Chapter 871 Chapter 871
James Franco left and fled in a panic, but Hugo didn't know what was going on, because he didn't have the energy to take care of James' situation at this time. Hugo only felt a mess in his mind, and he was drowsy as if it was a ball of mud.
Hugo didn't want to know James' current situation, he didn't want to know the current situation of the Frank family, and he didn't want to know the current situation of the Lina. As he said, Lina is now the "mother" of the Frank family, not his. They have no relationship, no past, no present, and no future. They just meet strangers who are unfamiliar.
He had already made a decision, and he had already figured it out clearly, but why did Hugo feel a slight pain in his heart when he recalled the so-called truth? Why did Hugo feel a warmth surge into his eyes whenever he thought of his father who had been hiding the truth for more than ten years? Why did Hugo feel empty in his heart as long as James' contradictory and entangled face reappeared?
The whole room was quiet at this time, as if you could hear the sound of the night flowing quietly, quiet and light, just like the soft footsteps of the ballet actress, dancing in the milky yellow light. The cold and sad piano sounds were accompanied by the tinkling steps, but there was no sound. It just dyed the tranquility of the night with a layer of loneliness and sadness, making people cry.
The gentle piano sound fell on Hugo's heart one after another. The deep and slow pain slowly penetrated the apex of the heart, the blood slowly penetrated in the night, and the crystal clear and hot tears fell on the wound, fainting shadows, like angel wings, light and white, but with deep pain and sorrow, the thick and colorful blood spread violently.
"I spent a lifetime waiting for the second chance. For a moment that can calm everything, there will always be some reasons for leaving regrets in my heart. When the sun is over and the mountains are still in the evening, I need some comfort or a beautiful relief. Memory slowly seeps out of my blood, making me float empty and sway and tremble slightly. Maybe I will find a trace of tranquility tonight."
Hugo suddenly felt a little ridiculous. He thought he didn't care anymore, he thought he didn't care anymore, he thought he had forgotten it, but when the truth was revealed, his inner dignity and panic, his inner pain and entanglement, and his inner sadness and pain were so real and cruelly told him: In fact, he cared about it.
In fact, Hugo has been looking forward to a happy ending. He keeps telling himself that maybe Lina has difficulties, maybe Lina has no choice, maybe Lina misses him very much, maybe Lina regrets it, maybe Lina is also paying attention to him silently... But the fact is so cruel that it easily destroys all his expectations.
Hugo spent eighteen years waiting for the truth of the matter, but in the end he waited for a black hand that pushed him into the abyss.
It turns out that he never forgets his mother, who misses every night, and relies on her attachment. In fact, he made a choice eighteen years ago and had a happy and fulfilling new family. For her, he was redundant, unnecessary, and threatening. She loved her sons, but he had been abandoned in the corner of memory, representing the years she could not bear to look back on, and was locked in Pandora's box forever.
It turned out that his father, who was disgusted, strongly resisted and fiercely rejected, was his guardian from childhood to adulthood. He spared no effort to protect him. He always stood behind him to protect him from the wind and rain. He used his special way to protect his son to grow up healthily. He was his only relative and his only support.
This fact was constantly gnawing on Hugo's heart, and the pain slowly penetrated forced him to curl up and hold himself tightly. But even so, he still felt cold. The hot tears had already slipped down before he realized it, wetting the cold black and white piano keys in his mind, playing the inner pain and struggle on the piano keyboard, playing the inner sadness and annoyance.
"The wings of the angel spread their wings to take away the troubles, away from the dark and cold space and endless fear, you escape from the silent dream wreckage, and may you be comforted under the angel's wings."
The cold and melodious keys kept circling in Hugo's mind, and tears surged out like this, venting all the negative emotions deep in his heart. The tears no longer shone with crystal clear light, but turned into black with the most painful toxin in his heart, and permeated it drop by drop.
In this dark and cold hotel room, endless fear and sadness echoed. The piano sound in my mind depicted a gorgeous and wonderful scene. The angels spread their wings and kept flying there, as if they could take away Hugo's inner troubles and pain bit by bit.
Hugo knew that this was the last time, and he cried for Lena's affairs for the last time. The truth has been revealed. He did not need to embrace any attachment, he did not need to carry any anger, nor did he need to leave any sadness. As he said to James, Lena was James' mother, James' exclusive mother; and his mother had been left in the small town of Lanches eighteen years ago, accompanied by the endless crying and strong rebellion, and remained in the depths of memory forever.
He would miss his mother, but not in the form of longing, but in the form of mourning.
"I am tired of moving forward in a straight line. In every turn when I meet you, greed and fear follow you like shadows, rainstorms rage, and lies continue to continue, so as to make up for the hollowness in my heart, but that is useless. The last escape will make it easier for people to believe. In the sweet madness and the brilliant sorrow, I wish to fall into the mortal world for you."
Hugo guessed how painful and struggled Lina was when she chose to leave, but between family and dreams, she chose to pursue her dreams, so he became a burden she abandoned, and that was the result; Hugo guessed how hesitant and entangled Lina was when facing Douglas Franco's proposal, but between her happiness and the abandoned past, she chose the present and the future, so he became the hidden past.
Hugo guessed how sad and missed Lina was when she saw James waiting for her sons over the years, but between Hugo and James, she chose the latter, so she became James' perfect mother, and he became a child without a mother; Hugo guessed how panicked and tormented Lina was when she saw herself on the movie screen, but between the truth and the lie, she chose lies to protect the happiness of her family, so she made up her mind not to look for him for ten years.
Perhaps, every choice of Lina is so difficult and painful; perhaps, Lina's torture is far more serious than Hugo and Adam can imagine; perhaps, Lina's heart is suffering incredible torture...
But Hugo didn't want to forgive. Standing on James's standpoint and Frank's standpoint, Lina made the right choice; but from Hugo's own standpoint, he couldn't forgive, nor did he want to forgive. As long as Hugo remembered that Adam had quietly left Lanchez, who had never wanted to leave for the rest of his life because he was too worried about him, and sneaked to Los Angeles to visit him, but because he was worried that he would reject him, he chose to look at him silently, and Hugo's heart seemed to be entangled.
Hugo is happy because he has a father who loves himself. But what about Adam? Adam is unfortunate. Because of this just because of this, Hugo could not forgive Lina's choice. He could understand, but he refused.
"The wings of the angels soar away from the world, away from the dark and cold spaces and endless fears. You escape from the silent dream wreckage, and may you be comforted under the angels' wings."
The hot tears wet the pillowcase, and the hot energy warmed Hugo's cold heart. If there were really angels in this world, Hugo hoped that the angel could heal the wounds in his father's heart, because compared to his father, the disasters and tortures he endured were not worth mentioning at all.
Hugo knew the truth as if he had gnawed his heart and bones; what if Adam knew? Hugo could not imagine it. Therefore, he would protect his father, just as his father had been protecting himself for eighteen years before, and he would not let others hurt his father, even Lena.
Lina has the happiness she needs to protect, and Hugo also has the happiness he needs to protect.
So, just like that, they will never meet again as strangers, and they will not need to know each other's news anymore. She will forget him in the past of memory, and he will be used to her disappearance as eighteen years ago. So, she must not regret it, and must continue to persevere, because regret will not only make herself miserable, but also make Adam desolate, and Hugo will not allow this to happen!
The melody in my mind can never disappear, and it keeps circling over the soul and circling again. This song "angel" is so sad, painful and so cold, but it is like the unfolding wings of an angel, embracing Hugo, making Hugo feel warm again.
Even if it is just for his father, he should be strong. Today's things cannot hit him, but only make him stronger. People are always like this, because they have the object they want to protect become extremely powerful, and family, love and friendship are all like this. At this time, Hugo finally became stronger because he also has the object he protects in this world. He must be strong!
Chapter completed!