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Saturday, May 2, 1998

Today I went back to my hometown, and the village was spreading the affairs of Uncle Dan’s house.

Uncle Dan's house built a house and took out three small boxes from the beam of the main room, full of treasures. The police station came and asked them to hand them over to the country. Aunt Dan was so sad that she didn't cry like this when her biological father died.

This house was originally owned by the village landlord Chen Dafu, and was confiscated as a granary for the production team during the land reform. Later, the distribution was distributed to households and the production team was cancelled, so the place became deserted.

In the past, when villagers applied for a homestead, no one wanted to take this place, which was unlucky. Moreover, after the reopening, the residential area in the village gradually moved northward and leaned against the provincial highway east of the village. This location is already considered to be the west side of the village, and it is not a good choice.

In recent years, it has been difficult to approve the residential land in the village. Uncle Dan is in a hurry to build a house for his son to get married, so he is not picky.

In the 1950s, "Chen Dafu" was criticized and ransacked his house. His wife went crazy and drowned in the river. His son died of illness. He also starved to death within two years. However, it is said that "Chen Dafu" died after struggling to climb back to the old house. He thought it was his ancestral home. Now he came here, he probably hoped to take a look at the "baby" in his house for the last time.

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Saturday, June 6, 1998

Today, Xue Yan's mother came to me and made a clear statement that she did not want Xue Yan to date me. She also said a lot of ugly and overly words, but I was speechless.

Yes, just like my family’s situation, my own future, and my seriously ill father, talking about love? Let the girls drink the northwest wind with you.

Xue Yan called yesterday and said that she had held on. She still liked me now. She liked me very much and loved me. When she came back tomorrow, she would listen to me fulfill her promise in person.

I should also like her, I like her smart, beautiful and kind, but I have never expected this love to have a result, especially now.

What can I do?

I can't give her a future, nor do I want her to endure hardship with me. I feel sad between me and her mother, and I am even more unwilling to bear the arrogant humiliation of her mother.

It's just broken. There is no real beginning anyway, so I don't think there will be much pain when I end it.

What should I say tomorrow? I think about it, think about it again.

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Saturday, June 13, 1998

Today, Uncle Lin from Kyoto came and talked to my father about my graduation work. Now, college students do not have the allocation for graduation, and it is difficult for me to find a satisfactory job when I go back to Ancheng. It is better to go to Kyoto, you can be a teacher in the middle school or enter the system. Uncle Lin is now a department-level cadre of the State Council for Economic Affairs, so it is not difficult to do this.

I don’t want to go, nor can I go. Although my father can take care of himself, it is inconvenient after all. My mother is gone. What can he do to live by himself? Take his father to Kyoto? My father would not agree. My mother’s tomb is here, relatives and friends are here, and his memories are here. He is reluctant to leave and will not be willing to cause trouble to Uncle Lin.

Uncle Lin left a phone number, whose surname was Zhang, was the child of Grandpa Lin’s old subordinate. He was the director of the Ancheng City Personnel Bureau. Uncle Lin greeted him and asked him to help. He would contact me if there was any news.

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Friday, June 26, 1998

Uncle Lin called in the morning, and my job was settled, my alma mater, No. 1 Middle School, and a provincial key school.

Uncle Lin said that Director Zhang should not break this line and asked me to contact me frequently in the future.

Today is a happy day.

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Sunday, August 16, 1998

Today I beat my elder sister's beast.

My eldest sister is a soft-hearted person with no temper. When she gave birth to a daughter, she was unable to get pregnant anymore. The beast often attacked her, and she was trying to find places that hurt and didn't leave any traces. My eldest sister didn't go back to her parents' home often, and she kept it from everyone when she came back. It's been eight years, so she can tolerate it. If I hadn't happened to be seen in the hospital this time, I wouldn't know when I would hide it.

Third brother, fifth brother, sixth brother pressed the beast's thug, and fifth brother picked up a stone and knocked off one of his front teeth.

I held back the old beast, and I didn't even cut him if he didn't take action.

My second sister caught the old woman with a face full of beauty. She deserved it. Your family is because of your unethical family. She must have urged his son to bully my elder sister a lot.

Brother Wu would come to the market every week, and he would touch his elder sister and beat them up, double the price.

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Saturday, October 2, 1999

Today, Uncle Han from the Magic City came to see his father, and the two talked about things that happened over the past for a long time.

Uncle Han wanted to take his father to the Demon City, but said that it was the old man of the Han family. After all, the living and medical level there were incomparable to Ancheng.

In my impression, this should be the fourth invitation from the Han family.

My father refused again.

Uncle Han wanted to leave some money, but his father didn't accept it, saying that he would ask him for help if he had difficulties in the future, and life is fine now.

My father told me that when I was working with me, I never thought that there would be rewards. People who have great ability and made great contributions should not suffer this. If there are really obstacles that cannot be overcome in the future, I would have to let others take care of me.

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Wednesday, January 5, 2000

Today I took my father to the factory and the health center for infusion. I have to go there every spring and winter. It’s late this winter. My father always said that he is in good health and can’t drag it away.

I know he can't bear to bear the money.

My father has been ill for 9 years and his left half of his body is hemiplegia caused by cerebral thrombosis.

Fortunately, I can barely take care of myself in my life.

In recent years, the efficiency of the machinery factory has become worse and worse. I can only barely pay some living expenses. Don’t think about reimbursing medical expenses. The medical expenses my father owed in total are more than 20,000. In recent years, my mother’s hard work has been barely supported. My father’s salary refund was not enough for his own medicine. After my mother passed away, my family was in trouble and I could only graduate smoothly with everyone’s help.

Now that I have recovered a little, my father still can’t bear to do anything. He has no choice but to be afraid of being poor.

Mom, I miss you...

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Thursday, June 8, 2000

Jona was disfigured.

After graduating from kindergarten, Jona worked in "Beilei" kindergarten. Because she was beautiful, she had been constantly pursuing her suitors. A few days ago, she was spotted by a parent of a student. The beast was rich and leisurely, bought gifts, invited them to dinner and took them to play every day, and promised to divorce and marry her. Jona had always refused, but later, she didn't know what happened, but the two of them got along well.

I don't believe that Jonah is a materialistic person. She is just a little girl who has no love experience and does not know the sinister society. She is just too simple.

Besides, Jona's family is well-off and has two large trucks at home. Jona's father traveled around the world and had a good income. He was the first family to enter the living area to live in small ***. He would not be so blind.

However, in 1996, their family bought commercial housing in the city. It was far from the living area, so Jona had less contact with everyone, and many things were not clear.

The beast got into a divorce and forced his wife to freak out. He looked for Jona with a fruit knife in his arms, and scratched Jona's face in the dispute.

The doctor said the wound was too serious. The wound was cut from the root of the left ear to the corner of the left mouth. The deepest part of the wound was 0.8 cm, almost penetrated. The plastic surgery will be better in the future, but we cannot expect a good result.

Women also have to polish their eyes. Beautiful things are either foam or poisonous.

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Tuesday, April 17, 2001

Yang Jing was beaten by that beast again, this time it was very serious.

Tiezhu was going to teach the beast a lesson, but I stopped him. He always used violence to fight violence, which would only make the beast worse. After all, it was a couple, so it was hard to guard against it.

When I went to the hospital to see Yang Jing, her nose was bruised and her face was swollen, her head was wrapped with gauze, and her face was filled with tears.

Tiezhu's heartbroken mouth twitched, his jealous like a native dog with rabies on his head.

I deserve it, but I don’t say it if I like it. It’s useless to have a crush on it. Who knows? If it weren’t for Yang Jing’s drunk too much on the day she got married and cried with me in a hug.

In the past two years, his mother has arranged for him many blind dates, either not going there or meeting him in a hurry and finding an excuse to refuse.

This time, because Yang Jing has not been pregnant for two years since she got married, the beast cursed again. Yang Jing said, "Why do you go to the hospital for checking?" and was beaten.

Before leaving, Yang Jing pulled the corner of my clothes, his eyes full of begging.

I told her, "It's time to leave, life is still long, don't care about the nonsense that those people say. If you live your personal life, your pain, those people can't empathize with it, and will only talk nonsense out of thin air. If you bear it, we may go to the morgue to see you next time. If you figure it out, tell me, let's help you.

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Wednesday, May 23, 2001

Today, Yang Jing completed the divorce procedures.

The day after Yang Jing was hospitalized, she told me that she was going to get a divorce.

She couldn't continue to live such a life, not only physical pain, but also mental fear.

Jianjun and I arranged for her to be transferred directly to the municipal forensic hospital, and re-examined various examinations, retained the results of the examinations, and then asked a lawyer to sue the other party for domestic violence.

The other party panicked. His parents went to the hospital several times to find Yang Jing and asked Yang Jing's mother for mercy. Tiezhu was nailed to the hospital 24 hours a day, and strictly guarded and refused to see him. Later, I talked with the other party and didn't talk nonsense with them. I could withdraw the lawsuit, but I had to divorce and the house belonged to Yang Jing. I would get another 20,000 yuan in compensation. I could not agree. Yang Jing's injury was confirmed to be a minor injury, so that the beast would live in for at least two years. After the court sentenced, the marriage would still be divorced, and it might not be small.

Today, Yang Jing went to go through the divorce procedures. After the house was passed, she only paid 10,000 yuan. She cried and was poor. She had to give the rest slowly. She probably wanted to delay the bad luck.

Tonight we celebrated Yang Jing together.

I quietly told Tiezhu that I should seize the opportunity when it comes.

Tiezhu said, wait a little longer, it is not suitable now.

Silly.

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Saturday, August 25, 2001

Today I greeted the dragon.

Dalong originally attended the mechanical factory technical school, but at that time the machinery factory had already started to "bad money" and it was getting worse and worse. It was a matter of time to end. I suggested that he learn a favorite craft and not waste it in the factory.

After studying cooking in a technical school for two years, working in a good restaurant, I am now a second-level chef.

Not far from the living area, I helped him see a small bungalow facing the street, and asked him to open a small restaurant first and then slowly expand the scale.

Dalong was worried that he would not be able to do it well.

Maybe it's too late to find a restaurant to work. If you don't try it, how do you know you can't do it?

I handed him the 30,000 yuan that everyone had raised and asked him to take advantage of it.
Chapter completed!