Chapter 1772: 1772
Charlize had calmed down at this time and had regained his thinking ability. When he mentioned Mr. Perfect, his tone was a little tired, but he no longer had too much emotional ups and downs, but he had a hint of melancholy and a hint of stubbornness.
"You said, is it really my fault?" Charlize supported his head with his right hand, looked at Hugo in front of him, and asked, and immediately saw Hugo rolling his eyes. Charlize waved his hands and explained, "I am not self-blame. We all know that any breakdown of a relationship cannot be just one-sided, it cannot be all his fault, nor can it be all my fault. It must be a problem between us, so... you can't deny that he chose not to say goodbye."
"That's because he is a coward who dares not face you, faces the problems between you, dares not confront you in front of you, and even dares to say goodbye to you." Hugo sneered, and his tone did not hide his anger and contempt.
Charlize pulled the corners of her mouth, trying to show a sarcastic smile, but found that she even disdained to mock Mr. Perfect's cowardly behavior. Perhaps the few hours of catharsis had poured out all the negative emotions in her heart. "I mean, are I really asking for him too much?"
Charlize's words calmed Hugo. He didn't say anything, but listened seriously, "You know, his career has not been going well. He has never found a suitable performance opportunity. Actually, I have discussed this issue with him. We all know that what Hollywood needs is an opportunity, an opportunity to show itself. If he just fights alone, it will definitely not be that easy, but I can help him, and Rick can also help him. As long as he is willing, at least we can get the opportunity, and we will still have to see him next."
"But..." Charlize looked at Hugo's gaze carefully and said solemnly, "But he refused. He hoped to rely on his own strength to find opportunities. Why do you think this is? Is it because of his man's self-esteem, and he is unwilling to borrow the power of women? Or... "
Speaking of this, Charlize couldn't help but pause, but Hugo saw clues in her eyes, raised her chin, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "Why?"
"Because he rejects you, he resists you, because he always thinks you are meddling in other people's business." Charlize said simply, but Hugo laughed softly. "I tried to explain to him that we are just friends, and there is nothing between us, but every time we go around, I will still return to the same place. Almost every time the quarrel is the same." Charlize lowered his eyes, pursed his lips slightly, as if covering the inexplicable confusion in his heart, but he quickly raised his eyes, "Hugo, is this really the case? He rejected my help because of his self-esteem? Are you men like this?"
Hugo did not answer immediately, but pondered for a while, "You know, men's psychology is actually very complicated, but also very simple. We don't think too much like women, and most of the time we may not care about details. But once a certain moment, the sensitive nerve is touched, we will make some puzzling choices."
"So..." Hugo paused, dragged the end tone, then nodded affirmatively, and replied with a positive tone, "Yes, he's just a stingy."
Charlize was directly amused by Hugo's tone of affirmation. The more I thought about it, the more I felt the more funny. "We have argued about work many times, but there was no result. During this period, I felt a huge pressure in New York. I really didn't have the mood to worry about him. I heard that he participated in two auditions and was rejected. But I am not his nanny, and I can't take care of his feelings at all times. I called him and said that the filming was hard, but he felt that I was showing off and I was putting pressure on him... So, I think there were clues a long time ago, but... it was just that I didn't work hard enough. Any relationship requires care. I still didn't put in 100% effort."
"Are you serious?" Hugo looked at Charlize incredibly, raised his eyebrows, his eyes full of sarcasm and surprise. "You must be kidding me."
"Why?" Charlize didn't understand very much, but looked at Hugo in surprise.
Hugo also lay directly on the sheet, but his position with Charlize was upside down. Charlize was at the head of the bed and his feet were at the end of the bed, while he was at the end of the bed and his feet were at the head of the bed, and then supported his head with his left hand and looked over, "When you dated Mr. Perfect, I almost didn't know you anymore. You became unintentional and had no personality. You would do whatever Mr. Perfect told you."
Charlize rolled his eyes unhappily, but he had no way to refute it. He only listened to Hugo whispering there, "He asked you to use coasters, and every time you put the cup, you would sneak around like a thief; he asked you to drink red wine, and you would look at others' faces when you took a bottle of beer; he asked you to climb the mountain together, and every time you came back, you would cry at home for pain... Your whole life is like someone is controlled by you, you are a puppet, and Mr. Perfect controls your rope. Isn't you just to maintain this relationship? It's so sad and ridiculous."
"But, isn't this a relationship? During the process of dating, we need to compromise with each other, give in, take photos of each other, and if nothing changes, then... that's a friend." Charlize's expression became serious, not like discussing Mr. Perfect, but like attending a seminar on love.
"Wrong! It's definitely not like this!" Hugo shook his head vigorously, "You think, why do people fall in love? It's because they like each other's original appearance, your outlook on life, world view, values, your personality charm, your appearance, your behavior, your language... But why does it become unreasonable when a woman falls in love, otherwise... she will completely lose herself by relying on love?"
"That's because some people say they can't obey love, so we have to be dissatisfied." Charlize's expression became completely sincere, as if he gave a speech on behalf of all women in a seminar. "Even if he likes it, he forced himself to say he didn't like it; even though he was sad, he forced himself to say I didn't care. But some people said that in a relationship, we cannot be too willful. We have to learn to compromise and change, so we can only sacrifice ourselves. But in the end, we feel too stressed, and then... and then we leave, like a coward, and will only escape."
Hugo shook his head, "Everyone has his own statement about love, because every relationship is different, there is no absolutely correct truth, only the most suitable way. You should not listen to what others say, but choose the most suitable one. The real change is not to force yourself to do things you don't like to do, but to gradually find the common point between the two people in the process of interacting with each other and getting along with each other. Then at the same time, you should retain your own personality."
"It's like Cameron can't understand your musical dream?" Charlize's words made Hugo cover his chest and make a look of being shot. Charlize rolled his eyes, then picked up the beer next to the pillow, opened it and took a big sip. "But you're right, maybe there is no correct formula for love, and we need to keep exploring ourselves."
After drinking most of the can of beer, Charlize suddenly became quiet, then took a small sip, and then sipped again and again, the tip of his tongue was full of bitterness, "Maybe, the reason why I am willing to change myself and the reason why I am willing to work hard is because deep down, I did not really try to give. I want to keep up with Mr. Perfect, but there is no way." Otherwise, she would not have rejected Mr. Perfect so many times, and always insisted on living alone in her apartment and sticking to her own space.
Mr. Perfect had quarreled with her about this because she had nothing to do with Hugo and Alexander before, but she was unwilling to move in with him. She explained that the previous one was friendship, so she didn't care. Hugo and Alexander were just roommates, but love was different. However, Mr. Perfect did not believe this explanation.
But, many times, even she herself questioned this explanation.
"So, you are the same as me?" Hugo's words made Charlize come out of his thoughts, stunned for a moment, and did not understand. Hugo continued, "You accused me of the relationship with Cameron before, and I did not keep up with Cameron's footsteps. Then, now you are the same." Hugo's words made Charlize sneer, "I am different from you," Hugo said aggressively, "Why are you different?"
Charlize blurted out that he wanted to say "because I love him", but this sentence was circling around his mouth, but he couldn't say it.
Hugo sneered, interrupting Charlize's last trace of courage, "Friend, what about the promised 'happiness that makes me jealous'?"
Charlize raised his eyebrows and curled his lips and showed a sarcastic smile. "It seems that Mr. Perfect is not that perfect." Then Charlize kicked Hugo's left hand that supported his head, "So, what about the 'Mr. Perfect' that all media, all movie fans and all women think? Are you really that perfect?"
Hugo sneered, pursed his lips with self-deprecatingness, and looked at Charlize with his eyes wide open, "What do you think? As a bystander, do you think I am perfect? Maybe you can try it yourself."
Charlize looked at Hugo's serious look and his eyes couldn't help but widen, "Do you think I dare not?"
The two of them looked at each other's eyes stubbornly, and neither of them wanted to look away. The originally fighting spirited eyes softened unconsciously. The silence between the eyes made the air start to burn, and time seemed to have stopped at this moment. "Pu, pu..." You could even hear the sound of the beating of your heart.
Chapter completed!