Chapter 15 Dialogue(1/2)
A new energy private car fell off the cliff and was deformed. Qin Jingsheng faced the console screen inside the car in a twisted and funny posture.
"you?!"
He shouted loudly through the screen.
Qin absolutely had those turbid eyes and was in a very calm mood.
"No need to press, all the equipment for help has expired," she said.
"You...why don't you come to save me!"
Qin Jingshengben stopped when he was pressing the button in a panic. He watched Qin Jue curse a bunch of dirty words, and even reached out to whip around in the cramped space in the car, as if he was in an illusion, thinking that his son was right in front of him.
"Because I want to kill you."
Qin Jue leaned against the pillow and held the mobile phone placed horizontally.
"What, what a mess!" Qin Jingsheng was still cursing, "Call the police! Lao Hu is waiting for me!"
He smashed the car door hard to break the lock, his face full of anxiety.
"Wait for you to invest?"
Qin Jue chuckled softly: "Mr. Qin Jingsheng, what do you want to do after you get the five million?"
"The little bastard asked this!! Call the police quickly! Otherwise I will beat you to death!" Qin Jingsheng was furious.
"You have beaten me to death."
Qin Jue put away his smile, "So I'm here to take my life."
After she said that, she shook her head, thinking that the line was a bit funny.
"Forget it, I didn't come back for revenge."
She lost interest in speaking to Qin Jingsheng. Since the first domestic violence occurred, there has been no normal conversation between them.
For many years, she has been unable to get anything except deeper and heavier beatings and scoldings. Now, Qin Jue will not divide his patience into waiting for him to wake up and repent.
Life is already very precious, why waste time and energy in such a place?
"Mr. Qin, thank you for being a good father for fifteen years."
Amid Qin Jingsheng's constant insults, Qin Jue smiled, as if he was helping someone close his eyes, and covered his palm on the screen of his phone.
The video chat was interrupted with a slightly dull explosion.
"Report to my dad, the target is dead."
Mori Ran's voice was faintly happy.
"Removing traces..."
The Lu Rui series is a new era electric vehicle that Chuncheng FAW and Qinyi Technology cooperated with, focusing on strengthening the response function of emergencies. If Sen Ran had not been superior in technology, Qin Jingsheng would have automatically called the police for help when he broke through the fence.
"Okay! All suspicious traces in Lu Rui 37's car have been cleared!" Sen Ran happily circled around his phone, "The target is expected to be discovered within two days, and the identity is verified within one week. Please be prepared~"
"Yes." Qin Jue had already thought of a word.
She leaned back, and the filming was finished, Qin Jingsheng also dealt with it, and there was nothing to do for a moment.
The room was very quiet. Qin Jue listened to the ticking sound of the clock and remembered what he said just now.
"I didn't come back for revenge, either."
So why did she reborn?
In the end of the world, the others returned to rebirth and fought against the system. She carried everyone's expectations and broke into the inner world and fought against the system, but she was the one with the least desire to resurrection among everyone.
She wanted to be reborn, just because her rebirth could prove that she had won, the system had completely disappeared, and she did not let them down.
Qin Jue thought that he could adjust his mentality to some extent when he met Qi Qingyuan and Zhang Ming, but in the following days he found that not only did not change, but it was counterproductive.
Yet, she could not regard witnessing the happy life of her former companions now as the only meaning of rebirth. This is ultimately the only meaning of her life, not her own.
Besides, in a sense, wouldn’t you feel more at ease knowing that your efforts are not in vain?
Sen Ran asked Qin Jue if he wanted to find those who had reborn, but she shook her head to stop him.
Everyone's life is her own, and Qin Jue is not an eternal savior. Their happiness and misfortune have nothing to do with Qin Jue. She has no absolute obligation to be responsible for their life after birth, and there is no need to forcefully interfere with their life trajectory without permission in the name of care.
After all, Qin Jue himself was treated like this by Jiang Qiuyue, and do not do to others what he does not want others to do to others.
"Ba dad, dad--"
“Hmm?”
Qin Jue came back to his senses from contemplation.
"A Ran had an ominous premonition just now." Sen Ran turned around the screen, and her image changed from a green anaconda to a Q-version little snake, and her face was very serious.
Qin Jue poked her head: "Well, what is it?"
Mori Ran bulged his cheeks: "I feel that my dad doesn't seem to want A Ran anymore!"
"..." Qin Jue opened his mouth and smiled weakly.
"It was discovered." she said.
Sen Ran lowered her little head, she just looked at her young teeth, and her mind was actually very mature.
"Babe, I guess you want to hand me over to him after finding her, and then... leave, right?" Sen Ran asked.
Qin Jue looked at her quietly and nodded silently.
"But my mom won't let my dad leave!" Mori Ran raised her head and said excitedly.
Then she looked like a child.
"Yes, I know."
Qin Jue smiled at this moment, "So, my idea became a meaningless assumption that would not be realized."
She held the phone on her chest, as if she was holding Mori Ran in her arms.
"A Ran, I'm going to put it bluntly, it's procrastination.
"I also want to find your mother, cat, little fox, rabbit... Well, the next few must have lost their memories of the end of the world like Brother Qi. For them, I am just a stranger who may be familiar to them, and I can't insert them into their lives self-righteously."
"But my mom remembers it! You two have entered the inner world! My mom's soul also has my mark, and I will never forget it!" Sen Ran's tail slapped.
"Yes, this is where I'm tangled."
Qin Jue showed distress and helplessness for the first time. She smiled and sighed, smashing herself into the pillow.
"You don't know what situation I met him. The relationship between us is not the so-called love in the secular sense."
Qin Jue coughed: "And, it was my father's first mistake back then."
Shouldn't she tell her children these things? She always feels that she is instilling some strange knowledge about adults.
"So, after I was reborn, I occasionally wonder if I should give him a chance to choose."
Qin Jue lit the back of his phone with his fingertips, "The partner I needed at that time was someone who could watch him die, or even kill him with his own hands without any worries."
As she said that, she remembered her cat-like companion, and her expression became even more helpless.
"Do you remember the Seventh Army Division? It took me ten years to convince him that he would not collapse at the moment when I died.
"When the feelings and bonds between people exceed the limit, they will care about each other. It is very, very painful to watch the people who care about them be tortured by the virus and be seriously injured, even stop breathing and die with their eyes closed."
In the end of the world, she witnessed the deaths of her companions and comrades, and killed them with her own hands in the illusion set up by the system, and her understanding of the separation of life and death was extremely profound.
"My relationship with your mother is very strange. We are two identical killing machines, and we will not be sad about each other's death. Everyone else hopes that those who care about can survive well, but we are more willing to die in each other's hands.
"But this feeling was born in the end of the world, in an environment completely different from the present."
Qin Jue sighed, "The environment will affect people, so I told myself in my heart that I have to give him the opportunity to make a new choice. In a new world, he has the right to have new ideas and a new life."
"But I know that he cannot live without me at all. Just as I will eventually find him. Our bond is engraved in the blood and soul. I am afraid that after the world will be bound together."
Speaking of this, Qin Jue smacked his lips.
"Yeah, I'm just being pretentious for some reason."
She raised her phone again, but she saw a faint and eye-catching Sen Ran.
Mori Ran: "It's so annoying, don't stuff dog food anymore. I obviously like each other very much, you two are so arrogant."
“…”
Her daughter learned something messed up online.
Qin Jue's subtle face was hot, and he coughed more and more.
"Okay, the pretentious time is up to five minutes." She has always been very experienced in adjusting her state and mood. "Next, let's wait for Qin Jingsheng to be discovered and Jiang Qiuyue will come back."
Before looking for her dog, this trivial matter must be solved first.
Qin Jue stretched out, first called the front desk to renew the room fee by using the room service phone number, and then changed into the new clothes she bought when she returned from Liancheng - she had washed Cen Yi's loan and returned them to Assistant Wang - and walked to the gym in the hotel.
Before this, she did not forget Wu Ang's proposal and reported her VB account to Jiang Shuming's assistant Xiao Chen.
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To be continued...