Chapter 556 "Runaway"
Qin Jue thought about a question while filming "Feiyan".
If there was no barrier between Qin Feiyan and Shen Danqing that "the game setting cannot explain", would they be together?
The answer is like Schrödinger's cat.
Can a player who always knows that this is a game and this is a virtual world be able to let go of his worries and integrate into this place freely?
Physical fitness and internal strength are standardized in the form of health bars and blue bars. When crossing the map, there will be a black teleport in front of you. Skill tips when using martial arts will appear in front of you. Even if the player Feiyan turns off all interfaces and game reminders, he
The pain feedback after injury will still be protected and weakened, reminding him that "this is not reality."
They say that to detect whether you are dreaming, just pinch your thigh hard. But when the most direct pain cannot fool you that "this world is real", what would Feiyan think?
This matter is very pessimistic to say, but Qin Jue believes that even if Qin Feiyan and Shen Danqing are together, he will still face endless pain.
Her old age, her death, and all the "reality" that is mixed with true and false, perhaps Qin Feiyan's cosmopolitan home is a kind of protection for himself, making him semi-free inside and outside the game, playing again and again
Satisfy some of the emotional needs in the first encounter, and quickly escape, so as not to be deeply immersed and have a complete mental breakdown.
It sounds extremely scummy, but it’s not necessarily self-protection.
People are complex after all.
Complex and uncertain, even I don’t know what I will do suddenly.
It was in that situation that Qin Jue sang this song according to his mood.
Although the language and style of music are very different from the songs of the Dragon Kingdom, they can still reflect Qin Feiyan's mood.
"Strung out in the back of a black car
(Huddled in the back seat of a black car)
"I've got a little too good at breaking hearts
(I'm a little too good at hurting people's sincerity)
"I wonder if I'll ever stop..."
(I also want to know when I can give up)
Qin Jue closed his eyes, and his voice was melodious and erratic, like duckweed without roots, and like catkins flying in the wind with nowhere to land.
Listening to the melody with a touch of sadness and self-destruction, Qiao Silin smiled bitterly and continued in a dumb voice:
"Every time I fall in love
(Falling in love every time)
"I go and f*ck it up right when it gets good
(Obviously we are in love, but I always screw it up)
"Don't you think it's funny
(Do you think it’s ridiculous?)
"Don't you think it's funny..."
(Do you think it’s ridiculous...)
Why, why can’t you control yourself?
You clearly know that the other person loves you so much, but you are always uneasy and anxious, stirring up trouble over and over again, and insisting on willfully confirming your lover's love through constant quarrels?
While Qiao Silin was in pain, the scene of Qin Feiyan and Su Su teasing each other appeared in front of Qin Jue's eyes. In another moment, she saw Shen Danqing's beautiful face filled with tears.
"I know I did all the sh*tty things to you
(I know that I always do despicable and shameful things to you)
"I said I never ever would
(I said it won’t happen again)
"But baby, that's so like me
(But dear, this is who I am)
"Yeah Baby, that's so like me..."
(Dear, I am just so stubborn...)
He obviously promised to stay together forever, and knew that she had been in love for twenty years, and all he wanted was to be together for the rest of his life, but Qin Feiyan was let down in the end.
He didn't even dare to think, if Shen Danqing could hear his justification for his escape, if Shen Danqing could understand his struggle and difficulties of being trapped in the game, would he really be able to go with her as he said in his oath?
Lifelong, grow old together?
No matter how loyal Qin Feiyan is, as a max-level player and a lawless existence in the game, facing endless abilities and power, he can really hold on for a lifetime. Even after Shen Danqing grows old naturally, he will do it for her.
Guarding a lonely grave alone?
He can't do it.
After leaving Shen Danqing twenty years ago, he still couldn't bear the loneliness and wandered around the rivers and lakes for leisure. The audience only saw Su Su and Xue Yu falling in love and breaking their hearts. Who knew that in these more than 7,300 days, they would be together again?
How many bitter lovers are there?
There is no if in the world.
Therefore, Qin Feiyan escaped.
He doesn't dare to gamble, and he can't afford to gamble.
Therefore, he was retaliated for this, and watched helplessly as Shen Danqing used the most violent methods to force him to never forget her for the rest of his life.
This is the price.
"I don't know why I always run away
(I don’t know why I always escape)
"I don't know why I always run away...
(I don’t know why I always escape...)
“What we had was special
(The memories we have are so unique)
"I know what we had was special."
(I know how much we used to envy others)
The lyrics of this song sound extremely hypocritical, and the entire article seems to be defending "scum".
But the fact is that many men and women who fall in love may have difficulties, or they may not know why, so they escape and screw up again and again, and finally hurt the person who loves him/her, and also make themselves bruised and bruised.
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After singing this song, Qiao Silin suddenly covered her face with her hands and cried.
"I suck!"
She cried and said, "Ian loves me very much...I know he loves me very much..."
"I have never received sincere love in the past sixteen years. I never thought that being truly deeply loved by someone would make me feel so panicked. He is so good to me, but I am always arguing.
I was making trouble, and I had to do it a few times - I saw him stirring up my emotions and feeling the pleasure of being affirmed and loved. Damn it, am I a devil? Why should I do this!"
Qiao Silin pulled her long golden hair in extreme pain, even forgetting that the camera was still there, and couldn't help but lie on the small table and cry bitterly.
"I'm really - I'm really the worst girlfriend in the world."
She sobbed, "I desperately tried to win his favor. I disturbed his friends' gatherings. Even though he had his own things to do, I barged in and dragged him to watch movies with me. I asked him to be there all the time.
He pays attention to my private messages, and if he doesn’t reply for more than a few minutes, he will get angry at him.”
"But when he makes time for me, I will scold myself crazily, why I don't believe his feelings for me, and why I can't bear to let him be tortured like this...
"I want to run away when he gets close, but I get angry when he's not around. How could he have such a difficult girlfriend like me! Oh, I'm so terrible!
"I can't hurt him anymore! I am a devil who has occupied his time and space and tortured his emotions. Why, why can't I express my love for him like a normal person!"
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Qiao Silin raised her face, her eyes were all red from crying, and tears hung on the tip of her chin, sometimes dripping down as her shoulders trembled.
"Desire for close relationships and resist close relationships, this is avoidant attachment... My dear, relax. You are not the only one like this, and things are not that bad."
Qin Jue comforted her softly.
Qiao Silin is so young and still an underage girl. Many adults are still unable to handle intimate relationships correctly and appropriately, let alone her?
"Yes. Yes. So I told him let's break up..."
Qiao Silin choked and said, "If you continue to associate with a person like me, I can only bring him pain and misfortune. He is so innocent——"
"But he was so sad!"
A male voice with an obvious American accent suddenly sounded. Qiao Silin opened her eyes wide in horror and looked back, but Ian had already rushed to the bed and hugged her tightly.
"..."
In the midst of the screaming barrage, Qin Jue seemed like a Samoyed who was suddenly kicked while walking on the roadside. He blinked his beady eyes in confusion and confusion, and a question mark floated above his head.
"Josie baby! Oh, I didn't know you thought this, I should have asked you earlier! After you said 'let's separate', I have been thinking about what I did wrong!"
Ian hugged Qiao Silin and said uncomfortably, "I love you! I don't want to break up with you!"
Qiaoceline screamed and tried to push him away, but Ian kissed her like the hero in any romance novel.
"..."
Chapter completed!