Chapter 2120 2120 Falling apart
John hugged Alicia tightly, as if he was embracing the only light of dawn in the darkness, pouring all his strength on his body, and his broad shoulders seemed to be trembling slightly. He heard his wife's almost collapsed voice whispering in his ears, "I'm sorry", which made him find a sense of security again. He gently patted his wife's back, comforting and said, "It's okay."
John let go of Alicia a little, pressed her forehead against her forehead, felt the temperature she placed on her cheek, and whispered, "I miss you." The fragile and affectionate voice revealed his inner struggle at this moment. Alicia only felt that her heart was about to be broken, and murmured, "I miss you."
John wanted to immerse himself in Alicia's beauty, but he could not. The fear and concern attached to his heart at all times made him unable to settle down. He looked around in panic, worried that the place would be monitored by the Soviets, and his every move might have unpredictable consequences, which made John's brows frown tightly, and the look of fear of losing everything was trembling in disorder.
"I have to talk to you." John murmured softly in his wife's ear. Alicia's right hand was placed on John's chest, feeling the powerful but messy heartbeat, but she didn't think too much, but nodded, took John to sit in a seat, staring at John intently, and carefully looked at every detail on the face, trying to find out from it that she had fallen deeply in love. However, she was panicked because the expression in the amber eyes was so strange, as if she was watching John move away from him step by step.
John did not notice Alicia's panic, but tried his best to make himself sincere and spoke seriously, "Alicia, I have been thinking all the time. I know what I have done recently and the fact that I cannot discuss my work with you. I acted a little crazy. I have no choice." John said sincerely, his voice trembling slightly. Facing the person he loved the most, he had no reservation, which made a hazy mist in his deep eyes. "I understand this very well, and I am deeply sorry for you."
Alicia grabbed John's hands tightly, as if he was a little relaxed, and he would immediately disappear before his eyes, which made the tears in her eyes pile up more and more. She shook her head gently, "It doesn't matter." She showed a comforting smile. If John could really realize the seriousness of the problem as he said, maybe everything would have a chance to recover.
Hearing his wife's words, John breathed a sigh of relief, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gently outlined, "Everything will come to light, everything will get better." John raised his right hand, gently wiped the tears from the corners of Alicia's eyes, looked at his wife's eyes carefully, and then kept his expression unchanged, and said in a gentle voice, "We must speak in a low voice..."
This made Alicia stunned. She didn't understand what John said, but John's expression still did not change at all. With a gentle gentleman smile, she said softly, "They may be eavesdropping, or they may have pressed a wiretap. "This sentence made Alicia's smile solidify at the corner of her mouth, and then disappeared bit by bit. Her hands loosened when she was not careful, which scared her and quickly clenched again. But this time, even if the tightness was held, the man in front of her became increasingly strange.
"I want to tell you the truth now. Although it will destroy the original agreement, you must know." John's voice was very light and his expression did not change too much, but those eyes revealed an extremely sincere light, which made Alicia feel a cold start to jump into her body, "...because you must help me escape from here."
John's extremely sincere and even serious expression made Alicia begin to feel fear. Her hands were tighter, but the powerful fear forced her to let go, because she didn't recognize the man in front of her. This powerful and fierce contradiction made Alicia's pupils tremble slightly in fear.
"I have been doing the top secret job for the government..." John's expression was so real and so focused. His simple and clean eyes revealed an extremely cautious light, just like a piece of white paper, completely displayed without any concealment. But it was precisely this "complete calmness" that made Alicia shudder. She looked at the man close at hand, but there was an uncontrollable strangeness in her eyes. She didn't know him.
John did not notice Alicia's changes. He was just immersed in his own world, eager to find someone who truly believes in himself, and then save himself. "Someone is intimidating and will create a great disaster in the United States." John looked around with a panic in his eyes. The fear that penetrated his soul made his pupils tremble violently. He gritted his teeth tightly, almost squeezed out words from the cracks of his teeth. "I think the Soviet Union probably thought my data was important, so he didn't kill me..." Even John himself did not notice. His voice was filled with a hint of despair. He grabbed Alicia's arm with his backhand, as if he grabbed the last straw. The fierce force even made Alicia frown in pain, "They just locked me here and didn't let me continue working..."
Alicia shook her head gently, "shhhh", signaling John to stop. But John became more and more urgent. He even raised his voice lightly without even being able to control it, and said quickly and earnestly, "You must go to Wheeler Laboratory, you must find William Pacher, he can help me."
Alicia looked at John's translucent eyes. The desperate gray surging up with the hazy mist, but Alicia's hands couldn't help but let go. "Stop", she slowly shook her head, "Stop". She could feel that John was away from her. The intense strangeness made her at a loss and even more scared. John Nash she knew was not like this.
But John was still unwilling to stop, just like a lingering sound in his ears, buzzing endlessly. Alicia finally couldn't help it and shouted loudly, "Stop!" The crisp sound echoed throughout the visiting room, making everyone look at it. Then she raised her head and saw John's face of confusion and panic.
John wriggled his mouth at a loss, deep doubts reflected in his amber eyes, and his brow moved slightly closer to the middle because he was too helpless, and even his breathing became chaotic.
Alicia took a deep breath, grabbed John's arm again, and tried her best to calm herself down. Her eyes were motionless and she said softly, "I've been to Wheeler's Laboratory." This made John feel a little relieved and nodded repeatedly, "There is no William Pacher there."
This sentence immediately made John panic. He kept tilting his head to find an answer. He murmured in a low voice, "Of course there is, I've been working for him all the time." But when Alicia took the initiative to meet his sight, he avoided his sight in panic. He didn't know why he was panic, but just refused to accept Alicia's message, whispered, more as if he was convincing himself.
Hearing Alicia's doubts, "What are you doing?" John's body swayed slightly, completely avoiding Alicia's gaze, talking to others who couldn't hear clearly, but Alicia was aggressive and always looked straight into his eyes, "Cracking the password? Putting the file in a secret mailbox? Let the government get it?"
These words left John completely shocked and stayed in place. All the small movements disappeared. He looked at Alicia incredibly, as if Alicia and Charles were both Soviet spies. The sense of alienation quickly built a wall and gradually distanced the distance between him and her. "How could you know?"
"Sol has followed you." Alicia answered John's question, "He doesn't think it's harmful."
But this sentence stirred up storm in John's heart. He began to try to recall the previous clips, and couldn't help but think, is Thor also a spy from the Soviet Union? This possibility made John's breathing begin to be rapid. If this is true, then hasn't his secret mission been exposed long ago? Does that mean that his job is not to help the United States, but to hurt the United States?
This possibility made John completely stunned.
However, Alicia took out a large stack of document bags from the paper bag she carried with her. John subconsciously looked over and then found that this was the password material she sent every week. Alicia put it on the table, "They have not been taken apart."
John's head was completely stiff, and all the thoughts just now were broken in an instant. He could not think anything, but just looked at the stack of documents in front of him with a dumbfounded look. The unbelievable storm swept through his eyes. The scene of the slow fall of the whole world was being staged in a real and vivid way in his amber eyes.
This made Alicia feel extremely cruel, and tears fell down again, but she knew that she could not stop. Because John needed help, she gently bit her teeth and continued to say, "There is no conspiracy at all..." Then she watched the gray despair swallowing John bit by bit, as if she was strangling a fresh vitality with her own hands, which made Alicia feel breathless. "No William Pacher, either..." John's lower lip trembled slightly, but the expression on her face did not change at all, and she was still stunned, as if the soul had completely disappeared.
Alicia was almost talking in a qiyin, and the pain in her heart almost made her unable to persevere, "This is all your fantasy."
Chapter completed!