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Chapter 1251 1251 Vicious circle

Joseph left, leaving Hugo with a quiet space.

Although Hugo's first reaction was that Joseph was talking nonsense, he was instantly overwhelmed by fear, and the unknown fear made him feel anxious. Because deep down in his heart, it was clear that the doctor's speculation was likely to be true.

The moment when memory blankness first occurred ten days ago was the moment when all this happened? Just like the most bloody plot in a dark TV series, the split personality is growing little by little, and then gradually occupying more and more time, and even starting to control the initiative of the body. Does that mean that one day in the future, his own personality will disappear and be replaced by the split personality?

Hugo was caught off guard by this sudden change, and he didn't even know how to deal with such a situation. It was like his time travel, integrating Lancaster's memory, and then creating him now. And now another personality has emerged, taking over the initiative step by step, waiting for the day when he perished. Is this his end? Just like the time travel, the soul quietly came to this world, and then the ending is also the soul quietly disappeared into this world.

It's like he's never appeared.

Such thoughts made Hugo panic. This seemed to be a situation that he could not control. It was not a situation that could be changed by hard work or hard work. Everything was happening quietly. He was not even the first person to know. This powerless situation surrounded him in an instant, as if he would suffocate the next second.

In a drowsy manner, Hugo fell asleep like this. Although he kept reminding himself not to fall asleep, because it is very likely that he would never wake up after he fell asleep, and instead he would split his personality. But his heavy eyelids and tired brain still made him sleep in a daze.

Dreaming again.

Hugo opened his eyes, and when he looked down, he saw his wet and sticky hands. The bright red blood on it was so dazzling that it looked a bit abnormal. It looked like artificial plasma, but the feel was so delicate and so real. Wait, why did he think that the blood was real enough? Did he really kill someone?

Hugo looked around wanderingly, but he didn't see Walter or Hope, nor Derek, but a halo flashed not far away.

Hugo didn't know if he should have walked over because he had bad memories of his previous experience of moving towards light. But except for that halo, there was darkness around him, without any references or references, so he could only take steps towards the halo.

It was closer, closer. Then Hugo saw "his" mother curled up in the chair, crying whimperingly, and the sad tears fell down one by one, clearly visible in the light. The sad face was so desperate and sad, but... it was not his mother, but Matthew's mother.

Suddenly, Matthew's mother stood up and took steps towards Hugo. She just cried and cried loudly, like a soul of unjust, and cried from all directions. Hugo wanted to turn around and leave, but he couldn't move. He could only watch Matthew's mother rushed towards him. The tears and harsh crying on her face firmly surrounded him, but just as Matthew's mother was about to hug him...

He woke up.

Hugo sat up suddenly, gasping heavily, and his whole body was soaked with sweat. He looked around uneasy, and it was still bright around him. In the afternoon, the light that was not clear made Hugo feel at ease, and his beating heart was slightly calmer.

Hugo raised his hands and looked at them carefully, but sadly, he didn't know if he was himself now.

"I am Hugo...I am Hugo-Lancaster..." The mind whispered gently, but this simple sentence made Hugo exhaust all his strength.

After finally, the boiling in his brain gradually calmed down. Hugo sat in place but was a little confused. Why did he show signs of personality division? Why?

Hugo's chaotic brain gradually clarified the idea little by little. According to Joseph and his colleagues' description, the second personality should be Matthew Pontsley. This shows that he has invested too much concentration in the role and has too obvious substitution. But why did this happen when Amon Goss was performed?

Hugo suddenly discovered a breakthrough point.

Could it be that this situation was not because he was too devoted to the role, but because of the change in his performance style, which led to such a situation? Does this mean that he was on a road of performance at this time. The so-called split personality is just the image of Matthew constructed in his mind, which directly "born" the second personality. This personality incorporates the performance into his blood, and does not need to be crafted in every move. It is a purely natural performance. But he has not yet mastered this performance method, so he is out of control?

But how do he prove that his idea is correct? What exactly is his performance?

Hugo couldn't help but close his eyes again. Although his brain was still in chaos at this time, he forced himself to concentrate because this was no longer just a matter of performance. In serious cases, it may become the key to maintaining his life, so he must be highly concentrated.

Hugo's change in performance this time started with the "Seven Deadly Sins". He tried to find a combination between the method-based acting and the performance-based acting, so that each character could present it in the most realistic, natural and delicate way. Hugo not only required himself to have a deep enough understanding of the character, but he could build the character, life and habits of the entire character; at the same time, he also required to seek resonance between himself and the character, use his own life experience and his own ideological characteristics to construct the small details of the character, present his own experience with the most accurate expression method, and achieve a perfect combination of the character and himself.

It's like...it's like he's performing Matthew!

Indeed, he was indeed performing Matthew, but at the same time he himself was Matthew, and part of him was also part of Matthew. Finally, what was presented in the camera was the most real Matthew, and Matthew with Hugo color, who truly turned his performance into a form of life.

Then people believed that Hugo was Matthew and Matthew was Hugo; but Hugo was not Matthew, Hugo was just Hugo, Matthew was not Hugo, Matthew was just Matthew. In short, looking at mountains is not mountains, looking at water is not water.

Therefore, in the past month, Hugo has been trying to blur the boundary between himself and Matthew, and has used himself as Matthew to be included in the "Matthew's life" he built. Then, as Matthew, he lived in Angola prison for nearly a month. This made Hugo's mentality and thinking gradually approach Matthew's state, and even gradually evolve into Matthew.

When the boundary between life, drama, performance and reality is completely blurred, Hugo's performance has reached a completely new level. He can truly understand Matthew's mentality, the contradictory and urgent mood when Matthew faces Susan, and the entire psychological process of Matthew denying himself a murderer, Hugo can truly feel the emotional power.

So, Hugo's performance amazed the entire crew, even if it was just an ordinary scene.

But there is a problem. Hugo didn't know how he did it. He just felt that he kept turning into Matthew, and then... he really became Matthew, splitting out his personality that belonged to Matthew, and then truly lived in the crew as Matthew.

Hugo realized that he was not actually mentally ill, but just studying acting skills. The so-called second personality is actually his understanding of the role. In essence, it is his interpretation of the role, so he had some vague impressions in his mind, but his memory was not clear enough. This is a split personality, but not a split personality. In the final analysis, this is just a process in which Hugo was exploring acting skills.

But Hugo's brain was so chaotic and heavy that he could not clarify his thoughts at all. He had no clue at all how the whole process happened. Hugo forced himself to recall what happened in the past month, but his brain seemed to be cracked. The pain invaded in an instant, making him unable to calm down and think. The truth seemed to be hidden in a fog. He knew that pushing the fog could solve all problems, but now he was lost in the fog.

Is this really the truth? Or is it the "truth" he wished to escape the so-called split personality? Hugo didn't know that the unprecedented sense of frustration made him have no time to think. Hugo only felt that his brain was tired and endless tiredness, as if all the fatigue accumulated over the past few years had suddenly surged over, drowning him and making him unable to breathe, and then he actually fell asleep in a daze again.

In his sleep, the same scene appeared again. In the endless darkness, only the halo was lit. This time, Hugo would not be fooled again. He took a step towards the direction away from the halo, and then began to run wildly, running with all his might. But not long after, the gloomy cry sounded again. Hugo turned around suddenly and saw Matthew's mother chasing her with tears in her face, crying shrillly.

After blinking, all the tears on Matthew's mother's cheek turned into blood and tears, and the blood that was covered in the sky and the earth began to spread in the darkness.

Hugo could only run, except running or running. He ran wildly like a stray dog, but his steps were getting heavier and slower. The sharp cry was constantly consuming his energy. Hugo had no time to think, no time to breathe, or even time to be afraid, so he could only keep running.

But when will this nightmare be awake?
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