862 Chapter 862
Hugo wanted to understand Lina, and he hoped to find an explanation for Lina's behavior, just like Adam at the time.
Imagine that Adam was carrying the fact that his wife abandoned them for eighteen years, just to maintain his perfect image in his son's heart, and just hoped that his son would not lose hope in life, so they were always quarreling, and Adam always expressed his concerns and concerns through scolding and questioning. Every time they communicated, they were tense, and they were constantly arguing, and finally they ended up in a bad mood.
However, when Hugo knew the truth, she realized that her father had been protecting herself in his way. It was said that parents' love for their children is the only emotion in the world that is not mixed with any interests or selfish. So, does Lina have her difficulties?
But Hugo's brain was in chaos at this time, and it was difficult to sort out a thought.
Maybe Lina didn't know that she had become a movie actor at all. She lived in a closed town and was not interested in movies, so she never knew that Hugo existed. But if she really missed Hugo, why didn't she try every means to find Hugo? Adam had never moved. He lived in Lanchez all the time, and Hugo's information was everywhere.
Perhaps Lena was in danger, for example, her current husband is an alcoholic or a control freak, and she was not allowed to look for Adam and Hugo. So... that's why she sent James Franko to ask for help. However, if James was on Lena's side and was willing to ask for help, why didn't he call the police? If she was looking for herself to rescue Lena, she would have very few things she could do.
Maybe James is simply a liar. He just found clues in Lancaster's previous interviews. He is a crazy fan. He wants to get close to him, so he has no choice. But why does James want to say something every time? Why does James act so strange every time when he faces him? If he is really a liar, how does he know the connection between him and Lena? He doesn't remember that he publicly mentioned his mother's name and information in the media.
Maybe... maybe... maybe... maybe... maybe Lina really has difficulties, maybe Lina really has to do it, maybe everything can be found to be a reasonable explanation, just like Adam, but Hugo is not sure whether she wants to find the truth of the matter.
After Hugo left the corridor, he walked to the coffee house and saw Cameron sitting in the distance, but he stopped, leaned on the wall next to the coffee house, and closed his eyes. He needed to calm down, but the thoughts in his mind were still boiling, just like a crater, and the surging magma could not cool down at all.
Deep in Lancaster's soul, he still blamed Lina. Regardless of whether he and Adam reached an understanding, he was complaining about his mother, who left him when he left at the age of eight.
Maybe everything was as Adam said before. It was Adam who drove her away and she had no choice but to escape all night, but she didn't even say "goodbye" to herself. This was unforgivable for Lancaster. He missed his mother so much, but she left without any nostalgia.
Not to mention that when he learned the truth later, he realized that his mother had abandoned him from the beginning because he was also a burden for his mother to pursue a new life and an obstacle for his mother to yearn for a big city.
This idea violently impacted Lancaster's idea, and she had not been in contact for eighteen years? This is not surprising, because she had already made a decision when she chose to leave, and then she had no intention of looking back, even if she wanted to look back, she probably missed the opportunity.
It was this resentment that made him lose his mind. He wishfully believed his father's words, because he needed a resentment object to transfer the pain of being abandoned by his mother and could persevere. Therefore, he never wanted to think about the loopholes in his father's words, and he never wanted to think about his father. Resenting his father was the only motivation for him to persevere.
So even though he knew the truth of the matter, even if Adam kept persuading him, Hugo subconsciously rejected and looked for Lina, because he still couldn't let it go. He still had resentment towards Lina. Even though this kind of complaint has gradually been hidden deep in memory as time goes by, it is still difficult to let it go as soon as it is mentioned again.
But if Hugo doesn't dig out the truth, it doesn't mean the truth will not be revealed.
Hugo once thought, if one day Lina suddenly appears in front of her, what should she do? This is very possible, because the influence of the name "Hugo-Lancaster" in the United States has gradually deviated from the entertainment industry and has begun to appear in the social space. It is only a matter of time before Lina, who lives in a corner of the United States, realized that Hugo was.
But before Hugo could think of her attitude towards coping, the truth came unexpectedly, and in the most ridiculous and ridiculous way: Lina did not appear, and a person who claimed to be her son appeared. This made Hugo feel absurd, this made Hugo feel speechless, this made Hugo feel confused, this made Hugo feel... angry.
He didn't know if James was telling the truth or lies, he didn't know if James was Lina's personal son or adopted the child, he didn't know whether Lina was happy or miserable now, but he... was so angry that he couldn't react at all, so he responded calmly, just as Lena in James's mouth was not the person he knew at all, and then left; he was so angry that his brain was now in chaos, and before he realized it, tears were already covered in his eyes.
What's even more ridiculous is that he didn't even know what he was angry about. Last summer, Hugo had completely completed the fusion of his soul, so he could deeply feel the hot surging deep in his soul, the sadness of being abandoned, the complaints of being forgotten behind him, and the discouragement of being disliked and intrusive, almost gnawed him clean.
Various thoughts in my heart were constantly surging and rolling. The mixed thoughts were mixed together and fell on the tip of my tongue, but they turned into endless bitterness. Hugo knew for the first time that the so-called mixed flavors and tasted them all at the end was bitter. The bitterness that could make the bile spit out danced on the tip of my tongue. Even if I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth, it could not bear it, because the heat and pain from the heart made the tears in my eyes boil.
Taking a deep breath, then taking a deep breath... Continue to take a deep breath, Hugo suppressed countless chaotic thoughts in his mind, and then wiped away the hot tears in his eyes. His hands seemed too rough and caused a faint pain in his eyes, but he didn't care at all. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath again, and then he walked towards the coffee house.
Hearing the call, Cameron raised his head and smiled brightly at Hugo, "How about it, what do you want to drink? You have a performance tomorrow, do you want to protect your voice?"
Hugo shook his head with a smile on his lips, "No, I don't smoke, so it doesn't matter if you have coffee or something. Why haven't you ordered it yet? Could it be waiting for me to come?"
Cameron shrugged, "I've just sat down for a while and you're here, I haven't had time yet."
Hugo was stunned. He just felt as if he had experienced a century, and the storm in his mind had not been completely calmed yet. He didn't want to do so but it was only a few minutes. It seemed like a different life. He slightly outlined the corner of his mouth, "What about you? What do you want to drink? Or a caramel latte?"
Cameron was stunned when he looked at Hugo, the caramel latte, which was the drink she ordered when they first met in Philadelphia. Hugo not only saved her, but also paid for the coffee. Originally, Cameron thought that she was the only one who could remember these small details, but she did not expect that Hugo would also remember them in his heart, which suddenly made Cameron's heart jump up rapidly.
Hugo raised his hand and waved it, "What's wrong?" After he asked, Cameron suddenly became dazed, which made Hugo feel a little puzzled, "Or do you want to change to other drinks?"
"No, the caramel latte is very good, just the caramel latte." Cameron nodded quickly and said.
Watching Hugo's back as he went to the counter to order food, Cameron was a little confused. It turned out that falling in love was like this, because she really felt the feeling of falling from a high altitude. Her heart had completely floated up, but she was not worried at all, because she knew that after she landed, Hugo's arms would be waiting for her, the warm and thick arms.
After Hugo came back, Cameron took the initiative to talk about the recent tour. She could feel that Hugo seemed a little tired today. This was not surprising. Fans all knew that Honor was tired until his death. This made Cameron worry and asked Hugo, "Do you should go back and have a good rest?"
But Hugo seemed a little absent-minded and pulled the corners of his mouth slightly, "It doesn't matter, just go upstairs later. I just don't feel tired when I sit here."
Cameron knew that Hugo was always so gentlemanly. He seemed not good at rejecting girls. He was always modest and polite, so she took the initiative to say, "Let's go back. You go and have a rest. I also need to keep my spirits well. There are two days of carnival waiting for me." Cameron showed a bright smile, "I'll go to the bathroom, and then we'll leave."
"Okay, no problem." Hugo smiled with his lips pursed, then watched Cameron walk towards the bathroom.
Just as Hugo was about to close his eyes and take a good rest, he heard a woman's voice coming from beside him, "Hi, Hugo, I didn't expect you to be here. Who was that beauty just now? Could it be a date?"
This sentence immediately made Hugo's tired nerves tense up. Could it be that it was a paparazzi? But when he opened his eyes, he saw a strange and familiar figure. He always felt that he should know the other person, but he could never call out his name.
The other party seemed to have understood this meaning from Hugo's honest expression, and he couldn't help but pout and said, "I'm Mandy.sunday, have you forgotten?"
Chapter completed!