Chapter 147: Anger Shura
While Bai Feng was calm and focused all his attention on memories, Mu Sen carefully observed a secret door near their location. It looked like a cabinet for storing fire items, but Mu Sen had already figured out the specifications of the secret rooms of the 19th floor building. There must be a passage in that place. The place leading to is likely to be the woods behind the 19th floor.
Seeing Musen a little distracted, Bai Feng lowered his face and asked, "What are you thinking?"
Musen knew that his state might have been lost. In order not to destroy the state that Bai Feng wanted to confide at this moment, Musen hurriedly followed Bai Feng's words and replied with a deeper look: "I'm thinking, during your time in hell, there must be something else supporting you besides faith, right? Is that the reason why you can persevere is also the reason for your complete collapse of spirit?"
Bai Feng was surprised by Mu Sen's words. He asked happily: "How did you know? I didn't expect that you are a person who can talk to me and ordinary people were already scared when they heard my experience. Haha, but I also know that you are not an ordinary person."
If Mu Sen did not understand Bai Feng's situation this time, he was "understood" and realized that Bai Feng was in the situation at that time. He was thinking about the way out and thinking about the corpses of the girls and was worried about Mo Ziqian outside. He was completely unconscious of Bai Feng. How could he think about why it was supporting Bai Feng? He just used some psychological skills to make his words sound like he would not make any mistakes.
But Bai Feng was very excited. He seemed to have found a confidant and moved to Musen and said, "You are right, in hell, I met an angel. She is a girl from a border village and was kidnapped into a terrorist organization, and is responsible for washing and cooking for those terrorists. There are many girls like this. In order to protect themselves, they try their best to ruin their appearance so that their beautiful faces will cause trouble. It is not easy to live there. If they suffer humiliation, they may really lose their lives.
But once, I had an accidental contact with her, and I saw something that was not in this hell in those clear eyes. That is, those clear eyes that were inspired to persevere. Several times I was suspicious, and the red iron pipes that were tortured by the noise of confession could smell the smell of cooked meat when I hit me... It was her, who secretly healed me again and again and again, and fed me water. Later, I asked her why she did this regardless of danger, and she said... she felt that I was not a devil."
"But you have become a devil after all. Which of the girls you killed has no clear eyes? When you look at those helpless eyes, won't you remember the girl who helped you?" Musen endured his anger, hoping to communicate with Bai Feng so that he would not make him talk to himself. In that case, he would soon lose interest in continuing to speak.
Bai Feng's face turned cold, but not for Musen, but for that memory. He clenched his fists and said, "I asked her name, but she shook her head and said nothing. Maybe she didn't want to cause disaster to her family. From that day on, I called her Amei. There were many such names in the villages on the border, but in my heart, she was the most beautiful. Until one day... I was injured again, Amei came to take care of me. Before she could make herself dirty, she was seen by a minion... That night, they captured her. I ran all over the mountains and jungles to save her, and at all costs, to rescue her because she was the only place I could survive there... But when I found her... she was tortured by countless beasts... She died in my arms, and I buried her with my own hands. But I was beaten by the leader
Half dead. Because he felt that although people were dead, organs and flesh could still be needed. I buried it, just waste the goods... I was locked in a water prison for twenty days, and leeches and various insects bit me, so my whole body was ulcerated. At that time... I looked up hopelessly at the sky outside the cage and thought... What exactly is my faith? What am I insisting on? I was not human, ghost, and ghostly tormented in this hell for eight years, watching someone die every day. In the end, even a woman could not protect me. What is the meaning of persistence? I was shaken... I found that I was there to endure humiliation and compromise and could not solve the problem. No one would come to save me, and no one could shovel this gang. Instead of doing this, I might as well protect myself in my own way and protect the people I want to protect." Bai Feng stopped, his tone was tough, and his face was like frost.
Musen seemed to have finally realized something at this moment. He suddenly stood up and asked, "The way you said... did he eventually become the leader of that organization?"
"Hahahaha..." Bai Feng laughed arrogantly, then pointed at Mu Sen and said, "You are really smart. I killed a few small leaders with my own ability and made several big businesses. I gradually came into contact with the real leader of the Shura Organization. He valued me very much and felt that I was like a devil, cold-blooded and ruthless, suitable for him. But I have become a devil, how could I be under his command? In the end, I killed him and became the leader of the Shura Organization. Not many people have seen the big boss, and I solved them all. What I let the outside world know was that a military undercover died in this organization. From then on, I never existed in this world again..."
Mu Sen couldn't help but frown and shook his head slightly. This story made him feel uncomfortable. He didn't want to provide any moral education to Bai Feng at this time, because it was nonsense and people who had never experienced that experience, and they might really not be able to understand Bai Feng's eight-year transformation process.
Musen said calmly and slowly, "I told you that antisocial personality is divided into two types. A high-energy personality will become more and more courageous in your experience until he destroys this transnational criminal gang with his own hands. A low-energy personality will betray oneself and betray oneself in the fight and torture, and eventually die in a foreign land. And you are a high-energy personality who falls into a low-energy personality. Just like... you are talking about Asura. He has the power of a god, but is not a god. He
He has the seven emotions and six desires of human beings, but he is not a human. He has the evil nature of a devil, but he is like a god in nature. He wanders outside the three realms and six paths, becoming an angry Shura who falls into the hell path. But Baifeng, do you think you succeed? You dissect and cook similar good girls every day, is this your success? You just walked from one hell to another hell. You have never left hell, and you will never be able to leave."
Bai Feng also stood up, he raised his head and sighed a long time, as if he wanted to get himself out of his long memories. Then he sorted out his tie and said, "What is this? This is called fate."
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Chapter completed!