In my spare time, I used to think about what I have done all these years, what I have cared about, what I have gained, and what I have lost... Are the things I have done terrible, shameful, and sad? What I care about Is man hateful, contemptible, and deplorable. Is the love I got ridiculous, hateful, and cherishable. Is the love I lost regrettable, commendable, and worthy? This article uses an objective perspective , about an absurd society,