"Lung cancer..."

The snowflakes rustled outside the window, and the water boiled in front of me was boiling.

Even though such a warm and friendly time is clearly in the darkness because of these two words.

Jiang Zhiyu almost couldn't stand it, but fortunately Aunt Liu helped her.

But her expression was still stunned, her eyes were distracted, and she was not focused.

As the saying goes, she is the only one who is left in the surrounding world.

After a long time, she tried to find her voice, looking at Aunt Liu, also with a bad face, and said in a hoarse voice:

"When did it happen?"

"Why... there has never been any signs before..."

Aunt Liu turned off the natural gas valve, and the boiling in the pot instantly eased.

But this scene is very similar to the bleakness of old age.

The last ray of boiling water finally turned into calmness on the water surface.

"It's been a while," Aunt Liu sighed, and she was much older:

"Since you made up with A Si and came back from the Shanghai Stock Exchange together, she always coughed, sometimes with chest tightness and shortness of breath."

"We just thought it was a cold, but after taking the medicine, it still didn't get better."

"Some time ago, Wei Ran's ex-wife came here to make a fuss. Your grandmother fainted from qi and blood. She went to the hospital and found out that she was already in the late stage..."

"It's all my fault that I didn't take care of myself carefully enough, and I didn't even notice her coughing up blood."

Jiang Zhiyu staggered again, and he didn't fall down by holding onto the table.

Having just experienced Wei Ranran's death from blood cancer, she could feel the helplessness and confusion of the disappearance of life than anyone else.

But now, the incident happened to her closest grandmother.

How could she accept it?

"Aunt Liu", she held Aunt Liu's arm and tried to calm her mind:

"What do doctors say..."

Jiang Zhiyu looked out quietly with his body sideways. Seeing Shen Si making his grandmother laugh, he couldn't move it away for a moment.

Aunt Liu felt very distressed.

But I have to tell the truth:

"Your grandma was a stubborn person when she was young, not to mention now."

"She was afraid that your grandfather and mother would not recognize her if they saw her, so they basically gave up treatment."

"Now the doctor is just trying to reduce her pain and make her walk more comfortable."

Jiang Zhiyu couldn't help but see a darkness.

Although birth, old age, sickness and death are common human nature.

But it was really the turn of the person close to him, but only sadness and despair remained.

My grandmother was afraid that she would do this, so she asked Aunt Liu to help stop her.

"Fish, fish," Aunt Liu held her hand and tried to give her strength:

"Your grandma is going to be strong all her life, but she can't let you go."

"As soon as I am, don't let her care about you anymore. Our family is happy and stay well for a while."

Jiang Zhiyu covered the scarlet in his eyes and tried hard to make a smile, as if he had finally made a decision, and said in a hoarse voice:

"good."

-

Dinner is an ordinary home-cooked side dish.

Shen Si and Jiang Zhiyu were with her grandmother on the left and right, and were in harmony.

If my grandmother hadn't taken medicine to get into the house several times to cough up blood.

At ten o'clock in the evening, the fish in the river sent Shen Si to the entrance of the alley.

The snow on the ground was already thick, and the two of them walked on each other, making a squeak, which was particularly harsh in this quiet night.

It's still the street light that used to be.

Jiang Zhiyu pulled Shen Si's cuffs.

Shen Si turned around and the little girl was already red in her eyes and looked at him with a beacon.

He was panicked and blurted out:

"Little Yuer...you know everything?"

The sadness that Jiang Zhiyu had endured for a long time completely burst out at this moment, and big tears fell down.

"Chensi", her voice was mute: "I know you were entrusted by my grandmother from hiding it."

"So, can we move the engagement ceremony forward?"

Anyone with a discerning eye can see my grandmother's physical condition clearly.

There are not many days left.

Chen Si wiped away the melted snow water from her nose, and said softly along with the tears on her face:

"good."

"You should accompany your grandma first, and I will pick you up in a few days."

Jiang Zhiyu didn't ask what to pick her up.

Even if she went to get the certificate, she would arrange it with him.

-

New Year's Eve.

Carrot and mutton dumplings without grandma’s personal stuffing.

There is no longer the bacon specially prepared by Aunt Liu.

Only the red lanterns bought by Jiangzhiyu at the street stalls swayed gently under the eaves with the north wind.

In the room.

Aunt Liu took out the iron pot she was best at stewing. The family of three sat around the stove and picked it up with chopsticks.

The Spring Festival Gala was still played on the TV opposite, but the people watched it have changed one after another.

For example now.

My grandmother has been sleeping more and more recently, and it is all supported by perseverance.

Jiang Zhiyu, who never sat there, even waited for the bell to ring at twelve o'clock, then turned around and leaned against his grandmother, and asked for the red envelope in a cute and beautiful manner.

This year's red envelopes are different from previous years.

Beneath the thin red seal is the shape of a card.

"grandmother……"

Jiang Zhiyu was very sad, but he could only pretend to be nothing:

"You are so stingy this year. You don't even give me a picture of Grandpa Mao. It's hard. Maybe you're using something to fool me!"

As he said that, he stuffed the red envelope back into his grandmother's hand and stood up.

But grandma raised her hand and pinched the corner of her clothes, suppressed the cough to her mouth, and signaled her to sit down:

"Looking at how you want to hang on me these two days, I'm afraid you already know it?"

"It's better than my old woman leaving alone, even if she can't see you."

Grandma put the red envelope containing the bank card back into her arms, shook her arms and touched her hair:

"Fish..."

She was so angry that she would take a long time to say something:

"The Yu family is a good family, and A Si is even a good child. I will always feel much more at ease when you marry him in the future."

"Grandma has nothing to give to you. This is your grandfather's pension. I have left some for your Aunt Liu. The rest will be used as your dowry."

"This is my wish and your grandfather. Don't push and shovate."

He was sitting by the stove, but Jiang Zhiyu's fingers were slightly cool.

She held the red envelope, tears rolling wildly in her eyes, but she didn't fall:

"Grandma...I..."
To be continued...