Chapter 121 The truth about the breakup (2)
The interrogation could not continue at all. Fandu walked in a hurry, hugged Xie Gu and came out of the police station and headed straight to the hospital building.
Xie Xiaofan rushed to the scene and grabbed his father's hand tightly. Even if he didn't let go, his eyes would be red.
When they arrived at the hospital, they went to the emergency department. The surgeon examined Xie Gu's brain and found no damage at all. In this case, they gave Fan Du's advice, "It's better... go to the psychiatric department to take a look."
Fan Duzhen didn't expect that one day he would accompany Xie to see a psychiatric department.
Waiting on the corridor outside the clinic, Fandu looked at Xie Xiaofan, "Have your father got sick like this before?"
Xie Xiaofan didn't know whether he should say, "I..."
Fandu reached out and pinched the back of his neck, "Answer my question honestly."
He added, "If you treat me as your dad."
"Just my dad... he is particularly sensitive to some words..." Xie Xiaofan dared not look directly at Fandu's eyes, "such as 'cross-species love', 'immoral', 'ill', 'breakup'... Don't you like to play some forbidden love on TV? Occasionally there are couples who cross species. When my dad sees it, his whole body will be stiff, his breathing will be rapid, and his whole body will not move. If it is serious, he will start to twitch and vomit."
Fandu pursed his lips tightly, and probably guessed something from Xie Xiaofan's words.
He always felt that it was a little strange that Xie Gu suddenly broke up with him ten years ago.
This doubt has been in his heart and has been fermented for a whole decade until today...
The doctor injected Xie Gu with a shot and asked him to settle down in the ward for the time being. Fandu held Xie Gu's hand and looked at his sleeping face, unable to explain clearly what he felt in his heart.
If Xie Gu had been forced to break up with him back then.
Ten years ago, he dreamed of getting into Beijing and staying with him again.
but……
The sudden change made everything shatter.
Over the past ten years, he has been under a lot of pressure and raised Xie Xiaofan alone to grow up...
If I haven't come back, if I haven't met him again, if...
Fandu clenched Xie Gu's hand tightly, as if he had been punched. He curled up tightly with his body, and an indescribable pain occurred in his lungs.
When Xie Gu woke up, the ward was quiet and he didn't see Fan Du. He probably went out to talk to the doctor.
Last night, Xie Xiaofan insisted on staying next to Xie Gu, lying on the hospital bed to do his homework, crying while writing, and fell asleep while lying on his tummy as he was writing.
Xie Gu sighed, touched Xie Xiaofan's head, trying to pack up his homework, but by chance he saw the vocabulary book that Xie Xiaofan opened, and his eyes fell on a certain word-
agony.
In English, it means...the ultimate pain.
But the pronunciation in Chinese is - aiguoni (I loved you).
Xie Gu's breathing suddenly stopped.
Then his fingers trembled, gently closed the lyrics book, pretending that nothing happened.
Xie Xiaofan woke up from his sleep and flicked his body for a moment. Then he saw Xie Gu open his eyes and his pupils suddenly dilated, "Dad..."
"Are you awake?" Xie Xiaofan struggled to stand up, rubbing his eyes a little unbelievable, "You are not uncomfortable, are you?"
Xie Gu was about to speak, but at this time, Xie Xiaofan rushed out of the ward, "Wait! I'll call me Fan Dad!!!"
Before Xie Gu could say anything, he fell back into his stomach.
In just a few minutes, he heard the sound of rapid footsteps in the corridor outside the door. The ward door was pushed open with a thud. Fan Du's chest was fluttering violently, he was breathing heavily, and his eyes were staring at Xie Gu.
Xie Gu smiled at him, "I'm fine..."
Fandu walked up with great strides and hugged him in his arms. Until now, he was still breathing rapidly.
"That..." Xie Xiaofan had a rare wink, "...I'll go out first..."
"Thank you..." Fandu felt that it was very difficult for him to make a sound, "Tell me honestly... why did you break up with me back then..."
"I..." Xie Gu didn't expect that he suddenly mentioned this matter. His Adam's apple rolled up and down, his pupils trembled, and he didn't know what he should say for a moment, "At that time... it was too small..."
"Then tell me why your blood test shows that your pheromone receptor cell content is much lower than that of ordinary people? Only those who abuse inhibitors will have a large number of receptor cells missing..." Fandu held a physical examination report in his hand, his eyes were red, and he looked at Xie Gu almost with his eyes angrily. "This hospital was the first time that he could find a physical examination report about you was ten years ago. At that time, the nitrate content in your urine blood test was significantly exceeded..."
Fandu's voice trembled, "Nitrate...one of the uses is to synthesize aphrodisiac..."
Xie Gu never expected that Fan Du had discovered the truth about what happened ten years ago. He was a little disbelief and could only look at Fan Du's eyes in a daze, "I..."
"It's your father..." But Fandu's smart man almost understood at a glance. He trembled and let out a breath, "It's your father..."
A line of tears flowed from Xie Gu's eyes, and his eyes were blurred, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Fandu..."
He lay in Fandu's arms and almost burst into tears, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
For the first time in ten years, he felt wronged, why was it himself, why was he the one who was let down by God?
God gave him a bad family, a warm but short-lived teenage love, an unchallenged future, and a heavy burden...
He thought that as long as he didn't think about it and endure it silently, he would one day become numb and not feel any pain.
But clinker, no matter how old a person is, he will feel the indescribable grievance in the moment when he sees his family.
Fandu is already... his family.
"Xie Gu..." Fan Du swallowed for a moment, and listening to Xie Gu's crying, his heart wrinkled together, "Nothing can separate us."
Tears rolled in his eyes and kissed Xie Gu's forehead, "Unless death is approaching, I will embrace you and love for the rest of my life."
Xie Xiaofan, sitting in the corridor outside the ward, was memorizing words with a vocabulary book and reading one by one. Suddenly, he saw a strange but unfamiliar word - nudge.
At this time, the door of the ward was opened and Fan Du walked out.
Xie Xiaofan looked at him naturally and handed over his vocabulary book, "Dad, what does this word mean?"
Fandu looked at it and smiled, and said to him directly, "hewatched theorangesundroppinglow, nudging thehorizon. (He kissed the horizon as the orange sunset."
"It can be understood as a brief touch, gentle touch, encouraging someone to make a decision, and it can also be used to describe..." Speaking of this, Fandu smiled, "When he was young, the loving student couples secretly touched the back of their lover's hands, and then retracted, blushing."
Fandu smiled at Xie Xiaofanwei, "It's like... your father and I."
Xie Xiaofan's pupils widened at this moment. He seemed to smell the hot and fresh wind of the summer ten years ago from the gap in time.
He seemed to have seen two thin boys with thin backs, studying at the same table, but from time to time he touched each other's backs of their hands and clothes, and then secretly pursed his lips and smiled.
Even if the light has scattered for ten years, they have not...dissipated in the sea of people because of the secular vision.
...
Xie Gu was hospitalized for recuperation and put down everything at hand for the time being.
Fandu served him three meals a day, took care of Xie Xiaofan, and had to go back to school to attend classes. He was busy with research at the institute. He was really unable to do anything alone, so he was inevitably a little omission.
Xie Gu accidentally chatted with Jochi and learned from him that an international event about tattoos will be held in a neighboring province.
Qiao Qi: "Brother Xie, this is a god-given opportunity. Didn't you say that Zhou Qi's dog guy opened a chain store at the door of your studio? Then you go to the international competition to get a gold medal and let's put the trophy in the studio, but you're afraid there will be no customers?"
Xie Gu thought... it was right.
He secretly signed up without telling Fandu, and even stayed up late to submit his tattoo design line draft before the registration deadline and completed the preliminary competition.
When Fandu knew about it, it was too late.
Xie Gu even packed up his own burden and was about to be discharged from the hospital and went to participate in the competition alone.
Fandu even gritted his teeth a little, "Thank you..."
"I..." Xie Gu pursed his lips with an innocent expression on his face, "This is my career, you can't stop my career."
"I didn't want to stop your career, but..." Fan Du couldn't say where he felt uncomfortable, but Xie Gu was hiding it from him, it was a bit abnormal...
"I'll be back soon." Xie Gu was afraid that he would be angry, so he took the initiative to kiss his lips. "You stay at home. When I win the championship, you have to treat me to a good meal."
Fandu frowned and wanted to say something, but Xie Gu had waved his hand and ran out of the ward, "I'm going to catch the train!!! Wait until I come back!!!"
When participating in a tattoo competition, you have to prepare your own model. The model Xie Gu brought was his front desk girl. Omega, who was slim in shape, promised her that she won the prize money for the competition.
The front desk girl participated in such a competition for the first time. When she arrived at the competition site, she looked at all kinds of models and the strange tattoo artists, and it was a big eye-opener. "Wow, boss, I found that you seem to be the handsomest one here."
Xie Gu pulled his mask up, "Don't talk too much."
The tattoo line he prepared this time was inspired by the seven days and seven nights of God's creation in the Bible. It was half heaven and half hell, with clear ribs interspersed in the middle, just like hideous ghost hands.
This time his work is called "The World".
God always overlooks the abyss, mistakenly thinking that this is the mortal world, but forgets to create a paradise.
Tattooists who pass the primary election will have a booth to show their past works. Tattooes can also have an understanding of each other. The competition has not yet begun, and the media have interviewed everywhere with cameras.
The girl at the front desk suddenly saw a booth, and the photographer and reporter gathered together, pulled Xie Gu and rushed over, "Boss! Let's go and see!!!"
They squeezed into the crowd, and in front of them was a huge poster with Qi Yufei's side face printed on it. He lifted up the hem of his shirt, revealing a small piece of exquisite tattoo on his back. Next to his poster was a manuscript preserved in a photo frame, and crisp yellow paper proved that this manuscript had a history of at least ten years.
Among the stacked and rolling waves, a huge whale sank into the bottom of the sea. On the surface of the sea are flesh and blood, and under the surface are dry bones. At the junction of the thoracic vertebra and the spine, there is a crescent moon. The water droplets formed by the moon extend along the spine and fall into the whale's eyes.
"Wow..." The girl at the front desk was shocked all of a sudden, but she immediately recognized that the person interviewed in front of the media camera was a familiar face, "Boss, that's not the one we are opposite..."
Xie Gu's spine shook hard.
Chapter completed!