066 Midnight Dream
"Chen Hugo! What are you doing? Standing on the stage in a daze, what's going on? Don't you know how long our band has been waiting for this opportunity? A small mistake may ruin all this, and you are still dazed there! Damn!" Su Zinan's expression was very bad, and his handsome eyes were almost glaring out. His height of 1.85 meters was pressed down, leaving Chen Hugo without the ability to resist at all, so he could only stand there blankly.
It’s not that Hugo can’t move, but that he is unwilling to move. What exactly happened? Wasn’t he in Los Angeles in 1992? Why did he return to the Midi Rock Festival in 2014? This... But Su Zinan’s angry expression in front of him was so real that Hugo couldn’t tell whether this was a dream or a reality.
"This is an important opportunity for us, have you forgotten it? Chen Hugo, cheer me up, walk onto the stage, and perform in a dignified manner, just like all our performances in the past ten years!" Su Zinan grabbed Chen Hugo's shoulder hard, shook it hard, and said in a earnest tone.
But Hugo's head was blurred, and his eyes were subconsciously searching around him. What about other members of Honor until death, Li Yibai? Where is Gu Xiaoguai? Where is Lixia? Why can only see Su Zinan? Why can only see large and blurred lights around him, and the figures are gathering, but they can't see the outline of their faces clearly. Hugo wanted to ask, but found that the sound was completely stuck. In a vague way, Zhang Xiaoye's figure was seen in the light and shadow around him, but, "Xiaoye, aren't you dead?"
"This is our opportunity. We can't squander another ten years. We can't afford to lose. This may be the last chance. Grab it, Hugo, grab it!" Su Zinan's tough and strong voice kept echoing in Hugo's ears, but Hugo's gaze was always on Zhang Xiaoye, and he couldn't move it away at all. Even if he wanted to see Su Zinan, he couldn't turn his head. Suddenly, Zhang Xiaoye smiled brilliantly. The smile instantly released infinite light, quickly submerging everything around him, which made Hugo panic.
As soon as the light shone and faded again, Hugo found that she had actually returned home, a home she hadn't been back in ten years.
The mother sat quietly on the sofa in the living room and cried in tears, and then blamed her father angrily, "It's all you. My son has called the family so many times, but you are still unwilling to answer. Why are you so stubborn? He is our son, a piece of meat that fell from me."
My father sat quietly on the chair in the study, without saying a word, just looked at the densely packed books on the bookshelf, silently enduring his mother's accusations.
"Did Hugo kill or set fire? What a well-behaved child he is. He has never rejected our request since childhood. But this time he finally found what he wanted to do. Why can't you agree to let him do it? How many people now have no dreams, just live their lives in a daze. Hugo not only dreams, but also he is willing to chase and realize and strive. If we don't support him, who can support him?"
My mother's eyes were already swollen, her face was haggard, and the food on the coffee table in front of her was fine and she didn't eat a bite. This made Hugo feel distressed. He wanted to comfort her mother, but found that he couldn't speak at all. He wanted to go in and hug her mother, but found that he could not move. Hugo could only cry silently in his heart, "Mom, it's my fault, I'm too willful and too selfish." If the price of chasing my dreams is to make my mother suffer, Hugo didn't know whether his choice was correct.
My father, who was sitting in the study, was still unwilling to speak, but his tall and majestic back was so lonely. In my memory, the traces of time could be seen. Perhaps, deep in his heart, he was also regretting his stubbornness. He regretted not expressing his true thoughts earlier. Regardless of whether he agreed or not, at least they should have the opportunity to communicate.
Hugo stood there and suddenly began to hate himself. In this world, the person who truly loves him was right in front of him, but he hurt them so willfully and left no room for nothing. For ten years, he had not returned home for ten years. Once upon a time, Hugo thought that this was the price of his dream, but now Hugo knew that this was his selfish choice and there were many ways to communicate with his parents, but he chose to ignore it alone.
"Dad, mom, I was wrong." Hugo tried hard to move forward, apologized to his parents, hugged his thin mother, and hugged his lonely father, he really knew he was wrong. There was nothing wrong with chasing his dreams, but the choice was wrong, which caused irrescue consequences. Hugo only regretted it now.
But suddenly, Su Zinan's voice suddenly came from the sky, "Catch it! Grab it!"
The sound echoing everywhere was like a magic sound. Even if he covered his ears, he still had no effect. Hugo jumped up suddenly and found that he sat up straight and gasped. The sticky sweat behind him became cold. The sweat that kept falling on his forehead made his heart beat twitch in shock. There was only a hazy light around his sight, and you could vaguely see the empty room, but there was no Su Zinan, nor Zhang Xiaoye; there was no mother, nor father, but the faint blue light slowly flowing in the dark night.
Hugo lifted the quilt and walked off the floor barefoot, pulled the curtains open, and the cold moonlight tilted down to fill the room in an instant, and the familiar Sunset Avenue outside the window immediately caught my eye. This is Los Angeles, Los Angeles in 1992.
Reality returned to the body again, and his mind gradually became clear. He and Joseph had just finished the audition for "Yihai Xiongfeng" today. After returning, Hugo had no time to buy second-hand furniture. He could only borrow Alex's bedding, simply make the bed, wash it off and rest.
The dim lights are like the light of fireflies in the rich night, dotted on both sides of the Sunset Avenue, like a flowing fluorescent river slowly extending forward, and then flow into a sea of stars and lights. The light spots, whether bright or dark, float on this vast ocean, dazzling, but they also further highlight the loneliness in the darkness around them. The world beyond the light is only the hazy halo of the moonlight, you can vaguely see the waves slamming against the beach, and occasionally vehicles are flying past the road, and people's cheers and screams pass freely in the sea breeze.
The night is noisy but lonely.
Hugo sighed deeply, he knew that he had just dreamed.
What happened to the Glory To Death Band? Hugo calmed down and thought seriously. Did he exchange souls with Hugo Lancaster, or did he simply replace Hugo Lancaster? Does that mean that Chen Hugo also passed away in 2014? If so, what should we do if the Glory To Death Band perform? They waited for ten years, worked hard for ten years, and struggled for ten years, and worked hard for ten years. Putting aside the fact that the six of them ran away from home and pursued their dreams without hesitation, just saying that they have given everything to pursue their dreams. Will it be in vain in the end? Not to mention the parents who are waiting for them to go back.
Parents. Hugo recalled his father and mother. He hadn't been home for ten years. Although he had been in touch, the face he left in Hugo's memory still looked like he was never old. Now, they should be old, and maybe some white hair should appear on their temples. If they knew they had passed away, what would they react?
The guilty feeling surged in an instant, immediately swallowing Hugo, and tears came in without warning. Standing there, Hugo supported his hands on the windowsill, clearly watching the tears fall drop by drop, and then his vision completely blurred, leaving only halos.
After traveling through time, Hugo kept telling himself that this was an opportunity, an opportunity to realize his dream, so he cheered up and participated in the audition of "Dahe Love". After failing, he regained his strength and participated in the shooting of "Smelling the Scent of the Scent and Knowing Women", until today's audition of "Yihai Xiongfeng". All this happened too quickly and beautifully, and what I had dreamed of was realized like this. Even though the process was full of hardships, even if his unremitting efforts still had to persist, Hugo was always happy.
But tonight, when he dreamed at midnight, Hugo suddenly realized that he wanted to go home. It was not his home in Los Angeles, but his real home. He missed his teammates who were glorious to death, and he missed his parents. Even if he traveled through time and won a second chance in his life, even if the happiness under the spotlight was within reach, his parents and friends in his life were irreplaceable, even if he reached the peak of his career.
For the first time, Hugo hated this inexplicable time travel. He had to face a sacrificial poisoned by poisoning. He had to face the series of negative effects brought by the Golden Raspberry Award. Tracy had to face the struggle in the position of actors, but he had not even a friend around him, let alone relatives.
If you have no friends or relatives, even if you are pursuing your dreams, Hugo doesn't think he can stick with it alone.
Suddenly, Hugo began to become scared. He was afraid that the bandmates and parents would suffer because of him. He was also afraid that he would be swallowed by time in Los Angeles in 1992 and then turned into ashes, and even the proof of existence in this world could not be found.
Chapter completed!