Chapter 1642 1642 Lovers Quarrel
Looking at Cameron in front of him, Hugo was speechless. He didn't know how to communicate with Cameron. He knew that Cameron was thinking about him, because even at this moment, Hugo's face was clearly reflected in Cameron's eyes, and Hugo could even see his slightly frown in the reflection.
Cameron thought about himself wholeheartedly, and even planned everything with himself at the center, as if... it was like... it was her sun, and she was the earth revolving around the sun.
But it is precisely this reality that makes Hugo feel heavy pressure on his shoulders, and it seems that all his defenses are so selfish.
In Hugo's heart, he is first a person, an independent individual; secondly he is an actor, a singer, a member of a certain family and a boyfriend. He does not want to give up his dreams, nor does he want to compromise, because if he gives up, he will not be him, nor will he be the man Cameron loved at the time, right?
From the day of the Golden Raspberry Award, Hugo was moving forward on a road of no return. Every time he encountered difficulties and obstacles, he would bravely bump into it, like a fool, a madman. It was with this persistence and silly spirit, and a little talent and luck that he had reached his current position. If he learned to give up, learn to compromise, and learn to make choices, maybe he would not be him.
It's like the name "Glory to Death".
But all these thoughts sounded like quibbling in Cameron's eyes. The heavy sense of responsibility on his shoulders made Hugo breathless, and he didn't even know how to speak.
Hugo wanted to give up the argument, just like the situation about the filming of "Death-infernal Affairs" at the beginning. He knew Cameron's intentions and could not refute it. But looking at Cameron in front of him, Hugo knew that he had to communicate with Cameron to let her know her thoughts. Any emotional relationship requires communication and efforts between the two parties. Even if this way of communication is a quarrel.
Hugo let out a long breath and sorted out his thoughts, "Camelon, I know you are worried about me, but you must know that from the beginning, the tour will be brought up because Neil and the others are worried about my situation. They want to solve the problem for me. They want to make those crazy fans find a place to vent their emotions. They also want to build a bridge of communication between me and my fans. The tour is this stage."
"But Hugo, don't you understand? This is useless to you. It's poison, not an antidote. The tour will only make you worse. Look at your current situation. You will even start to feel irritated when you see a dozen people gathering." Cameron looked at Hugo with a worried look, but his tone became intense. His moving eyes were stained with a thin layer of mist. "Hugo, do you know? You are not like you recently. You are starting to become sensitive, irritable, and unfamiliar. I can feel that you are trying to protect yourself and refuse to contact the outside world. This is all because of those paparazzi and crazy fans. You can't participate in the tour, you must not participate in the tour."
Listening to Cameron's gradually rising sound, Hugo couldn't help but sit up and hold Cameron's arm with both hands, "Did you forget when we first dated? I remember that it was on the tour of glory to death, and you became one of the most beautiful scenery on our tour, and you followed us through so many roads. This is us, this is me."
Hugo's voice couldn't help but feel a little excited. He took a deep breath and tried to calm down his emotions, so as not to lose his mind because he was too excited. Then he continued, "I like performance, I like the stage, I long to stand on such a platform to show myself. That is one of the important means of communicating with others. You should understand, right?"
Cameron looked at the surging emotions in Hugo's amber eyes, and his words surged to his throat, but he suppressed them, staring at Hugo with obscure eyes, trying to find the emotions on his face in the projection of those eyes, but it became blurred by the thin mist.
"Cameron, you should know me, I hope you know me, my choice has never changed, this is true when acting, and when performing, even though I know there is a cliff in front of me, I will jump without hesitation, because this is the only way to move towards my dream. If I stop, maybe I will no longer be me."
Cameron found the most familiar appearance on Hugo's face, which was also the way she fell in love. Hugo in front of her seemed to have changed at all. The passion and enthusiasm in the amber eyes always burned the flames, igniting all the emotions deep in her heart. But why can't she feel excitement and excitement at this moment? The bitterness and worry in her heart made her eyes wet, and her emotions began to lose control.
"But I have changed. I am no longer your fan. I am your girlfriend. I am your lover. I love you, Hugo, you know, you have always known, I love you. I hope you can be safe, I hope you can be happy, I hope you can be happy, I hope you can be intact, even if your dreams cannot be realized, I just hope you are by my side." Cameron's words made Hugo's eyes full of surprise, and he kept looking at Cameron in a daze, at a loss.
The hot tears in Cameron's eyes slid down like this. She wiped the tears on her cheeks in a mess, "I am changing for you, I have always considered you, I just hope you can be well, but why can't you think about me? Why can't you change for me? Why can't you change for me? Why are you so selfish, only considering yourself, only worrying about your dreams, your future, your passion? But what about me? Where is my place in your heart? I can't compare to your performance, your music, your job, or even your band."
Cameron raised his right hand and touched Hugo's chest, feeling the heart that was beating violently under the scorching skin. Tears slid down again uncontrollably, "I hope to find my place here."
This sentence stabbed Hugo's heart like a sharp sword. He opened his mouth, but he just murmured in vain. He could not say anything. He could only look at Cameron in a daze, finding anger, disappointment, fanaticism, and attachment in those eyes...
"Do you know how long it took us to date? Do you know how long it took us to have a good time together? Many times, I even doubt whether you really like me." Cameron closed his eyes fiercely, closed his eyes in annoyance, and then let out a long breath, saying sadly, "Can't you quit the tour for me? Don't you realize that once you start this tour, it's a long six-month interval, and we may not even be able to be in the same time zone, and our distance will only grow bigger and bigger. Can't you quit the tour for me and then we enjoy this holiday?"
"Far a distance?" Hugo's thoughts were led by Cameron. He didn't understand how this came about. "But we always fall in love at a distance, aren't we? When I was resting, you were filming; when you were resting, I was filming. Even if I don't participate in the tour, we will have other jobs next, and we still have to fall in love at a distance."
Cameron couldn't help feeling a little chest tightness. In the past, she always felt that Hugo was a little dull and a little confused about the charm was a very beautiful thing, and it was one of the reasons why she fell in love with Hugo. But today, this characteristic made Cameron feel extremely depressed. She could not communicate with Hugo at all. "I'm not talking about this!"
Then Hugo looked at Cameron in confusion, as if saying "What's the point?" Cameron stomped his feet in annoyance, "I mean, can't you quit this tour for me? Then we find a place to take a vacation and enjoy the world of two. Isn't that good?"
"Quit out of the tour for you?" Hugo felt dizzy by Cameron. He remembered that at the beginning of the topic, they were not discussing this matter, so why did they come around here?
Cameron was really angry, "I didn't mean that, I mean, you were in a bad situation now, you needed to rest, you needed to leave the crowd, so why not take this opportunity to quit the tour? Then enjoy our time with me, go on a small island that no one can find, so that you can get a rest. I am really worried about you, I don't want you to break yourself up for the tour, and I don't want you to become more afraid and irritable because of the tour, you know you need to rest. I just hope you can be happy."
Hugo felt a thrust in his temple, and his brows frowned, "But, I said, standing on the stage, participating in the tour, becoming a part of glory until death, is my way of being happy."
Why does he feel that the problem seems to be back to where it is?
"Hugo Lancaster!" Cameron also realized this and couldn't help feeling discouraged. Tears kept falling down unscrupulously, and could not wipe them clean. "Why do you always think about yourself? Why can't you think about us, we! We are a community!"
Hugo didn't know how to respond, because he felt that Cameron's words were contradictory, so he opened his mouth, and finally gave up and hung his shoulders without saying anything.
Seeing Hugo's appearance, Cameron felt angry, but wanted to say a few heavy words, but he couldn't say it. In the end, he could only stomp his feet and shouted a few times, "Ahhhh!" Then he turned around and walked into the hall, walked all the way to the second floor, and disappeared from Hugo's sight.
After a while, I heard a heavy sound, "Bang!" It seemed that the whole villa began to shake.
Chapter completed!