This world is very strange. People say that men and women are the same, but at the same time they don't allow women's intelligence to be used in "places it shouldn't be used".

Girls with good grades can do it; girls who can talk can’t.

Pride and Prejudice seems to be an eternal theme. A large number of people believe that the keywords "weak", "innocent", "sensible", "smart" and "beautiful" should not be concentrated on women. If they are,

That must be this woman's fault, so she became the so-called "bad woman".

This means that weak girls must be obedient and obedient. They may be gentle or cute, but they should be ignorant of everything including male and female matters and interpersonal social interactions. They should be as pure as a piece of white paper and harmless to humans and animals——

If they were not like this, if they were scheming and knew how to protect themselves, then the following words would be born: black lotus, scheming bitch, etc. In short, "she is not a good girl."

If such a girl is still outstanding in appearance, it will be even more troublesome, because "beautiful women will definitely lie to others", and lying to others is wrong, even if it is just to live a safer life for oneself, even if there is no malicious use or harm

Neither can others. No matter what, they should be pure and clean, with big breasts and no brains.

Have people noticed that the trend of thought in society has always been like this? Sometimes it transcends gender and only looks at strength; but when both genders are involved, the situation is different.

Some people called for men who are gentle, clean and well-groomed and should not be called contemptuous. Then more people thought "he is a beauty" and "he smells so good"; then some people called for my sister to be the best, strong and determined.

Who doesn’t love handsome women? Sister, I’m super capable!

What about my sister?

What about those younger sisters who are indeed in line with the "general girl appearance", who are also very weak and should not be criticized?

In terms of brains, they know how to observe words and emotions, and are good at protecting themselves in the face of danger, so they are labeled as "green tea", and a group of people of the same or different genders smile and point and say: "You see she is fishing for men again, with this

Can't you work hard if you are smart? Tea, really tea!"

In terms of appearance, well, I know you are naturally beautiful, which makes me look ugly and low. You must be full of superiority, right? You must be mocking me, right? You are laughing so hard, what a pretty sister, surrounded by a bunch of licking dogs, you are not

Do you know where this bitch comes from? You are very coquettish. You are good-looking and you are great, right?

To a certain extent, human good and evil are very balanced. In other words, as many people as there are people who like beautiful women in this world, there are also as many people who are willing to slander her in various ways.

Doing everything, making mistakes everywhere, fearing to avoid people in society is called pretending to be noble, releasing kindness, not being disliked is called tactful social butterfly, being able to understand people's hearts is called scheming woman, using the money you earn to buy shoes, bags and accessories is called money worship, knowing how to adapt to different situations

Saying something different about the situation is called pretending and hypocrisy - and it is difficult to talk to others about the above, because there are some people in the world who will say:

"But you are already very beautiful! What else do you want?"

Just like a dedicated rich man whose wife died of illness and his son died young, kneeling in front of the tombstone and crying bitterly, some people will always say:

"But you are already rich! What else do you want?"

There are three things that people are most likely to envy: power, money, and face.

So over time, people who have any of these three things seem to have lost the right to express their grief. Once they are sad and collapse, in the eyes of some people, they will automatically turn into "not satisfied" or "unsatisfied".

It’s “deserved”.

But, who in this world lives without pain?

Whose pain should be deprived and silenced by others?

So the malice continued to create malice, and those people with power, money, and dignity who had collapsed accepted the reality, became indifferent, made themselves completely hated by others, squandered the capital they owned, and were full of condescension.

If you have arrogance and superiority, no matter what you say or do, you will be hated by others, right? Well, then just become like that! A heartless life is happier!

Therefore, the word "privilege" is getting higher and higher under the background of this phenomenon. The widening gap and the appearance of "privileged people" further arouse the jealousy and hatred of ordinary people. When these ordinary people also have at least one of the three things

At that time, it gradually became the appearance that I hate the most.

The cycle of human nature is nothing more than this.

Qiao Yu spent the remaining two years of junior high school in this kind of self-destruction.

She accepted her appearance and figure that became more and more outstanding as she grew up. She was indifferent to the abuse and contempt of the girls led by Hua Ling and the obscene teasing of some male classmates. She lived like a woman who would be laughed at even if she wrote in a novel.

, "The overly perfect Mary Sue heroine".

She began to study a hundred times harder, and with her grades and pleasing appearance, she became a student worthy of attention in the eyes of the teacher. In this way, she got the opportunity to go to and from school with teachers with whom she had a good relationship - so that those bastard boys who really had lustful thoughts could

Can't find a chance to hurt her.

"It's so annoying, living like a palace fight, aren't you tired?" A bold and carefree girl in the class often commented speechlessly.

"Hey, I'm a beauty, and beauties are always troubled like this~" Then someone laughed and said sarcastically.

It sounds as if everything Qiao Yu wants to avoid is something she brought upon herself - well, if this appearance from her parents is her problem, then she is indeed asking for it.

So Qiao Yu learned to use all her advantages as weapons.

For everyone she met, she distinguished their voices, analyzed their likes and dislikes, and tried her best to prevent herself from being hurt or troubled.

Sounds like an overly hypocritical persecutory delusional patient.

If nothing unexpected happens, Qiao Yu will continue to protect himself wisely, admit and accept his tacky and narrow-minded life, until he is completely sick and die of old age. In short, he will live his life as harmlessly as possible - without hurting others and not letting others hurt himself.

This life.

She would rather hide her precious and rare synesthesia in her body, because it is difficult for her to live a good life before repaying society and dedicating herself.

No one can stand on the commanding heights and verbally ask a capable person to do something important for the country and the people without providing a little help and support.

The synonym of "the capable work harder" is "the weak get whoring for nothing".

If nothing happens, Qiao Yu will live her whole life like an ordinary girl with outstanding appearance.

If nothing else happens.

At the age of sixteen, the dean's grandmother was taken back by her family. The new dean told them that children over the age of sixteen must leave the orphanage.

This is not a cruel arrangement, because the new dean has contacted many parents who are willing to adopt before. Except for a few teenagers and girls, including Qiao Yu, most of the children have found adoptive parents.<

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While packing, Hua Ling suddenly walked in.

Qiao Yu had already heard her footsteps, stopped moving, stood up and looked over.

"Congratulations." Qiao Yu said to Hua Ling with a slight smile.

Hua Ling, whose appearance and temperament were much more mature than before, looked at her and said suddenly.

"Do you know why I didn't leave before?"

Qiao Yu knew that Hua Ling was talking about when she was five or six years old. At that time, a couple wanted to adopt her, but she refused.

"Because they want you first." Hua Ling continued, "I don't want you to pick on the remaining parents."

Qiao Yu didn't refute again, she knew that such a thing would be of no use.

"Congratulations." She repeated softly.

Hua Ling paused and rubbed her right foot awkwardly on the floor.

"You." she said, "do you want to come to my house?"

"Those two people - my new parents are quite rich and don't mind having another child."

Qiao Yu was a little surprised. She saw the color of Hua Ling's words, and they were indeed kind.

There may be some charity from the winner, and there may be some apology and guilt, but it is generally well-intentioned.

"No... thank you." Qiao Yu showed a smile.

"Are you sure?" Hua Ling didn't lose her temper because of being rejected. She looked at her with a strange expression, "I'm not telling you that you are so conspicuous that you are trying to attract others, are you sure you want to live alone?"

Qiao Yu blinked slowly.

"Well, let's try it first." She said.

"...Okay! Then, then, see you later."

Hua Ling hesitated for a while and said goodbye to her dryly.

Just when she was about to turn around and leave, she suddenly stopped. Under Qiao Yu's puzzled gaze, it took a while before she asked:

"...Do you particularly hate me?"

Qiao Yu was stunned for a few seconds: "No."

"How, how is it possible!" Hua Ling blushed, "I obviously treat you - okay, then why don't you hate me?"

Qiao Yu lowered his eyes and whispered softly: "When the school organized a spring outing in the second grade of junior high school, I was pushed into the pond. It was you who saved me."

She remembered the footsteps of different people. It was not Hua Ling who pushed her, but the one who took off her school uniform and ran away immediately when she was unconscious.

Hua Ling was stunned.

"It was you who saved me and gave me your school uniform jacket... wasn't it?" Qiao Yu smiled and said, "Thank you."

She has sighed, complained, and hated, but the color of malice is very dark, and once you get used to it, you won't pay special attention to it. Instead, it is the bright color of kindness, which leaves a deep impression on her.

At first, it was just because she would explode emotionally and not survive. Later, it gradually became an instinct. As part of her character, she seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages. She is like a child stacking stars, collecting small kindnesses into transparent jars.

Take it out and look at it from time to time.

"Oh." Hua Ling looked a little at a loss, "Oh."

Hua Ling seemed to be at a loss for what to do with the sudden thank you. She lightly stamped her foot and was about to turn around.

"...Hey, that's right."
To be continued...