue Feng shook his head, his face full of regret, and said, "The days with her are the happiest time in his life, but from that moment on, I could no longer calm down. Even though I still practice martial arts every day, I no longer had the original results. Moreover, I always think of her involuntarily and I can't forget it."

"It's fine if you just do this. As long as I spend more time and work hard, everything will work. But she still has a father with great ambitions, and she even wants to pull me into the vortex. In this way, there will be no possibility between me and her again."

"Haha, so the child, even though he knew that she was going to lie to me, followed step by step, and wanted to divide the last relationship between the two of them to break up. So everything went very smoothly. She was indeed what I thought, and continued to walk on. I finally could make up my mind and say the words of gratitude and righteousness. But this was not enough. How could my martial arts be learned for nothing. If she couldn't be with me, she would naturally die."

Speaking of this, Yue Feng's face became even more ferocious and said, "I originally wanted to kill her with one sword, but I was completely over, but I couldn't do it. But the child really couldn't do anything about the love thread of the wisdom sword, and he couldn't do it either. So he could only find a woman to get married early, so that he could forget everything."

"But now, she is here again, and she still lingers with the child. The child's heart is in chaos, completely in chaos. Mother, what should I do and what should I do? Mother, do you think the child has done something wrong? You shouldn't be so cruel at the beginning. Or is it too useless and your heart is too soft." Speaking of this, Yue Feng couldn't help but look at his trembling hands, but his heart felt even more uncomfortable.

Ning Zhongze looked at Yue Feng, and her heart was full of complexity. Although she had known that Yue Feng and Ren Yingying were not clear, she had never thought that this was the case. Emotional matters could actually be thought like him? Even if the two sides could not exist, at most they would just be together and parting. But she really couldn't understand the idea of ​​drawing the sword directly towards each other like Yue Feng. This idea would probably be difficult for everyone except for the mental illness. Suddenly, Ning Zhongze couldn't help but have such an idea, which scared herself.

If she was Ren Yingying and had a bastard like Yue Feng, she would probably want to slash it with a sword. But this bastard was his own son and his only son, that would be different. Moreover, looking at Yue Feng's scene, it seems that he is really intoxicated. If this continues, let alone practicing martial arts, he is afraid that even his name will be difficult to protect.

It took a long time before Ning Zhongze calmed down. He looked at Yue Feng and felt pity. Her marriage with Yue Buqun back then was just a respect for his teacher's will. He naturally could not understand Yue Feng's pain now.

After a long time, Ning Zhongze reached out and touched Yue Feng's head, and said, "Fenger, what you did is naturally right, it will not be wrong. It is also us who harmed you. If the Huashan Sect is stronger, how can you suffer such sins? We have seen the suffering you suffered over the years, but there is no way. It is obvious that the Huashan Sect cannot do it alone."

Yue Feng shook his head, it was obvious that Ning Zhong still didn't understand himself. If he had only been for the development of the Huashan Sect, he would not have been willing to take this path, nor would he force himself into a dead end. After all, what he pursued was the way of immortality, which was immortality and the shattering of the void. For this dream, no love was important.

Even if it was the matter of the Huashan Sect, if it weren't for the unforgettable feelings towards Ning Zhongze and others, and his greed for power, he would have probably ignored it. However, if immortality represents this eternal loneliness, immortality is not as good as nonsense. At this time, Yue Feng was faintly crazy. Especially the sword that stabbed Ren Yingying, it felt like it was stabbed in his heart. If it weren't for his persistence in martial arts, he would have completely collapsed.

However, there was no need to say these words to Ning Zhongze, nor did he dare to say them. I think he would just say a little about immortality, and Ning Zhongze would also regard him as a madman like Ren Yingying.

To be honest, he really couldn't have any love for her after being with Li Yuxin for so long. In fact, in his heart, he just regarded Li Yuxin as an indispensable role. His purpose was to help him manage the Huashan School and have children. Even without Li Yuxin, there would definitely be Wang Yuxin or Zhang Yuxin.

When Yue Feng thought that he had to obey the arrangement of fate and lived with a person with a little affection for the rest of his life, he was always a little unwilling to accept it. After all, this was the slight impact of his previous life. Even though more than 20 years have passed, some of the views in his previous life still cannot be completely dissipated.

"Feng'er, what do you want to do now?" After hesitating for a moment, Ning Zhongze said, "No matter what you want to do, my mother will support you."

Yue Feng couldn't help but fall silent. What else could he do now? Now that he is married, he can't do the same thing as leaving his wife behind. Even if he is unwilling to accept his fate, he still has to continue to move forward.

"Or else, you go and leave here." At this moment, Ning Zhong was really afraid that Yue Feng would go crazy if he went on like this. He had such an idea in total, and suddenly said, "I can't bear it when I see you so uncomfortable. Why don't you leave here, and I'll explain to your father."

"Where will I go if I leave here?" Yue Feng hesitated for a moment, and soon understood what Ning Zhongze meant.

"No, I can't do this." Yue Feng shook his head, feeling that he couldn't do this. If he really ignored his wife who had just married him, then Yue Feng would be too unkind. But Ning Zhongze's words made his original intention of dying come alive.

"I stabbed her with a sword just now, and he probably hated me completely. In this way, both of me will be completely cut off. I am going like this now, isn't I going to feel uncomfortable?"

After a moment, Yue Feng's thoughts came alive again and murmured to himself: "What she promised me just now, saying that as long as Dongfang Bubai dies, I will stop me from anything. I will never pay attention to her father again, let alone let me join in. If this is true, maybe it's OK."

"And, Dongfang Bubai. Are Ren Woxing and others the opponent of Dongfang Bubai? This is not accurate. If not, she would definitely die at the hands of Dongfang Bubai. If she died like this," Thinking of this, Yue Feng could no longer remain quiet. He stood up suddenly and wanted to leave, but he stopped again and didn't know what to do.

After a long time, Yue Feng suddenly realized it. Tears couldn't help but shed in his eyes, but he knelt on the ground, kowtowed to Ning Zhongze a few times, and said, "Mother, that child is leaving now. Wait for a while, well, I'm afraid that it will be at least many years before I come back."

Speaking of this, Yue Feng stood up and answered the door. As soon as he reached the door, Yue Feng couldn't help but stop and said, "Mother, tell her, just say that the child is sorry for her. If he has a next life, he will definitely make up for it. Alas, it's a pity, a pity."

(Three chapters, ten thousand words, there is a five-day amount. I have to take a leave of absence for a while. Due to the examination, there are still three subjects to take. There are still thirteen days left for the three subjects, but if time comes in between, it will be updated. If the update is done, it will be updated. If the update is done, it will not be interrupted for so long.)


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